- fuhhh!!!~ berhabuk!

a lot to tell. a lot to share. a lot and a lot. from one achievement to another achievement. from one drama to another drama. yes!

let's share about achievement first. 15-17 July - for the first time ever my baby went to the SIFE Malaysia National Exposition. hurm. yes. after all the sacrifices, hardships, commitment and so forth finally SIFE UniSZA entered the competition. at the moment when everybody say NO, you can't. i proved to them i managed to do it. ALHAMDULILLAH. semua yg berlaku dgn keizinan yg Maha Esa juga. Kalau x, x mungkin we all sampai ke tahap ni. first exposure for us. we went there not to win but to tell them our capacity. it such a remarkable memory. *senyumlebar2!

result final exam untuk semester 4 dah keluar. ALHAMDULILLAH. dlm sibuk2 berkejar ke sana ke mari, akhirnya!!! nahhhhh...~! xde la DL. tp tetap naik. better than other semesters. *senyumlebar2!

drama. drama. drama. yeah. tetap! yg ni la rencah yg perlu ada untuk kita kenal ragam manusia kan? from SIFErs UniSZA itself, to the F.A till the director. OMG! the way they acted, cukup buat L mengucap, istighfar panjang2. hurmmmmm. aneh sebenarnya melihat perangai2 yg busuk hati ni.

as expected, pahat tetap berbunyi walaupun rumah dah siap. tetappp!!! haha. come on peeps. i cant please everyone. at the first place, have u guys ever please me? no. nada. zero. what else to expect? 'i am just a human being'. what a lame excuse. kalau x boleh jadi sempurna pun, boleh cuba jd yg lebih baik kan?

"kak chika asyik marah2... kak chika garang sgt. chika made her own decision without referring to us. most of the information stuck kt dia and kitorg x tahu pun. project dh x ok but chika still push untuk buat.."

ALHAMDULILLAH. ada juga yg sudi nak menilai dan mengkritik tugas yg saya jalankan. terima kasih sebab memberi peringatan2 ini ya kalian.

garang - because i'm perfectionist. i hate to know/hear any issue related to discipline especially when it is related to team's name. seriously. time punctuality. apa yg susah sgt ekh? yes, leader appointed. yet, hurmmm.

attire - goshhhhhh!!! to some of you this is not the first time u guys attend a program with SMF. dont you guys know the do's and dont's rules?

lain yg org mintak, lain yg korg buat - clear gila! org suruh buat lain. lain yg korg paham dan lain yg korg buat. accept, understand, react. jgn nakk gelabah x tentu pasal ye dik. hurmm.

info stuck - i would like to know which info yg stuck tu ekh? yg ni i mmg x paham.

project dh x ok but I still push utk buat - yg ni pun i x paham.

let it be. bercakap x kena bayar. so boleh la bercakap sesedap rasa. kan? cuba kalau kena bayar. xde nak main lepas cakap je. but actually, kita kena bayar apa yg kita cakap tu kt akhirat ok. sapa yg kata percuma?? sebab itu gunanya akal yg Allah berikan. kita bukan robot yg hanya mengikut apa yg telah diprogramkan. kita punya pilihan untuk memilih apa yg ingin dipertuturkan. iya. kita wajib bertanggungjawab atas perkara yg telah kita bicarakan. adil kan? *senyumlega!

hari keenam Ramadhan. hari yg L rase performance pahala puasa teruk sgt. hurmmm. Yg Maha Pengasih, tegurlah kami2 yg berdosa ini dengan caraMu yg paling lembut. berikanlah kami peringatan-peringatan supaya kami sedar tentang kesilapan  yg telah kami lakukan. berilah kami balasan di dunia agar ia akan menjadi ringan di akhirat. Ameeeennn!

selamat menjalani ibadah puasa. semoga KPI tahun ini akan menjadi lebih baik daripada thaun2 yg sudah. be good ya! luv ya.

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- Siti Asmaa' Hashim

a little sweet lady. dgn dia mmg x banyak karenah. boleh dibawak berbincang. boleh la boleh. senangnya melayan dia ni sbb most of the results kita akan putuskan bg pihak dia. dan dia akan ikut. unless if I say 'what do you think..' and only then she will think. otherwise she will say 'ok je...' simple kan? *smile*

dia mmg super cool. a strong believer just like me. that is why i am so comfortable with her, yet i feel safe when i walk with her. because, she will never judge anyone. never.

she is among the one who is standing next to me when no one believed with what I am doing. when everyone keep on questioning me what 'SIFE' is all about. telling them something that they could not see is not an easy task. ALHAMDULILLAH, i am proud with all my little kids now. they know how to work with me. yes, i am a bit particular with achievements. ouh. come on. i am not the real monster. the real monsters are actually at the outside there. once u meet them, only then know the real meaning of pressure and tension. *bigsmile!

not to deny, there are some who are trying to play truant on my back. i tell u what. sooner or later, ALLAH will shows me the truth. it is all a matter of time. do not worry about that. fyi, if that is your principle in doing jobs, you won't get the satisfaction for a long term. trust me! *smile!

Good morning tuesday! few days to go. yet, after that no break. since we need to focus on another project. this time, Izzati Rozman will handle the project. why not Asma' Hashim? because, i have a special project for her. *bigsmile!

- VIP

tiba-tiba je rasa tu dtg. rasa yg buat L rasa L perlukan org2 yg L sayang ada dgn L skrg ni. hang out. share stories. share foods. share laughs and joys. hurmmmm..~!

tu la. lain kali jgn nak perasan mcm wanita besi sgt ekh? hahaha. few days left. then, it will be the day. sebelum ni, L x kisah pun kalau xde VIP-VIP ni time hari-hari penting L. tiba-tiba pulak kali ni L rase mcm, kan best kalau diorg ade. :'(

baru kali ni L paham kenapa org-org yg dianggap VIP dlm hidup org lain 'diwajibkan' hadir untuk sesebuah majlis; ie. majlis perkahwinan. memang, rasanya lain. just like what my bf told me - 'this is my first time I handle event like this. bila org dari jauh sanggup dtg semata-mata untuk majlis kita, i feel berbesar hati sgt...' yes. only now i understand. how i wish these VIPs could come on my big day. hurm.

syaratnya, kita sendiri pun kena la bersungguh-sungguh menjemput para VIP ni dtg.. kan?

conflicts? normal. conflicts and women? lagilah normal. whenever i had this situation, she will be there to help me. my sister and babe. i feel bless to help them around. Thank you for your plan Ya Rabb. i don't expect too much. at least, i have people that i can trust the most when i am so down.

: : Mr. Google : :

- GoGerila vs Hujan = VERSUS

ok. my favourite! the show and the bands in the show. goshhh! frankly speaking (speaking keh? kan? haha), yeahh. i am a big fan of GoGerila. i really cannot take my eyes from their performance especially when i heard the arrangement in 'Biso Bonar', 'Untukmu' and 'Curiga'. nice! however, my heart simply melted when i heard Hujan sang 'Dan Bila Esok' (originally by SOFARZ) with irama malaysia arrangment! yes. i am the irama malaysia lover! *smile!

: : Mr. Google : :

watching the last show of VERSUS: KONFRONTASI TERAKHIR - Hujan brought Dato' Siti Nurhaliza on the stage. ouh. come on! Raingers + Dato' Siti fans (+ fans of irama Malaysia)? yeah. u can easily figure out who's the winner right? it was a brilliant strategy. the special arrangement in 'Dan Bila Esok' and a song by Aris Ariwatan (i don't remember the title!!!) + the surprise. inhale, exhale. yes! Hujan deserved to win.

congratulations to Hujan. and to all the bands as well. ouh! to Media Prima too. i never regret in spending my 1 hour or up to 3 hours to watch the show. (even again and again! hee.)