Tuesday, November 25, 2014

- tomorrow l the day after tomorrow: the day

*dupdap! *dupdap!

Assalamualaikum. Gonna have a very pack weekend.

- Thursday; to attend the interviews.
- Friday; Johor, i am coming!
- Saturday; the wedding day of my cousin.

Hmm. Hmm. Maka, sibuklah fitting baju. Check make up. Check resume. Check questions for the interviews. More and more. Nervous! Ya Rabb, hopefully I wont get panic attack on that day. *aameen! Kalau tak mmg habislah I muntah-muntah. *hurm!

All right. Tomorrow. That day will be the day after tomorrow.

Jzkk.

Sunday, November 23, 2014

-the interviews

Haaa! I secured three interviews to attend by next week. *phew!

Assalamualaikum. Hye readers. Such a busy week but not too busy to compare with the next week -

PTPTN. [To be confirmed]

Interview 1. [To be confirmed]

Interview 2 and 3 and meet the girls [Confirmed. all in one Thursday!]

Eh. Btw, this is the very first outing to KL after i came back from Terengganu. Kalau tak sebab kena attend interview, I tak lalu jugak nak hadap KL. *wekk!

Be as an adult is not an easy thing. Mcm lambat je tumbesaran I kan? *haha! Only now i understand why money is so important. Why you have to be selfish. Why you have to look at your priority. Why this. Why not that. *hurm!

But, it never too late. Aite? I will always remember apa yg Nana pesan:

"Dalam hidup ni, jgn fikir susah-susah. Nak lagi kalau kau belum lalui benda tu. Lain org, lain cara walaupun masalah tu sama. Yg penting, kena belajar apa yg ada dlm setiap masalah tu. So next time, lebih senang. Mcm tu la cara nak survive!"

Me and her definitely contra to each other. She is very simple about life. Unlike me, I am a bit particular and paranoid. Jrg jumpa. Always disconnected. But once dah dapat jumpa, I wil, make sure that it will be a high quality meeting between us. The best is, die yg tak sabar tgk I naik pelamin. Btw, die mmg suka berangan. *haha!

All right. Half an hour passes 1 o'clock now. Good night.

Jzkk.

Tuesday, November 18, 2014

- the boys!

I notice that i easily attracted with not-so-fair guys! I.e Mr.Pharrel William and Mr. Will.I.Am. Well, obviously i didnt so into their music career but their in person personality instead. They look so yummy. *haih!

Assalamualaikum. Hello and hye! Oh boy. I was so busy today but Alhamdulillah I have done all of them. HasbiyAllah.

Gonna have very busy days ahead -

> dress for convocation.
> preparation for job interview.
> dress for aduz's wed.
> be ready for terengganu and jb!

It seems i have to hold my wishlist for a moment.*sobs! First thing first.

Jzkk.

Saturday, November 15, 2014

- stuck in my head!

Job.

PTPTN.

Masters.

Job.

PTPTN.

Masters.

Job.

PTPTN.

Masters.

Zzzzzz!



Jzkk.

Thursday, November 13, 2014

- head over heels

Err... i am not that certain now. But obviously, his call made me feel good!



Assalamualaikum. Hye! I got the signs after one and another. Alhamdulillah. How could you get a clear picture without asking the main source? Hell, no. Aite? So now, both of us are good! I faham apa yg die nak and die paham ape yg i nak (kot!). Anyway, thank you for the clarification you! Thank you sebab maafkan I. Promise! Takkan buat lg. *ngeh!



Lega. Selesai. Boleh tidur dgn double nyenyak -- and of course, wake up with good feelings inside. *yeay!


Well, he loves challenges. And, yes. Its all about to begin.



Jzkk.

Tuesday, November 11, 2014

- just a sign

Two days before: I asked Allah to give me a hint. Just a hint.

Yesterday: i met my long lost BFF. We talked about marriage. Kids. Future plan to further study. Family. Husband. A lottttt!! SubhanAllah. Rase nak kawinnnn!!! *haha! I adore her. (Ya Rabb, rase mcm dpt sign yg i dah ready nak kawinnn!!)

Last night: i felt like something was missing somewhere. (Confused!!!)


This morning: i woke up with uneasy feeling inside me. *nanges!


Now: i fully understand - org lelaki ni die tahu kalau perempuan tu suka kt dia. Guess what? That will be the tool for them to make a special request for what they want. How i got the sign? While watching my fav series on Diva.

Lambat dapat signal! Lambat nak paham! Makanye, all this while hati ni cuma perasan sendiri la kan? Kan? Sedihhhhhh. HAHA. A slow learner rupenye. Lg la sedihhh! Sekarang, sila hantukkan kepala ke lantai!

*jzkk!

- move on!

There was a moment when Remy Ishak said he wont marry that actress because she did not move on from her past. Well, the actress was a divorcee and she keeps on talking about her previous marriage everywhere. My reaction by that time was "yeah right!!! Move on je la."

Bukan senang nak move on actually. I swear! I woke up this morning with an incomplete feeling inside me. I feel like something wrong goes somewhere. But i cant explain what is it. Well, it suffocates me.

The first step is always the hardest. But, entah.

Jzkk.

Sunday, November 9, 2014

- mencipta perpisahan

Assalamualaikum. Hye readers. Hye #MH. Happy anniversary my dear ex-boy! Eh? *haha! Pejam-celik, kelap-kelip we are friends for two years now. Still. All of the good prayers go for you #MH.

Missing him? Hmm. Maybe. Whenever the sweet memory comes, i cant help myself from thinking about him. What a sad life. *hurm!

Dear #MH,

Andai suatu hari I hilang, missing in action, missing from you sights - I hope you understand my good intention. I want nothing but all of the good things for you. Get it boo?

Jzkk.