kecundang jua akhirnye

no words can describe dat actually.im so sorry sis eja.i've done my best. bukan L tanak support sis eja. sis eja sendiri dah tgk dgn mata kepala sis mcm mane kan??kalau da sampai show-off the picture of happines kt screen saver hp tu ape maknenye?hurmm.so sorry sis. my x did da same tin while myself tryin to solve our prob.damn! he use da same medium to 'tell' me da fact dat we both cant be together anymore. in another word...'faham2 sendiri la...'

kite change to plan B lak sis eja.hope sis eja terus kuat. yg penting now...ur kids. L dr dulu lg nak btaw sis eja..tp L tak sanggup. L taw hati sis eja akan hancur. L taw sis hubungan hubby sis ngn perempuan tuh. L sendiri pnah berckap ngn perempuan tuh. Maafkan L sis. mengalah bukan beerti kalah ok sis. i noe u r a fighter. n now..u better fight for ur future. tayah la harap pd yg x sudi sis. kite gak yg sakit nanti. better draft ur future plan now.

L suke bace ayat-ayat chenta ni...ayat ni akan slalu jd penguat semangat L. masing-masing ade bahagian masing-masing kan.and..kite jugak ade bahagian untuk terus bahagia.

'Semoga kebahagiaan ini abadi... Bila kita bahagia, cuba selami penderitaan orang lain, akan membuatkan kita lebih mensyukuri rasa bahagia itu.. and balance up.. Nikmatilah seadanya.. Thanks sayang.. '- Adyg tina

sis T, sis Taz, Kak Zie, Sha, Chetty, Cahaya, Yana, dA...n now Babe [they never fail in perform their task!!]

credit to 'em!ol my lurvely sista.dey ol blum pernah lg gagal in perform their function as bestfriend n sista.never once. so glad to be among 'em.felt so belonging.sis T yg sgt manja. sis Taz yg so funny. kak zie yg sgt penyayang. sha yg sgt concern. chetty pun...never treat me as a stranger walaupun she label me as 'kepochi' but i dun care. i noe she loves me.haha.yana yg so naive...tp boleh tahan gak gila2 die neh.dA yg kecil tp cabik geronong..[hape tu tah.got it from sis T.haha].tp 1 tin pasal dA..die generate idea beyond da limit. she impressed me. n babe..so sempoi.me myself never meet 'em..except yana.tu pun kebetulan MC n yana ade kt umah.kalo x..tah brape kali tah nak mungkir janji.like wut i did to sha n chetty.so sorry pwincesses.i'll try to make it happen k.wish to make a gatherin.tp masa n keadaan sgt membataskan.bile la agaknye dpt peluang tuh.kalo dapat sure gamat la tempat tu ngn kitorg jek.haha.

as i said..be among 'em mmg sgt menyelesakan...walaupun meeting tu jumpe 'online' but we managed to handle it.pelik nye hubungan itu. hehe.from tagged..n now to facebook. kalo x cukup corum jek mst mencari sape yg kurg.aneh nye keakraban ni sampai boleh meletakkan urusan kepercayaan pd diri masing2. we trust each other.

im so close to cahaya...very close.byk share rahsia together.hehe.but lately, cahaya mcm bz. nak final exam agaknye.

ct a.k.a. chetty...die ni sgt sempoi.name die teda 'siti' pun.hehe.nick ct tu dpt sbb die minat karakter liyana jasmay dlm cite ape ekh.lupe la. a great challenger in a game.die slalu bg komitmen yg baik.hehe.

sha...sape yg x kenal die mmg makan hati berulam jantung la.haha.very straight forward. tp..yg die ckap tu ade logiknye kalau difikirkan balik.sum people label die 'laser'.but for me, y not.nak terima ataw x tu yg menjadi masalah pd individu tuh.hehe.dunia skrg bukan mcm dulu..ckap nak berlapik2.stop dreamin n face da fact!

sis T..knew her from tagged. menjadi pujaan hati ramai org.kecik besar tua muda.hehehe.my label to her...she's sexy. L suke dgn 'hati' die. die..berbeza la.sgt berbeza.hehe.

sis Taz...funny!!ade jek idea die tuh.hehe.die ade kwn name inche qayyum.sgt suke kasi ibu jari kt kumen2 die.speechless kot.

kak zie...as i said sgt penyayang.da queen of pwincess aisyah n pwincess anisah. very sporting.

babe..baru jek berknalan ngn awek yg sorg ni.so sempoi.hehe.she's laughin..yes.she's laughin..dlm tawa die ade tangisan.been dumped by her bf. aku hope kau terus kuat ok babe.

yana...hehehe.1st tyme jumpe.yana said L ni minah paling slumber. i am.hehe.n i lurve to be myself wherever i am. coklat kukis tu sedap la yana.hehe.

all rite.to noe u gurls, make me lookin at another side of me.haha.sejauh mane pun will i be..u ol will remains in my heart.korg akan L bawa ke mana pun L akan pergi. to sha n dA..selamat pengantin baru ok my dear. selamat melalui fasa baru dlm kehidupan korg. also to cahaya n chetty...korg mmg best. to babe..u'll find a better person soon. rindu dendam tu seme chapter2 dlm buku kehidupan. to sis...L hope u'll find wut u want. to kak zie...L doakan akak sentiasa happy n bahagia.alwaiz.to yana...yana kuat kan dear.slalu dgr nasihat doc k. lurve u ol alwaiz. MmmMUUuuuuaaahHHH.MMuuaahhhhHHHH.

xkan melayu hilang di dunia

yeah...tp melayu yg tinggal tu berkualiti ke x ekh?i mean..betul2 ade semangat jati melayu ke..or juz..sumtin else.hurmm.pg td..L de menonton MHI..Malaysia Hari Ini..1 of my favourite tv show.sgt suke.sbb..pengacaranye sgt slumber but yet, full of updated info.so..hari ni..fikri bawakan bingkisan dr Australia di mana masyarakat melayu di sana sedang memperjuangkan budaya kita kt sana. dgn cara..ade radio stesen sendiri.name persatuan tu MAWAR. dey ol organize Malam Melayu Nusantara tuk mengutip dana bg menampung perbelanjaan stesen radio diorg tuh.tujuan radio tu diwujudkan adalah sebagai medium untuk memperkenalkan budaya melayu kpd org2 Aussie tuh.tgk tu u ol...dah la dey ol tu minoriti.tp..still lg jd fighter tuk memperkenalkan n memperjuangkan budaya melayu.kite kt malaysia neh??hurmm.

ok.L nak share lagu neh..lagu ni L taw tyme boarding skul dulu.hehe.di mana?? Asrama Yayasan Selangor Klang.AYSK.asrama yg paling sempoi!mangun pg2..ade excercise hape tah kt pdg depan court tenis tu..joging2.exercise.senior yg conduct.haha.kelakar kalo hengat2 balik.n of da assembly tuh..nyanyi lagu ni.negaraku.lagu negeri selangor.lagu aysk ade x ekh??lupe la. dulu men nyanyi jek..langsung x paham.hehe.but now...da taw.dah lebih mengerti.tgk tuh!after how many years bawu leh paham maksud lg neh.hadehh!!~ but lurve it so much.hehe.tajuk lagu ni Warisan.enjoy da song!

mem-beadin. >.<

baju raya 2009 : hasil editing
mcm x percaya.hehe.setelah sekian memendam hasrat untuk melakukan 'sentuhan emas' pd baju2 kesayangan..[teda mase + teda mase + malas.hehe] akhirnye berjaye jugak.hehe.men ikut suke jek tuh.xde pkai panduan pape pun.my 1st tyme!!kalo perhati betul2..kt ujung blah sane tu die jarak2 cket..yg blah sini rapat2 cket susunan manik2 nyeh.x ksah la.1st class kan...kalo kurg sempurna tu for me..normal. ade stengah org tu..da berkali2 wat benda yg same pun tetap jugak berlaku kesilapan.wut say u??so...NO bODY's PERFECT..kan??well..actually..yg tu bwu sebelah kiri.ade lg sebelah untuk disempurnakan.hurmm.i'll try my best to make today.sambil2 mengadap facebook + tgk tv + men msgs.hehe [byk iklannye...].yg tu pun sehari jugak nak menyiappkannye.so today...nak siapkan editing blah kanan lak.wish me luck ekh!

belajar tuk +ve!!

yeah.lately..i have to.but at least..xde la trus2 berharap kan.hurmm.
da smpai mase tuk terima kekecewaan tuh.
no fon call...no msg.nutin!hp L senyap sunyi..perlu ke terus merayu?atau...terus mencuba?penantian itu 1 penyiksaan.L da x mampu.
xpe la...maybe itu yg terbaik.da future is not ours to see.ape yg pasti..2010 L ade agenda baru plan baru untuk 5 tahun akan datang.pray for my success kayh?!hiks!~

tipah tertipu lg bang...~!

hurmm.percaya atau tidak..itu lah hakikat.
for da 3rd tyme u've been foolish L.damn!
guys,salah ke kalo L terlalu percaya pd kawan?
but n of da day..ni la die kesetiaan seorg kwn kembalikankan.hell!
one of my friend said...'ko kena positif yg skang ni resultnye mmg negatif...'
wut da %^&*.grrr. =(

sekali berpengakap...berpengakap selamanya

duh!!x tertafsir rase hati ni dgn ungkapan tu.haha.on da way L nak g ofis pg td..L passing SM Teknik Taiping.ternampak lak pengawas yg jage kt pintu pagar tu hari ni pkai baju scout.ewww!!~they definitely remind me to sumone.tibe2 jek hati ni berteka-teki.marah lg ke L kt die?hurmm.dr dulu..smpai la ni..mmg xde jawapan tuk soalan tuh.hurmmm.people said...u need to learn how to forgive n forget. do i need to forgive n forget after wut he did to me?sounds like revenge rite?ntah.kalo la hati L ni selembut seperti org yg bisa memaafkan kesalahan org lain..dah lame da die L maafkan.but...i cant.seriously!i cant do dat.bukan sombomg..atau keras hati.cume..belum bersedia untuk memaafkan.mungkin.

there's times when stranger like family and family like stranger

bought dis novel..on..bile ekh.lupe la.tu pun puas menjulingkan mate..mencari kt dalam kedai buku yg paling 'besar' kt taiping ni.aduii.2 3 kali berkunjung lak tuh.mmg mencabar.but..never gie up.n da result was so great.spending my time wif her.da lame x bace novel actually.lame sgt.last novel..asenye..3 years back.sgt xde mase.tp..since da boring sgt kt taiping ni..so find another alternative to generate my mind tuk bekerja.kalo x nti malas.actually, da berkenalan dgn HLOVET ni from seremban lg.tyme tu cuti raya 2009..baru ni jek la.i tot..HIM.rupenye..HER.tp..itu jam..hati ni kate..'ishk.xpe..nti leh beli kt taiping..g pun susah la nak angkut brg byk2 kan..' so, mengalah. smpai kt taiping..tanye pendapat kak atiey..[novel lover].kak atiey kate..1 of her favourite author.iskh.hebat sgt ke HLOVET ni.x leh jd ni.kena selidik jugak neh.setelah mendalami ROOFTOP RANT..yeah!i felt like fall in lurve again.huhu.

kusut~!!!

finally...n today is da day.terhasil jugak blog ni.sebelum ni L cume dengar jek pasal blog2 neh..but..x hamik port pun.ye la.L da ade friendster [since uitm lg..ishk!].myspace..[i wish to delete dis account!!].tagged [now i noe..da different side of me..haha].hi-5..n latest n yg L duk hadap everyday [sbb ade manyak games..hiks!~] is FACEBOOK.since da ade sume tu malas la nak wat blog sendiri.x terhadap nti.

but..last nyte.alih2 jek tergerak hati nak wat blog.[well, actually..L dlm usaha untuk memujuk hati bekas sang kekasih..menjadi or x...yg penting L da try.kalo da habis terdaya usaha..but still x boleh jugak...itu jam mmg L akan redha la].sang pria pujaan hati L ni..ade business sendiri actually. his doing catering..[NASI BERIANI].so,anybody yg perlukan perkhidmatan die..let me noe.kayh?harga nti leh discuss.kalo x pat jd suri hidup die..dapat jd kawan pun ok.u noe wut guys..his da best friend dat i ever noe.dats y i lurve him damn much.his different from others [ceh!da sah2 la pujaan hati..mst kumen pun yg +ve jek kan..hakhak]


well guys..life isnt dat easy..rite?tp kalo xde challenge pun buhsan jugak.hurmm.da point is, how to handle and tackle da challenge.[need to think out of da box!]