- melompat tahunnya! :)

malam tadi  cita-cita L nak 'berdua' dengan Sha and Shida, tercapai. it is a nice talk. sesi luahan perasaan. sesi faham-memahami. just like what my instinct told me, they are the people. team admin mmg mantap dah. Alhamdulillah.

semalam jugak L berjodoh dengn YES. finally! asalnya mmg xnak beli tapi k. ngah kata xpe. beli je. sebab benda mmg nak pakai. L pun beli la. sehari jugak mencarinya ok. akhirnya jumpa jugak. so, YES start from today. :)

tu je la. malas nak bebel lg. yg pastinya, kalau boleh nak terbang ke shah alam sekarang jugak. be safe darlings. mwahhhhh.

- demam, cepatlah kebah :(

gaya mcm dah seminggu demam. pd hal bru masuk hri kedua. sumpah! x larat nk layan... cepatlah kebah! kepala x sakit sgt. tp kesukaran tuk bernapas tu yg buat x lena tidur. rase nak balik rumah! rumah bf ke.. *sangatgedik*

kalau ikutkan xde la tinggi sgt suhu. kalau normal around 36.5 kan.. L check td just 38 jek. tp doc kate tinggi jugak suhu tu. selama L pergi klinik pelajar UniSZA ni L x pernah dpt rawatan dgn doc bilik 1. selalu mesti dengan doc yusmina. alih2 td dapat dengan doc yg duk bilik rawatan 1. homaiiiii. rase nak terus2 demam. he is so sweet. *gediklagi*

melayan demam punye pasal.. memang x teringat pun majlis anugerah pelajar cemerlang FBK. heheheh. sorry la uol. mmg x teringat. kepada yg menerima anugerah tu tahniah ekh. sorry sgt x dapat nak raikan kejayaan korg. x lalu mak nak jalan jauh2. nak ke washroom pun dah azab. balik dr majlis tu dak Ain ade singgah bilik saje nak 'melawat' L la kan. ade perkhabaran kurang enak ye.. kena hadir tuk ape kebenda tah dr unit kaunseling. sebabnye CGPA bawah 2.50. helloooooo..~!!!! korg ni kalau nak tunjuk sgt yg korg buat keje pun tayah la senaraikan name L sekali. boleh? wrong number la kot kalau my CGPA below than 2.50. ok. i admit yg i put less effort for my study. so what? CGPA tu bukan penentu tangga gaji la woiiiiiiii! *grrrrrr* plus, bukannye pihak UniSZA yg tolong carikan keje nti.. huh! semakkkkkk! by the way, terima kasih la sebab amik berat and tolong jaga tepi kain ekh. nak tanye la... awak yg nak bg ceramah kt i tu CGPA nye berapa ekh?

ok. dah pukul 5. L nak sambung tdo jap. sekala sendi dah terasa sakit. rase seram sejuk pun ade gak neh. be safe my darling. calins et baisers. mwahhhhhhhhh! jetaime. :)

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- patah tumbuh hilang berganti ;)

demam! gagah jugak nak update blog. :(

morning..~! nak update cerita ceriti kisah hati. we both finally went out for a date after 3 times we tried to set the date. from amcorp mall to subang parade. exchanging ideas and sharing information. super cool and non stop talking. that is him. the issues were about properties and many others. i love him so much. dah sudah. satg uol muntah darah pulak bile nengok L poyo sangat bercerita. hahahahah.

i am in UniSZA now. once my head get into Terengganu, nothing that I will think about except SIFE. homaii..~ penat. sampai demam2 ni haa.

ok. tu jek la. ape lg nak story?? :P

be safe darlings. je'taime. calins et baisers. mwahhhhh..~!

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- what have you done?

pernah nampak org susah? or, pernah tgk keadaan di Aceh ketika mereka di landa tsunami? apa yg terlintas di fikiran korg time tu? majority of us will definitely say - 'poor them...' and full stop. will the word of 'poor them' will help them to get money? will the words of 'poor them' is enough to empower them? ask yourself.

that is why i choose SIFE. well, L yg dah sedia besar ni memang bercita-cita besar untuk join dengan kerja2 sukarelawan. cuma belum dpt salurannya. ALHAMDULILLAH. ALLAH uji dengn bertemu jodoh dengan SIFE. walaupun at the first place L sendiri mcm blur2 about SIFE. but now i can see hala tuju SIFE ni. ayat-ayat 'kesiannye...' tu x boleh bg diorg kenyang pun..kan?

to have Mdm Mairas and Mr Hafis as the FAs for SIFE UniSZA bukanlah kebetulan. sebetulnya, they had been chosen because of their credibility. Mr. Hafis was x-SIFEr from UKM. definitely i need him to guide SIFE UniSZA. Madam Mairas, despite to look for the best presenter, i can say she has something that other lecturers don't have. she is very clear with what she does. it is easy to discuss and share with her at the first place. i really need this kind of lecturer.

well, something that i can share with all of you today -
semua org akan mengalami mati. dan apabila kita, maka terputuslah segala amalan kita melainkan 3 perkara. Sabda Rasullah SAW,

" apabila mati seseorang anak adam itu - maka akan terhenti segala amalannya kecuali 3 perkara iaitu sedekah jariah, ilmu yg memberi guna, dan anak-anak soleh"

L tidak punya harta yg berjuta. tapi masih juga mahu melakukan sesuatu. idola  - TSSMAB pun pernah kata lakukan sedekah itu sementara masih diberi kesempatan. so, that is what i did. harta L hanya ilmu. ilmu ya ALLAH permudahkan untuk L perolehi. maka, ilmu itulah yg akan L kongsikan. SIFE will be the platform for me to start my charity works. amin!

seminggu lebih dah berumah tangga kt kampus. alone. hehehe. nice to know young people. mlm ni mlm terakhir nak buka kaunter pendaftaran. hope, dipermudahkan. amin. esok, akan buat team bonding and team recruitment. cepat setel, insyaAllah, cepat balik. sudahlah semakin kenipisan sumber kewangan. hahahahaha. oyeah! sabarlah hati..~! :)

all right. L nak bersiap2 untuk buka kaunter mlm ni. see u there! ;)

- bila si dia berkecil hati

first, apa beza kecil hati dan merajuk? my bf said - MERAJUK itu untuk perempuan...? urk? sejak bila pula rasa itu mengenal jantina? because i thought it is universal. the different is only the degree. ada yg merajuk biasa2 jek. i mean, x lama. ada je yg merajuk luar biasa. ini consider kes sentap sgt2 la ni kan.

so, this is my first time in my entire life to have this kind of situation. my bf suddenly shut down himself for a week. no call. no msg reply. no any respond. nothing at all. Ya Rabb! i was suffering during that time. i have no idea with what was happened. for a week, i lived in thinking and trying to figure out for any possibilities for that problem. i found nothing. but, one thing that i did was i never stop texting him everyday and every night. just to ensure that he knows i love and care about him very much. for me, that is the only way to show that i am concern about him.

a week later, my message got respond! Allah! only God knows how am I excited to read it. when i asked him about 'the problem' he said there's no problem. he said he just cannot explain it. ok. i am so 'really' satisfied with his answer. fine!

on the next day, he was the first to send a message to me in the morning. wowww! it was really unexpected. but, i can felt a kind of awkward between us. i don't know why. not to say that i was sulking but it was more into to show that i was not satisfied with his answer. so, i did some reverse psychology. i started to reply his text 'lebih kurang'. and, the SWOT analysis begun. i like!!!!

so finally, i got the answer! he said he was so disappointed with me when i cant have my time to meet him. goshhh! dont he knows that is one of my bad habit? hahahaha. i am so sorry darling. but i told him by keep himself silence it wont help me to understand him at all. for me, i did nothing but for you i had done something wrong. so, tell me. otherwise, things will remain unchange. i choose not to react in that way because i am afraid if anything happen it is too late for me to let him knows. that is why i x mudah sgt kecil hati dengan org yg i sayang. i will easily forgive but not to forget. unlike my bf, he said he rather keep quiet and be by himself for a short period. he need some space. adoiiiyayyy! so L, watch out! :P

what make confusing here is, we had discussed about this matter before. at the earlier stage of our relationship. i told him if there is anything we will let each other knows. well, i am not a mind reader. how could i know about something in your mind? come on.

: : Mr. Google : :

now i know a little bit about him. he is a person which is the other side of me. he is so concern about all the actions that i do towards him. wrong step will only make the situation worst. he is excited but he wont show his excitement. unlike me. when i am excited i will show that i am excited. i will definitely show the energy. last minute cancellation wont make me give up. i will definitely try for another time. that's a little bit about us. :)

ok darling. merci! be good ya. calins et baisers. je'taime. Mwahhhh..~!
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