- pale and sexy

Tajuk memang taknak kalah. *haha! Assalamualaikum. Hye all. Yg perasan akan perasan. Yang tak perasan lantak la kau. *hehe!

Me memang suka kaler merah makngah sgt utk apply kt bibir. But this time around rasa red hot lips dah ramai sgt yg pakai. Maka dah tak santek. Me kan pelik. Tak suka apa yg org suka.

Maka, sajo la nak ubah selera. Dgn selera yg ala2 exotic ni maka me pun try pink pucat. Uu. Rasa mcm  kim kardashian pun ada jahhh. Dua tiga kli org menoleh. Last ayat akan keluar - akak, akak tak sihat ke? Kenapa nampak pucat? *headdesk!

Btw, i love the pale look on my lips. Pale calour ni tgh in-style. Pandai kau alter, insyaAllah menjadi style yg kau nak tu. So, pepandai la yeh. *kahh!

Tak banyak nak update. Yg pasti - rindu. Rindu org jauh. Cewahh. Ma fi qalbi ghairullah ya rahim. Tomorrow will gonna be a loooooooong day for me. Meeting with schools at jkknt then terus shoot utk kursus terjemahan dgn itbm di permai inn for 3 days and 2 nights. *wuwu! Inhale. Exhale. Pushhhh!

Good night readers. Jetaime. Jzkk.

- blocking me?

Assalamualaikum.

i am more than happy to know that you are blocking me from tracing you. Babe, kau takut dengan bayang2 kau sendiri sebenarnye kan? kau tak boleh terima hakikat yg kau kalah kan? Kesian. btw, thanks for blocking me ya. u may talk anything bad about me but i am sorry to say that all the things u know about me was just my sweet name. and, you think you are in a very perfect post to talk something about me? think!

someone feels unsecured when she knows i am still in a relationship with his ex-bf.*haha! pun kesian. your ex was my ex babe. we were together for a year. and you - for two months? then, tapayah nak menggelabah claim "hakcipta terpelihara" sangat. tak perlu. *loser!

terhegeh-hegeh kau dibuatnya. *ishh!

entah. you remind me to someone. i used to be in this circumstances before and finally i chose to back-off. not because i was weak but i deserve someone far better than him. bertepuk sebelah tangan mana nak berbunyi. kalau die tak melayan mana nak jadi pun kan? but, one thing yg kau kena tahu - yg tgh melayan dan dilayan ni single and available. dahtu, yg kau susah hati sgt tu kenapa?

jujur. i really have no intention to talk something bad about you because i dont really know you. u follow me on my ig to stalk ur ex-bf. kau memang sakit otak kan? *hehe! malas nak cite kisah sedih hidup kau sebenarnya. sbb kau nampak mcm bahaya tp hakikatnya kau takde apa2 pun except ur cheap bitchy look. kesiankan diri sendiri dulu. boleh?

well, all the best for your fight babe. kalau kau hebat, die akan tunduk juga pd kau. itu je. and, kalau kau berjaya tundukkan dia pun, i have nothing to lose. selamat menghadap ya.

ikhlas,
silent observer

- rambut sama hitam, hati lain-lain

Assalamualaikum. hello and hye readers. tajuk kt atas tu tajuk utk my research paper. *biggrin!

lama dah tak update blog. entah setan pemalas mana yg merasuk. but, seriously mmg takde rasa. kalau takde masa tu mmg pelik sgt bunyinye.for the very last semester kelas cuma ada 2 hari je - ahad dan isnin. maka, baki tiga hari tu sepatutnya utk research paper. taaapi. as usual la. selagi tak nama "saat akhir" selagi tu la melagha. padahal kerja kursus dah makin melambak ni. *adeh!

i would like to share yg me dapat offer utk jadi cikgu muzik. Alhamdulillah. tak percaya sebenarnya sebab pd awal pengglibatan dgn gamelan ni atas dorongan dendam dan kecewa. entah. kita merancang kisah. yg Maha Adil merancang plot cerita. which up to this date, i prefer to leave it to Allah. mcm rezeki mengajar gamelan ni mmg rezeki yg tak dirancang. satu - alasan yg dh dibagitahu sebelum ni. dua - it is now overlapping with my plan utk bekerja lepas habis belajar yg insyaAllah akan berakhir by June 2014. sedangkan offer mengajar gamelan tu berakhir by November 2014. it forces me to think critically. *hurm!

betapa Allah tu Maha Mendengar. everyone knows about how obsess i am with gamelan. and i dont know why I am so in love with them. mungkin sbb banyak lagi nak tahu kot. at first was because it has something to do with Istana and bangsawan thingy. bajet nak rasa mcm mana la jd bangsawan neh. *haha! then, melihat "perebutan hak eksklusif" tentang siapa pemilik gamelan yg sebenar - Indonesia vs Malaysia. *gosh! rasa mcm tak perlu kot! tapi, entahlah. org sekarang ni pandang kiri kanan pun nampak duit je. susah. but, if u happen to trail the argument from everywhere you will understand the story. but, what is wrong with sharing?

back to my obsession - once i get a brief about the offer i was really in between by that time. whether i accept or refuse the offer to teach  the music i have to bear with some drawbacks from my decision. i need someone to enlighten my difficulty. for this issue, i can only trust two person in my life - my non-judgmental adviser. Lillahita'ala. i trust them since i know they wont get any advantage from my decision. by right both of them were pro onto Gamelan. but still i was so worried about the consequences. the very last thing that i can do was - my doa which only "Ya Rabb, mudahkanlah apa yg susah utk hambaMu. bahawa sesungguhnya aku akan redha dengan apa pun rezeki yg telah Kau tentukan utk aku."

with a little doubt in me i went to JKKN Terengganu to meet Puan Ayu. the meeting went smoothly and I enjoy my conversation with her. finally, i make up my decision to accept the offer. she even offered me to continue Module 2 and above. I had a second thought then - and I will settle down in Terengganu. is it? really chika? like for real you will stay in Terengganu? *haha! i told Puan Ayu i will think about the offer but by right I accept the offer to teach Module 1. *lega! tapi separuh je tu. ada separuh lagi - mum and dad. by hook or by crook i have to inform them since i have to extend my stay in here. Alhamdulillah. they both agreed. so, let's rock the world. *yeay!

call me Teacher Ika. eh? *haha! allright. have a good day readers. i am struggling with my RP - rambut sama hitam. tp hari lain-lain.btw, this post is actually answering the previous post. by now I believe you know about my preference. take care. je'taime. jzkk.