People change.
But,
He changes a lot - positive.
No more marah-marah. Nada lebih cool and sexy. *hurm! He is a better man now. Alhamdulillah. Melihat dia membesar dgn lebih baik sepanjang dua tahun berkawan ni, makes me wonder apa yg buat dia berubah?
Moga terus-terus dimakbulkan doa mak dan ayah. *amin!
Good night: #MH a.k.a Mr. Hersheys nan sekeping!
Bahagia. Nampak?
Assalamualaikum. Allahurabb! Check the cheeks please! *phew! Yg ni hasil chicken pop corn setiap hari. *ehe!
Day 17th at home. I start to feel uneasy. Well, not to say that i am not doing anything at home. In fact, i am assisting my mum. Tapi, bila dah biasa dgn jadual yg padat and suddenly u dont have anything like that -- nah! Obviously will find a job to do. At least, by reading a book!
I always keep reminding myself - be ready! Nak jd penganggur pun kena buat mental preparation. Kan?
Jzkk.
Well, i am perfectly imperfect. It just recently there is something wrong my heart.
I believe I didnt hold revenge. But, I tend to be so "berhati kering". Entah. Akibat daripada hati dah selalu sangat hancur agaknye. I lost my empathy. *hurm! Well, it is not a good sign.
Kadang-kadang, rasa perlu utk berhati kering. Tapi, rasa mcm kejam pulak.
Jzkk.
*dupdap! *dupdap!
Assalamualaikum. Gonna have a very pack weekend.
- Thursday; to attend the interviews.
- Friday; Johor, i am coming!
- Saturday; the wedding day of my cousin.
Hmm. Hmm. Maka, sibuklah fitting baju. Check make up. Check resume. Check questions for the interviews. More and more. Nervous! Ya Rabb, hopefully I wont get panic attack on that day. *aameen! Kalau tak mmg habislah I muntah-muntah. *hurm!
All right. Tomorrow. That day will be the day after tomorrow.
Jzkk.
Haaa! I secured three interviews to attend by next week. *phew!
Assalamualaikum. Hye readers. Such a busy week but not too busy to compare with the next week -
PTPTN. [To be confirmed]
Interview 1. [To be confirmed]
Interview 2 and 3 and meet the girls [Confirmed. all in one Thursday!]
Eh. Btw, this is the very first outing to KL after i came back from Terengganu. Kalau tak sebab kena attend interview, I tak lalu jugak nak hadap KL. *wekk!
Be as an adult is not an easy thing. Mcm lambat je tumbesaran I kan? *haha! Only now i understand why money is so important. Why you have to be selfish. Why you have to look at your priority. Why this. Why not that. *hurm!
But, it never too late. Aite? I will always remember apa yg Nana pesan:
"Dalam hidup ni, jgn fikir susah-susah. Nak lagi kalau kau belum lalui benda tu. Lain org, lain cara walaupun masalah tu sama. Yg penting, kena belajar apa yg ada dlm setiap masalah tu. So next time, lebih senang. Mcm tu la cara nak survive!"
Me and her definitely contra to each other. She is very simple about life. Unlike me, I am a bit particular and paranoid. Jrg jumpa. Always disconnected. But once dah dapat jumpa, I wil, make sure that it will be a high quality meeting between us. The best is, die yg tak sabar tgk I naik pelamin. Btw, die mmg suka berangan. *haha!
All right. Half an hour passes 1 o'clock now. Good night.
Jzkk.
I notice that i easily attracted with not-so-fair guys! I.e Mr.Pharrel William and Mr. Will.I.Am. Well, obviously i didnt so into their music career but their in person personality instead. They look so yummy. *haih!
Assalamualaikum. Hello and hye! Oh boy. I was so busy today but Alhamdulillah I have done all of them. HasbiyAllah.
Gonna have very busy days ahead -
> dress for convocation.
> preparation for job interview.
> dress for aduz's wed.
> be ready for terengganu and jb!
It seems i have to hold my wishlist for a moment.*sobs! First thing first.
Jzkk.
