- back on my business

Sedih.

Every time when i read his words, confirm bergenang air mata.

But! On the other hand, it gives me a challenge.

Chin up. I am a big girl! :)

- tak selesa

Especially when start to talk about your private part to me. If you are a girl, fine. The problem is you are not -

Somehow, what makes you so comfortable to talk about all of this (read it as "private part") to me? I did not start the dirty conversation at all. I nvr asked but he offers me to give the answer.

I start to feel not comfortable. :(

Since he starts to be so open, i think i have to kill the excitement.

Terpaksa la sound direct. Buat muka not interested.

Hopefully he will understand. Hmm.

Jzkk.

- awak cari saya?

Tapi saya dah taknak cari awak lg dah. Awak pun pandai jaga diri sendiri kan? You're a big boy now.

Saya dah penat.

Saya nak rehat.

Jzkk.

- kahwin v1.0

To some days, i feel like i am ready to marry someone like him a.k.a #MH but to some other days, i just want to live free.

Fawra - "adik lelaki aku dah kawin. Die x keje pun. Semua bini die tanggung. Drpd majlis kawin sampai la hidup skrg ni. Die nak keje pun xleh sbb sakit. Mak aku mula2 segan gak tp dah perempuan tu beriya sgt. Mak aku bg je la. Perempuan tu pun die kate tak kisah. Cuma jgn bg tahu mak ayah die la."

Bendly - "mana ada yg boleh sama 100%. Kembar pun lain2. Kalau sudah suka, kamu kahwin sajalah. Manusia boleh berubah. Lelaki sesetengahnya ada sejenis manusia yg belajar bila die sudah berkomitmen."

Me - clueless.

Jzkk.

- #MH 2.0

Salam alaik. Hye!

Well, hye. I am in a mission to look for my future husband where actually i need a person who is exactly copycat my #MH.

Tak kisah la lvl of edu setakat itu. Tak kisah la keje hanya seada yg mampu. But, yes. That's all i need. The simple and easy him.

Only now i understand why Adele's song titled Someone Like You -

Why not the #MH? Because he is taken.

Lets the hunt begins. Jzkk.

- leave

Salam alaik. Hello and hye.

I have just stalked my boss's FB. Surprisingly, he is inspiring me. Thank you Abg Wan.

Long after that, i scrolled my whatsapp contacts. Hmm. Fyi, i block one of my bfs's number. I am sorry. But i have too.

It was a miserable relationship.

Dear ABCDEFGHim,

Thank you for everything. But our relationship has no ends.

Jzkk.

- Syawal, please welcome!

Masih bersarang rasa rimas. Masih berbuku rasa tak puas. Masih tak cukup rasa ikhlas.

Penangan dosa -

Sampai hilang nikmat taubat.

Jumpa punca. Tp masih hilang arah haluan utk bermula.

Mana mungkin.

Jazakallah.