Saturday, May 10, 2014

- couple - nikah - cerai

OMG! OMG! eh? MasyaAllah. Astaghfirullahal'azim. Silap - heh! Assalamualaikum. hello and hye readers. me bebajet sibuk sangat la neh. sampai bersawang blog. *hehh!

Ya Rabb. sana- sini cerita rumahtangga. me? nervous! nauzubillahiminzalik. mintak jauh Ya Rabb. eh? nikah dah ke? *hehe! tak la. mengelak la jugak ni. cuak!

when i was with my my ex were just friends, me selalu terfikir awat we broken off ekh? oho! yes! yes! me teringat. we all memang tak gaduh. and, bukan sebab org ketiga pun. in fact he officially had another gf after two months we broken off.

btw, we broken off because his attitude towards the relationship. oyeah! matilah nak. setiap kali die call jek nak kena marah. kan?  it seems me jadi tempat die nak lepas marah. tak puas hati ngn org lain - me call je kena marah. tanye "boo, ok tak ni?" haaa! kau siap sedia la nak tadah telinga. kalau ok pun kena marah. tak ok pun laggilah kena marah. adil sgt kan? ouh. ye lah. me kan "the very perfect queen" utk die kan? me kan org yg "paling paham" die. kan? plus, lelaki panas baran -- kan normal? normal kau kata jahh?! kau gila! sendu sangat. me pulak bukan jenis nak melawan. gf yg to'at kate. *ciss!

next -- eh? ape? hurm. ouh! he does not like what i love. so, very the cannot. at least cuba la tolerate kan?ini tak. dgn senang hati called what i do as "bodoh". very the oi! *duhh! tapi me tak cari gaduh jugak. relax. relax. mungkin bukan jiwa dia. tapi -- kesukaan dia me cuba jugak utk jadikan kesukaan me. nampak permainan di situ? biar pun me tak berapa nak berkenan dgn benda alah tu. *cett!

maka -- malas lah nak kisah mende tu semua dah. free and easy now. *yeah! him with his life. me with my life. #single #happy :P

tak pasal-pasal update blog dgn kisah mcm ni. tp, tajuk mcm tak kena? takpayah la cite pasal org jahhh. y tu rezeki org. rezeki kita belum tahu lagi mcm mane. *hehh! tak la. tak la. because i was asking Allah all this while. its kinda difficult for me to forget him. macam tetap lekat-lekat gitu. mcm terkesan-kesan sgt dalam hati. biar pun! tetap rasa berdosa dgn diri sendiri. *ishk! perlulah la membuat perhitungan untung dan rugi akan sesuatu pelaburan itu. dah kalau tak untung, utk apa disimpan? ye tak? ok. post kali ni siap pakej dgn tips "berehem". tp kan, kalau boleh la kan, takpayah la nak couple a.k.a berehem sgt ni. tak digalakkan pun dalam Islam. tak elok. allrite?

mana yg diambil jadikan tauladan. yg tak baik jadikan sempadan. boleh? all rite. okeh. okeh. tu jek. nak sambung buat thesis yg ada lagi 3 chapters. nak hantar next week ni. *gichew! aurevoir. buhbye! jzkk.  

  

Friday, May 2, 2014

- jealous girl

Assalamualaikum. hello and hye readers. happy labour day! but i am not a labour. so no public holiday for me. *hehe!

i just realize that actually i am a jealous type of girl. cuma me bukan jenis nak tunjuk-tunjuk tak tentu pasal. stay smart and classy. gittew. *haha! cemburu tanda sayang. kan? inilah first time yg me rasa cemburu pun. Ya Rabb. apa nak jadiklah ni. *heee!

sabar yeh. doa yg baik-baik. insyAllah semua ok. *amin!

ouh. btw, my ten years long lost ex bf called me. what a surprise! i hv to hear all the disgusting mourning of "baby, u know that you are the best? i loved you babe and i still do. please!" poor him! tp, mujur jugak #MH the ex-bf ada utk membantu. eh? *haha! bantuan awak sgt dihargai ye awak. thankyouuuuu!

what a sadistic story anyway. *heee!

April ended well. hello to May. everything will be ended just in another few days. previously i hv to count everything in months and now i only hv to count it in days. hello mean world! jzkk.