- rela setia

kerna ku terlalu ingin kan
untukmu riang berkekalan
rela ku berlalu
walau mungkin tak termampu

rela ku terus setia  

menyayangi mu

menyintai mu

walau berjauhan 

teguh kalimah kasih ku 

Assalamualaikum. hello and hye readers. L rasa Pantai Timur sedang mengalami fenomena musim panas. fuhhh! kemain berasap. ahah. exaggerate!

he is who he is. sape lagi. MH la kannnn. ahak. my second hero after my dad. sederhana. serba sederhana. he puts his efforts to learn from mistakes that he did. he learns to improve himself. he learns to be perfect as much as he can. while i never asked anything from him. thanks for ur efforts boo! the power of love. *gittew!.

sumpah gedik. ahahaha. x. actually L nak nangis. *sebak! sobs. sobs. sabar ye hati. bear with the distance. ya Rabb. permudahkan urusan kami untuk membina masjid kasih dan sayang kami. Amin. (really?!)

sesi bergayut tu memang antara subject yg ada dalam jadual harian. sampai pukul 3 pagi! *pheww! ni kalau x jadi gak x tahu la nak ckap. *hakhak! last night were different. MH tried to speak in English with me! aww. sexy. yes. he is nobody to you but still somebody to me. *enuf!

something that I noticed lately about myself. I feel I'm kinda different. at somehow I feel I have nothing to afraid with. I can simply say anything that I wanna say with nothing to regards. Pelik. there were few moments when I suddenly said bout something then I realized that I actually hurt someone with my words. Astaghfirullahal'azim! what is wrong with me?!

sudah la bilangan kawan boleh dikira dengan jari. itu pun masih nak dibuat musuh?! hurm.

dear friends,
deep down in my heart i dont have any intention to hurt you. no matter who you are. you are still my friends like we were before. say, if I change please. please. please. slap my face and ask why this is happen? u need to say that or otherwise i won't realize that i commit a mistake.

L xnak.. only because now I have a bf so... people start to see that I have change. or.. because I kinda comfortable about myself. it is kind of '...i don't care what are you going to talk about me. and i don'tmcare whatever that i'm going to say...'

to be frank! it is not me.

adeh. seriousnye topik petang neh. *haha! just a reminder to myself. whoever your bf is, do not ignore ur friends. they were with you whenever you were nobody. [up-to-date you are still nobody!] love and friendship need to go hand-to-hand.

in conjunction with that note [mampu?! x memasal nak pakai lexical 'in-conjunction' kau! ahaha] actually L nak pesan pada teman yg sorg ni. I know you are now with somebody which i don't even give a damn about your personal life. tapi, kalau sampai ke tahap kau sanggup nak fitnah dan buang kawan baik kau sendiri... x mustahil kau buat kt org lain perkara yg sama gak. especially, kalau mcm i yg setakat suam2 kuku je dgn kau. kan? u choose to strip off her aib + to fitnah her with no sense at all. let me tell you something - actually the fact is you are jealous at her. that's the only reason why you hate her so much and become very determine to throw her away from you life. kan?

dear you,
i hope you won't regret with your decision. Allah maha adil. remember that. jangan kufur nikmat dunia ekh?

no matter what. i believe in akhirat. jom! towards 4 flat for our judgement day. amin!

ok. dah. another 3 days to go sebelum flight off. weehooo! gonna have a short-long break at my home. *biggrin! buhbye readers.

- Microsoft

ALHAMDULILLAHH. memang x la nak dapat buat internship dengan Microsoft. dah la x g interview. kalau dapat gak nak buat internship dengan Microsoft tu mmg super ohsemlah. haha. btw, Microsoft, thanks for the opportunity.

- gila kentang kena buli dgn MH

Assalamualaikum. hye readers. gila kentang tergolek2 kena buli dengan MH. *pergh! speechless lah. *ahah! somebody ruined my mood today. Ya Rabb.

TAPI, MH jugaklah yg memahami. *kahh! pernah rase kena buli? pernah x korg kena berdiri dekat balcony and jerit kuat2? pernah korg menghadap dinding bilik sebelah and jerit kuat2? baguslah kalau pernah. so maksudnye korg paham perasaan L bila kena buli mcm tu. *hehh!

L : boo nak tahu x.. [mengadu. merungut]
boo : [silent all the time L mengadu cerita. adeh!]
L : ok.. sekian. dah.
boo : boo tahu sayang marah. sbb tu boo diam je.
L : huh?! [what!]
boo : sayang kt mane ni?
L : bilik la..
boo : cuba sayang berdiri kt balcony bilik sayang.
L : huh? kenapa?!
b oo: berdiri je la..
L : ok... dah!
boo : sekarang boo nak dengar sayang jerit kuat2.. 'saya cintakan Mohd Hafiz..!'
L : huh? xnak. xnak. xnak!! [terlompat2 dahhh!!!]
boo: jerit sekarang. boo nak dengar! cepattt!!
L : what?! ha laaa... boo. xde mood la. xnak.
boo : cepattt! boo nak dengar.
L: alaaa... [jerit!] Saya sayang Mohd Hafiz!!
boo : bukan sayang. cinta. xkuat punnn... kuat lg.
L : SAYA CINTAKAN MOHD HAFIZ!
boo : keh keh keh.
L : teruk sangat! eiiiiiii.
boo : ok.. sekarang jerit... 'saya sayangkan Mohd Hafiz..'
L : haaaa.. xnaklahhh.
boo : cepat..!!
L : huwaaaaaa. boo ni teruk lah. i hate u! benci.
boo : cepattt...!
L : hrrmmm!! [tarik napas!] ahahah. xboleh laaa..
boo : cepatlahhhh.
L : ok! SAYA SAYANGKAN MOHD HAFIZ!!
boo : hahahaha.
L : ergghhh. ngengade!
boo : ok. sekarang berdiri mengadap dinding bilik sebelah.
L : huh?!! kenapa...
boo : ketuk2 dinding. boo nak dengar.
L : ketukk. ketukkk. [jujur jek!!!]
boo : ok. sekarang boo nak dengar 'saya benci jiran saya..'
L : ahahahahaha. xnakkk!!!  i x kenallah jiran sebelah. nti die ckap ape pulak..
boo : ok. ok. tukar. ape ekh..?
L : boo jahat lahh..! =..=
boo : ok. cakap 'saya seorang yg cuai..'
L : what?! ahahahahahahaha. gila ekh?!!
boo : cepatttt!!!
L : ahahaha. xnakkk!
boo : melawan ekh..?!!
L : mane ade.. ok. SAYA SEORANG YG CUAI!!
boo : 'saya akan terima apa sahaja hukuman..'
L : ahah. ok. SAYA AKAN TERIMA APA SAHAJA HUKUMAN
boo : 'walaupun bf saya merajuk sebulan..'
L : urk..?! xnak ahhh. xnak. xnak. xnak.
boo : xpe. mlm ni boo nak call sayang. boo nak dengar sayang ckp kt ikin plak..
L : ahahahaha. gile terukk..
boo : jangan nak buat2 tdo bagai. kalau boo call sayang x jawab.. boo xkan call sampai bile2.
L : akhhhh! ok. x buat2 tdo. tp tertdo.
boo : jgn nak ngade2 ekh..
L : ok!!!!

hurmmm. he made my day better. that's why i love him. *nampak?! okbye. ahahah.

- Al-Fatihah : simple yet powerful

Assalamualaikum. hye readers. L tengah melayan migraine yg tengah berdenyut2 ni. *sobs! malam ni xnak cite pasal MH. xnak cite pasal L. xnak cite pasal semua org! eh?! *haha! but I have something to share. and this is from my personal logic opinion. *gittew!

From today and onward let's amalkan Al-Fatihah as our doa. why? because makna Al-Fatihah tu sendiri je dah cukup untuk menggambarkan betapa kita ni sangat kerdil dan dhaif. dengan penuh rasa rendah diri jom mulakan hari dengan Al-Fatihah.

[kredit]

Ayat ke5 - Hanya Engkaulah yang kami sembah dan kepada Engkau kami memohon pertolongan.
Ayat ke 6 - Tunjukilah kami jalan yg lurus
Ayat ke 7 - (iaitu) Jalan orang2 yg telah Engkau berikan nikmat kepada mereka bukan (jalan) mereka yg dimurkai dan bukan (pula jalan) mereka yg sesat.

Amin! Ada harapan dalam setiap doa. Dalam berdoa, yakinlah bahawa Allah mendengar doa kita. Amin. *jangan pernah putus berdoa!

ok. dah. jom buat assignment. aurevoir.

- blacklisted!

eh...?!! x. x. x blacklisted. *hakk! siapa yg perasan L asyik bertukar pasangan. *urk?! bukan. wrong lexical used. bertukar kawan. hurmm. follower yg tegar je la kot yg perasan. yg x tegar mmg xde la nak amik port kan?! *hekkk! [bajet ramai sgtlah follower neh! *kahhhh!]

nama pun kawan.... apa ada dengan setia? *ewah! x. x. bukan pasal setia. its all about keserasian. the chemistry kate omputeh.  mmg la ade nama org yg bermacam2 dlm blog L ni.. nama org tu la.. nama org ni la in my blog. nak2 lagi la kalau post tu mmg dah berabad! si A la.. B la.. C la.. mujur L bukan retis uols. kalau x.. confirm kt dahi ade label 'PLAYER'. *hakk!

I am trying. thats all i can comment. more than trying is a something that I put it to Allah. His plan is above all. and I believe with that.

kalau dah keserasian tu xde.. xkan nak paksa kan? apa yg mampu je la. tu pasal la org pesan kalau bercinta jgn lebih2. satg kalau x jadi mula la nak hitung balik untung rugi korg. another thing is kalau nampak mcm bertepuk sebelah tangan tu... xyah la nak berusaha sgt. jgn nampak mcm terdesak yg kawan2. relax2 je. keep trying tu betul. tp 'light-light' ja. toksah nak beriya sgt... si dia x ajak keluar tp cite kt org lain... si dia ajak keluar. si dia x ckap pape... tp bercerita kt org si dia sibuk mencanang cerita sini sana. very not nice hokayh. *hurm!

x memasal nak bg ceramah petang2 gini. hehe. dah la mengantuk! ok. plan mlm ni nak kemaskan nota and nak study cket2. especially my phonetics and phonolgy. Best gile kelas dgn Mdm Azimah. comelll!!! Ok. dah. L nak g Pasar malam. nak belikan Ikin cucuk sayur die. then nak settlekan hal2 yg lain. pheww! aurevoir readers.

- chenta hati saya si MH

Good morning readers. Assalamualaikum. hye! ni antara post gedik L nak gebang pasal MH. giteew. sila sediakan baldi tuk muntah berwarna-warni hokayh? *hakkk!

sayang mungkin baran x kira masa
tapi sayang tahan kalau yg salah saya
sayang mungkin saja keras kepala
tp sayang manja bila kita berdua
saya kenal sayang saya

MH a.k.a My Hero ni garanggg! *rawr! tp bile nengok cite korea.. cite sedih versi tamil pun nanges. x pun... tergolek2 gelak melayan Running Man. WHAT?! teruk kan? hadoi. makan... nak memilih2. ikut sedap tekak die je. pastu... ngada2! x boleh tu la. x boleh ni la. kalau die dh kata nak yg tu.. yg tu la gak. tp bila kena tang kita.. sedap je ayat die.. 'sabar la yangg.. pelahan2 ok...?' *heh! benda yg die x suka.. he will definitely talk straight in front of ur face. sabo je la. kena buli dengan beliau tu normal.

TAPI, actually he's the other side of me. just another half of me. *pergh! the contra side of me. ape lagi? *haha! i cant believe I said that. hampir kesemuanya bertentangan dengan diri L. bezanya dia... dia x pernah jadikan perbezaan sebagai jurang pemisah. *kahhh! [uwekkk!]

we are now about 5 months. wohoo..~! he's my best friend. selalu dengar L merungut. tp dia lebih banyak merungut dr L. x tipu. My big brother. selalu je bg advice walaupun L x mintak. *kehhh! my little guardian angel. kalau L naik bus.. confirm la die akan menganjing L. penakut la. ape la. hakikatnya dia pun risau gak. berjaga or terjaga to make sure L update everything. *nampaktak?! my advisor! yg tu penting. sbb selama ni x pernah la nak ada yg sound pasal my perangai2 buruk. but he will. dont get me wrong. bukan la bermaksud yg die x terima siapa seadanya L. it just he thinks my bad habit tu perlu diubah. L ni pelupa tahap gaban. kalau x menyusahkan org lain xpe la gak.*hee!

gaduh?! almost everyday. cuma... kalau die dh start naik hangin.. L malas nak layan. L buat dek jekkk. *haha! kesian boo. kalau die merajuk pun.. die yg cari L balik. *huuu! nampak je bengis. tp.... ahahahah. manja yg amat! dah ade 2 lagu yg MH dedicates tuk L. sangat manis!

after 4 months... now we are going to have our saving together. yes, i'm serious.

the only question that I will ask him up to date is - Why do u still love me..?

jawapannya..?! tettt! it is only for me to know. MH, thank you and i love you. May Allah bless our relationship. Anna Uhibbuki Fillah.

eh. ok. L nak bersiap g class. see ya later. buhbye. aurevoir.

- Giant ouh Giant

readers. hye again. selamat membaca. ewah! *hakkk!

for the first time ever L menjawab. just came back from Giant Gong Badak, Kuala Terengganu. I went there for window shopping. but as usual I will grab few things which were not on list before. *kehhh! so one of the items that I grabbed was a mosquitoes repellent. to be specific it is Ridsect brand. tagging price at display rack is Rm9.96. ok. kinda worth if I buy it. after collect few other stuff then I go straight to the counter.

here is where the story begin. when the cashier scanned the item appeared on display price was Rm13.99. What?! and..

for the first time I asked 'Dik.. harga tu memang RM13.99 ekh? sebab saya tengok kt display rack td Rm9.96...'

cashier : ye ke kak? jap... check balik..

me and him were waiting for his supervisor to come and check the price. after 5 minutes the supervisor come.

me : how is it?

supervisor : kak.. harga kt display rack tu mmg RM9.96 tp bukan utk bar code brg ni. bar code tu lain. harga brg ni memang rm13.99.. tapi xtahu kenapa diorg letak brg ni kt situ. akak nak x brg ni..?

me : ouh.. xpelah kalau gitu. xnak.

supervisor : sorry kak ekh. terlepas pandang.

me : ok.. :)

mujur die terlepas pandang harga kt rack. kalau L yg terlepas pandang harga yg die display kt display price tu? selumber je rugi RM4.00 kan? Ok. Moral of the story ladies, jangan terlepas pandang. time cashier scan brg. hokayh?!  


L dah super duper mengantuk. hari ni pun super duper busy. class. attend wedding function. class again from 8pm to 11pm! fuiyo..~! but, today Enactus Malaysia buat hati L berbunga2. yeah. ada hikmah di sebalik kesengsaraan semua tu kan. Alhamdulillah. ok lah. dah nak tdo. xnak bebel pasal my boo yg garang mcm rimau tu. rawr! esok2 je k. Night! Bonne nuit.