da vacation [chapter : 150210 - i'd made da decision]

adeiii. beg sgt berat untuk dikendong. ase mcm mo tahan cab jek. xpe la. dekat jek pun. huk huk. smpai kt stesen bus temerloh...

L : kak..tiket bus ke Taiping ade?

kakak kt kaunter : bas baru jek jalan dik. kul 11 td

L : owh..ye ke. sehari ade 1 bus jek ekh?

kakak tu : aah. tp kalo adik cari tiket pun mmg da abes smpai 18.

L : [terkesima...perghh!! smpai 18 xde tiket. adeii!!]

blurrrr...~ xpe! text my 'he' dulu. harap2 la ade any gud sign.

L : yang...tiket bus Taiping xde la..abes smpai 18..

my 'he' : dahtu? mcm mane?

L : dunno la...~

my 'he' : g KL xde?

singgah jek bebola mata ni kt text message tu..L da ase nak berjujuran air mata neh. huk huk. bukan la kate nak pujuk suh stay 1 hari lg ke.nak jumpe lg ke..xde. suh balik lg mo. adeiii...~ my instinct dah bg bad sign. n i hate dat. hehe.

so, fikir punya fikir...L'd made decision tuk menerima pelawaan kak ila. melepak di rumah beliau untuk sehari smlm. ok la tu kan. at least lepas jugak hajat L nak melawat beliau. biar pun sudah menjangkakan akan berlaku ketidakselesaan itu. memandangkan umah kak ila ramai org. by tis moment, L mmg terlintas rase menyesal yg teramat sgt. tp xpe la...at least dpt buat beberapa perkara. Met Miss Pinky. n now..will meet sis ila. better than nutin, aite? n then, L beli tiket ke KL esok.

so..sehari di Temerloh Jaya. malam tu we ol pegi pasar malam. L sempat grab 2 pcs of shirt ke dress. tah.haha. - people there used to call dat area as TJ ;)

special menu from kak ila. nyum3 ;p

TJ 5


wif kak ila...~ <3

da vacation [chapter : 150210 - Plan B]

awake at 0630hrs. solat subuh. tibe2 dapat ilham untuk..balik ke taiping hari ni jugak. tp...macam mane kalo my 'he' kate nak jumpe mlm ni? ishk. rindu la pulak. xpe la..satg la pikir. zZzZZzz... -_-

hoh??!! gud morning temerloh. waduh! juz wake up at 0830hrs. ololo. selesanye tdo bertemankan bantal busuk ku. ngah3. owh! ye la...my rum package siap dgn breakfast skali. 1st tin in da morning..watch MHI. it is a MUST. hehe. then..about 09o0hrs baru la terhegeh2 nak bersiap g breakfast. aisey. baju sume dah kotor. ishk. breakfast tyme. lalalala..~

ketika sedang menjamu breakfast....

L : abang...morning. ika rase ika balik taiping hari ni kot.

my 'he': nape? boring?

L : yep. i've got nutin else to do here.

my 'he' : [sepi...]

arghh. x membantu langsung. but, u noe wut guys. i can see a very big different now. hehehe.

after finished up all my food...i'd made my decision. go back to Taiping. since, L x nampak ape sebab tuk L stay kt Temerloh tu. balik bilik. kemas2 barang. then, check my FB jap. tibe2...kak ila buzzed me from YM. OMG! sgt tepat pada masanyeh. kak ila said dat she's now in pahang. hospital leave. ade ekh? hehe. dunno la. fyi guys, kak ila neh baru jek disahkan menghidap kanker tiroid. hehe. which mean, kanser. she juz 27th. huk huk. hope kak ila tabah. L dari cuti Thaipusam hari tu lg dah plan nak melawat beliau ni. tp, ade jek halangan. n now, seems like...ini la kesempatan L nak melawat beliau. hoho. i've got my Plan B now. but, 1stly kena check ticket dulu. here are sum shots before leaving 3o4. ;)

a shot wif my bb ;P

wahai cermin. sapekah wanita paling anggun kt dalam bilik 304 neh?? ;P


makmur cookies. delicious! ;)


L

da vacation [chapter : temerloh - da small town but bigger than my hometown]

meneruskan perjalanan from tanah tinggi genting at lebih kurang jam 110ohrs. singgah di R n R Genting Sempah. at dt moment, in my head berlegar2 lg news pasal helikopter terhempas tu. hehe. n reached at dat small town about 1330hrs. my 'he' bawak ronda2 town jap. accompany him beli pizza. not bad. lengkap dengan basic facilities. usha2 hotel tuk melepak mlm ni. Green Park Hotel. Jelai Hotel. finally, i choosed Jelai Hotel since Jelai Hotel dekat dengan town. tuk Green Park Hotel jauh cket. so, my 'he' left me there alone. while my 'he's busy wif his project. next, check-in!

urmm.2 stars.

melepek di hotel for da whole day. kepenatan. the day before pun not enuf rest. juz wake up at 1830hrs. adeiii. rushin bersiap nak jalan2 kt town. suddenly dapat message dr Miss Pinky n she said dat she'll come at 20o0hrs. hokayh! i've got 1 1/2 hours to lepak2 around. berjalan lebih kurang kt town then balik bilik. im gettin bored...n i missed my 'he' ;(

nyte view from my room - 304

da vacation [chapter : Genting Highland - Danau Kota - Hot Spring ]

well, memulakan perjalanan pd jam o042hrs. guess wut. im available at Simpang @ 1830hrs actually. waiting for a cab memang la seksa. da tahan 2 cabs before mmg xnak berhenti. pacik cab itu memang sgt berlagaks yeh. xpe! sabar...~ dah dekat sejam tunggu akhirnye ade jugak yg berhenti. fuhhh..~ so, trus mintak pacik tu hantar ke Simpang. awal pun awal la..janji x lewat. from Taiping to Simpang cost me RM9.00. xpe la. its all for my date. hahaha.

so, tersadai kat Medan Simpang tu from 1830hrs...huh!! 6 hours to go. adeii. sgt lame. but i haf no option. otherwise i haf to pay extra for cab. tu pun kalo ade cab. kalo petang td pun da susah nak dapat..apetah lg malam. n then, depart from Simpang by 0042hrs. seksa! but, sempat
captured few shots. lalala...~

my best selipar. da lusuh. huk huk. ;(

da camera luf me so much. it made me looked great. hahaha

final check up.

keep waitin. hurfff..~ accordin to uncle conductor bus...that bus delayed. adeii.

finally..~ reached at tanah tinggi genting by 04.30am! huh! im frozen. haha. last tyme went to genting when i'm waiting for spm's result. 2002. its 8 years ago. whoa..~ its a long tyme kn? nak tengok ape perubahan yg dh berlaku la kunun. ngeh3.

juz wake up from my sweetdream.0430hrs at tanah tinggi genting ;)

waitin for my 'he' to come. lame gak la. almost 1 hour. since my 'he' also not so familiar wif Genting...so no wonder la kalau die pun lost. aite? hehe. at the last...[my 'he's fav quote.. ;P] i found him! hoho. sib bek. n then, we spent our morning together. chattin..hangin around.n myself still 'busy' wif my facebook. its a 'great' morning actually. huk huk. ;(

but, out of sudden..my 'he' got an emergency call. well, actually L dah agak da tis ting will happen. kan betul! plan had changed. NO Genting Highland. NO Danau Kota. NO Hot Spring..its a 'GREAT' summer holiday lah. so..bermula la detik perjalanan seorg pengembara. wee...~

da J.our.N.E.Y

i'd bought da ticket! XD...from kamunting to genting.errr, hang on a second! not kamunting la. its from SIMPANG. macik yg kt kaunter tu slumber jek...'naik kt simpang ye cik..' hoh? wut da heck! adeiii...~ i tot its easier. hurmm. n now i have to depart from simpang. my 1st tyme! blur. da la ticket at 0o0oa.m. tp must available at bus station by 11.30p.m. uwaaaa! im terrified. STARMART. 0o0ohrs. SIMPANG. Ya Rabbi...~

can see da words "NAIK SIMPANG" clearly?? hurff..~ petang ni mesti mo usha2 area tuh. how's da condition. mcm mane nak g sane. my feeling da bercampur2 dah. x terluah. :-s

on da way balik dr beli ticket. my head da mula plan tuk perjalanan esok. tu la...nak sgt challenge kan..haa! hamik! padan muka L. hehe. oh! i will start my journey on Valentine's Day la. hahaha. 14th Feb 10. whoa..~ kalo ikut perhitungan...will arrive at Genting by 5.30 in da morning. kesian la pulak kt sang pria pojaan hati ku itu nak kena menunggu. but, NO OPTION.

im supposed to go to temerloh. plus, da janji dgn Miss Pinky to meet her. but, si pria pojaan hati ku itu ade plan lain pulak..mcm mane ni ekh? kompius la! x sampai hati nak kecewakan Pinky. adeii..~ let see da plan esok mcm mane..then will decide. hope to see u babe. =)

bulan madu awan biru, tiada yang menganggu

'...saat yg bahagia. dtg sekejap saja...'- saloma

~ X! it will remains. yeah. andai korg nak kate L tengah di lamun cinta..yup! yes i am. betapa tika dan saat ini hati berlagu riang.

tp..semalam. detik2 itu sgt mencemaskan. haha. dun ever jump to ur own conclusion. pliz!! sang pria pojaan hati ku itu da remind berkali2 pasal hal tu. tidak! masih jugak berdegil. nak merajuk la kunun...sedih sgt la tuh. ;P

we haf another arguement yesterday. n again, da troublemaker is me. terdorong untuk click kat 'inbox' in his facebook. naaahhh..~ dat's da startin point. i had read da message. aiyaakkk!!~ tergamam. terkaget. tercelaru. blurr. its all make me blurr...~ x_X

so, myself simply buat tindakan refleks. stay calm. relax. but, dengan pandangan yang semakin kabur and sambil tersedu sedan mengelap mukus yg laju jek keluar dr sistem pernafasan neh. yeah. dats how im calmin myself. hoho. bertanya dgn hati. wut shud i do ekh? tanye? buat x taw? teruskan merajuk? mintak pendapat siapa? duh! daya fikiran dan firasat hati bergaduh tuk
buat menang. but, selepas sistem otak kembali berfungsi dgn baik...L'd decided to sent a text to my 'he'.

L : sayang...ika bace message kt dalam inbox awak..sorry ekh.

my 'he' : message yg mane?

L : ade message tuh. awk bukak la sendiri facebook awk...

my 'he' : amboi...guy or gurl?

L : [sepi...~]

tp, respond sang pria macam xde ape2 yg berlaku pun. relax. aik?

ting worst when myself reject his call. n. his doing sum reverse psychology. hoh?! L x abes majuk lg die da majuk pulak. adeii..~ n now my turn to panic. sang pria cube explain..tp hati mcm xleh nak terima. merasakan..segala penjelasan itu bagaikan mencurah air ke daun keladi. x tinggal kan kesan langsung. tp..selepas ditenangkan, diceritakan..lastly L tergelak sendiri. ahaha. mengenangkan kebodohan diri yang cemburu x berasas.

at nyte.sebelum terlena, so... my routine manja2 n gedik2 dulu dgn sang pria. ahaha. at last, die mengaku jugak yg die cemas petang td when my mood turn off. lantas..zZzz ;)

"...to MR.j,
i love u so much sayang
no matter wut..."

-pwincess L-

secawan white coffee

L : sayang...bla..bla..bla.

my 'he' :ok..bla..bla..bla

L : tp kan sayang..err..aarr [while myself put my eyes on my lappy. means. im NOT CONCERNTRATE wif wut he said...]

my 'he' : ape yang errr...aarrr tuh? u haf a lot of err..arrr la sayang.

L : [i'm pissed off!!] bukanlah!! ---> wif a bit high pitch.huhu

and...the mood and emotion terus berubah. from happy switched to stress and stiff. adeii..~ at 1st, myself memang la xnak mengalah. haha. cuz L rase ape yg L buat tu betul. since, by dat tyme L tgh chat wif my friend bout my 'he's business. lookin for a prospect to pump-in capital. dunno la!!

my 'he' : sayang..are u ok?

L : ok jek.

my 'he' : are u sure? where's ur mood? i want ur mood...[keep begging me.. ;) ]

L : [firmly said...] i'm in my mood!

my 'he' : ye ke? mcm x jek. dah la. tayah cite bab tu lagi. skip. let's talk about us.

L : ok...~ [but, x ikhlas. hahahah]

hurrfff..!!~ called me bad. we haf our 1st argument last nyte. n i noe dat. HURT. suddenly tersentap. bukannye pria pujaan hati ku itu x pnah tegur bout my habit tu. tp, dat 'errr...arrr' is actually for me to susun ayat properly. im not givin an excuse. tidak. tp, kate org...ckap bia berlapik. bia 2 2 pihak puas hati. seems like i cannot change dat.

L yg x paham keadaan die yg sedang tertekan. maybe. hurmm. tp, it's effected la. i cant sleep! felt so guilty to my 'he'. si pria pujaanku itu terlelap without say anytin to me. sedih! T_T.

"...duhai kanda pujaan hati...rayuan kasih cinta abadi..." - ujie rashid

tis morning, sang pria pujaan hati L ni try to makes ting like usual. tp, ade rase bersalah yg bersarang in my heart. well, actually i want to tell him dat i missed him damn much. tp, kelu. tuturan lidah n tingkahan hati berperang sesama sendiri. lidah nak cakap..tp hati x bagi. huh!! so, L ikut hati je. ego la kunun. after a short conversation, my 'he' asked me..'where's ur gudbye sayang?' and i simply n slumber answered...'bye..'.without feel anytin. i noe wut he's tryin to tell me. x_x

how do i live without u

-pwincess L-