- officer, executive and etc

Masing-masing dah sibuk dengan tugas masing-masing. Alhamdulillah.

Including me! *heee! Assalamualaikum. Hello and hey readers. In couple of days umat Islam akan menjalani ibadah puasa. Tahun ni me akan berpuasa sepenuhnya di rumah.

Sibuk jahhh. But, i am happy. Everyone needs me more here. Cewah! *haha! At least i have three months to accompany my mum. She needs me more.

Well, kita merancang. Allah yg menentukan. Memang me tak akan pernah nak bertanya "kenapa", "mengapa" or utk "apa". All i said, redha. Because i know that this is the best for everyone.

Who knows that i finally find my true love.

Jzkk.

- our LDF

Nope. And never. Because for me, the outsiders need not to know what is happening between me and him -- or other personal points of me.

Assalamualaikum. How are you doing peeps? Alhamdulillah, masih lg dlm rahmat Dia. Good! I had a great day with my mum today. Brunch and shopping. Awesome! Alhamdulillah.

And, not to forget that i have a small miscommunication with #MH. And yes, i look at the issue as a very small. Tp, entah. Timing tak betul agaknya -- #MH suddenly pisses off. Well, i tried to explai n but he is still sulking. *hehe!

Nampak susahnya komunikasi teks? Yes. The communication occured via FB which I was not in my intention to mean it. Because i am a type of person, if i mean it i will talk to that person one to one and not to the public. That is me. But, entah. Perhaps, it was me who fail to understand him. So next time, akan lebih berhati-hati. *kihh!

However, after my personal analysis, banyak je faktor yg menyumbang kepada masalah komunikasi antara kami. Nampak? Tak memasal guna perkataan "kami". *haha! Long-distance-friendship (LDF). And, less than two years. And, the way me and him look at an issue -- maka WAJIB utk berlakunya salah faham. Kan? Sooner or later, it will sayang. It will. Alhamdulillah, it happens today. *hee!

Siapa nak masalah? Tp, kalau takde masalah maka kita takde peluang utk belajar. Kan? At least, belajar utk kuat.

But, it's ok. InsyaAllah everything will be fine. Soon. Take it easy babe.

All right. Jzkk readers. Mwah!

- gemok dan handsome

Just him. Eh? *haha!

Assalamualaikum. Hello and hye readers. Post ni sebab terpaksa yeh. Sebab ade yg perasan die makin handsome. *kehh!

#MH #MH #MH

we are so comfortable with our open communication style. Easy for me. Easy for him. Easy for us.

Bertahanlah hati. Sesungguhnya jiwa ini sedang diuji. *hurm! Pergilah rasa. Moga tidak dibalikkan hati. Untuk sekali lagi.

I hate myself.

Jzkk readers.

- a little guardian angel

Assalamualaikum. Bersawang tak blog?

Hello and hye readers. Secara rasminya me dah bergelar tuan tanah kebun anggur yg terhormat. Seronok sangat wak! *haha! Well, terikat dengan kontrak as a coach tu yg membuatkan me tak boleh nak buat apa-apa sehingga kontrak habis.  InsyaAllah, akan ada yg lebih baik.

Well, i am now having a little guardian angel with me. My #MH. Surprise! Kan? Apa maksudnya? Entah. I cant help myself to figure out the answer. But, we have a lot of things to repair. *hurm!

Tercepit? Haruslah. *hee! It is complicated now. Really complicated.

Take care readers. Mwah! Jzkk.

- couple - nikah - cerai

OMG! OMG! eh? MasyaAllah. Astaghfirullahal'azim. Silap - heh! Assalamualaikum. hello and hye readers. me bebajet sibuk sangat la neh. sampai bersawang blog. *hehh!

Ya Rabb. sana- sini cerita rumahtangga. me? nervous! nauzubillahiminzalik. mintak jauh Ya Rabb. eh? nikah dah ke? *hehe! tak la. mengelak la jugak ni. cuak!

when i was with my my ex were just friends, me selalu terfikir awat we broken off ekh? oho! yes! yes! me teringat. we all memang tak gaduh. and, bukan sebab org ketiga pun. in fact he officially had another gf after two months we broken off.

btw, we broken off because his attitude towards the relationship. oyeah! matilah nak. setiap kali die call jek nak kena marah. kan?  it seems me jadi tempat die nak lepas marah. tak puas hati ngn org lain - me call je kena marah. tanye "boo, ok tak ni?" haaa! kau siap sedia la nak tadah telinga. kalau ok pun kena marah. tak ok pun laggilah kena marah. adil sgt kan? ouh. ye lah. me kan "the very perfect queen" utk die kan? me kan org yg "paling paham" die. kan? plus, lelaki panas baran -- kan normal? normal kau kata jahh?! kau gila! sendu sangat. me pulak bukan jenis nak melawan. gf yg to'at kate. *ciss!

next -- eh? ape? hurm. ouh! he does not like what i love. so, very the cannot. at least cuba la tolerate kan?ini tak. dgn senang hati called what i do as "bodoh". very the oi! *duhh! tapi me tak cari gaduh jugak. relax. relax. mungkin bukan jiwa dia. tapi -- kesukaan dia me cuba jugak utk jadikan kesukaan me. nampak permainan di situ? biar pun me tak berapa nak berkenan dgn benda alah tu. *cett!

maka -- malas lah nak kisah mende tu semua dah. free and easy now. *yeah! him with his life. me with my life. #single #happy :P

tak pasal-pasal update blog dgn kisah mcm ni. tp, tajuk mcm tak kena? takpayah la cite pasal org jahhh. y tu rezeki org. rezeki kita belum tahu lagi mcm mane. *hehh! tak la. tak la. because i was asking Allah all this while. its kinda difficult for me to forget him. macam tetap lekat-lekat gitu. mcm terkesan-kesan sgt dalam hati. biar pun! tetap rasa berdosa dgn diri sendiri. *ishk! perlulah la membuat perhitungan untung dan rugi akan sesuatu pelaburan itu. dah kalau tak untung, utk apa disimpan? ye tak? ok. post kali ni siap pakej dgn tips "berehem". tp kan, kalau boleh la kan, takpayah la nak couple a.k.a berehem sgt ni. tak digalakkan pun dalam Islam. tak elok. allrite?

mana yg diambil jadikan tauladan. yg tak baik jadikan sempadan. boleh? all rite. okeh. okeh. tu jek. nak sambung buat thesis yg ada lagi 3 chapters. nak hantar next week ni. *gichew! aurevoir. buhbye! jzkk.  

  

- jealous girl

Assalamualaikum. hello and hye readers. happy labour day! but i am not a labour. so no public holiday for me. *hehe!

i just realize that actually i am a jealous type of girl. cuma me bukan jenis nak tunjuk-tunjuk tak tentu pasal. stay smart and classy. gittew. *haha! cemburu tanda sayang. kan? inilah first time yg me rasa cemburu pun. Ya Rabb. apa nak jadiklah ni. *heee!

sabar yeh. doa yg baik-baik. insyAllah semua ok. *amin!

ouh. btw, my ten years long lost ex bf called me. what a surprise! i hv to hear all the disgusting mourning of "baby, u know that you are the best? i loved you babe and i still do. please!" poor him! tp, mujur jugak #MH the ex-bf ada utk membantu. eh? *haha! bantuan awak sgt dihargai ye awak. thankyouuuuu!

what a sadistic story anyway. *heee!

April ended well. hello to May. everything will be ended just in another few days. previously i hv to count everything in months and now i only hv to count it in days. hello mean world! jzkk.

- cerita sadis

Assalamualaikum. fewittt!hello and hye readers. Public knows that you are now eheming with someone. btw, congratulations - selangkah ke arah zina! kalau dia jantan yg sebetulnya jantan, dia dah masuk meminang kau. sekian.

tapi kisah kau sadis - teruja. nak bg tahu satu dunia kisah cinta cumbu rayu kau siap tag nama org tu tapi respond yg kau dapat [SEPI] *krikkrik! - sumpah nampak terhegeh-hegeh. syok sendiri. bertepuk sebelah tangan. entah ape lagi. dan ini bukan kisah sadis yang pertama kali kau kisahkan.

cemburu? funny! cinta kau bukan cinta agung. hanya cinta yang kau angkat untuk diagungkan. itu sahaja. maka, me takde sebab utk cemburu. but the fact is - me kesian tengok kau dilanyak dihenyak tanpa rasa belas kasihan. tapi kau jugak yg rela. kan? *hurm!

sesuatu utk kau fikir - kalau dia boleh post gambar dia dgn bekas-bekas yg lain, kenapa tidak dengan kau? moga ada nanti yg akan meletakkan kau di tempat yg selayaknya untuk kau diam. *amin!

kalau hari ni dia boleh buat mcm tu, kenapa tidak pulak utk esok? analogy yg mudah utk semua cerita esok.

jzkk readers!