lama dah tak update blog. entah setan pemalas mana yg merasuk. but, seriously mmg takde rasa. kalau takde masa tu mmg pelik sgt bunyinye.for the very last semester kelas cuma ada 2 hari je - ahad dan isnin. maka, baki tiga hari tu sepatutnya utk research paper. taaapi. as usual la. selagi tak nama "saat akhir" selagi tu la melagha. padahal kerja kursus dah makin melambak ni. *adeh!
i would like to share yg me dapat offer utk jadi cikgu muzik. Alhamdulillah. tak percaya sebenarnya sebab pd awal pengglibatan dgn gamelan ni atas dorongan dendam dan kecewa. entah. kita merancang kisah. yg Maha Adil merancang plot cerita. which up to this date, i prefer to leave it to Allah. mcm rezeki mengajar gamelan ni mmg rezeki yg tak dirancang. satu - alasan yg dh dibagitahu sebelum ni. dua - it is now overlapping with my plan utk bekerja lepas habis belajar yg insyaAllah akan berakhir by June 2014. sedangkan offer mengajar gamelan tu berakhir by November 2014. it forces me to think critically. *hurm!
betapa Allah tu Maha Mendengar. everyone knows about how obsess i am with gamelan. and i dont know why I am so in love with them. mungkin sbb banyak lagi nak tahu kot. at first was because it has something to do with Istana and bangsawan thingy. bajet nak rasa mcm mana la jd bangsawan neh. *haha! then, melihat "perebutan hak eksklusif" tentang siapa pemilik gamelan yg sebenar - Indonesia vs Malaysia. *gosh! rasa mcm tak perlu kot! tapi, entahlah. org sekarang ni pandang kiri kanan pun nampak duit je. susah. but, if u happen to trail the argument from everywhere you will understand the story. but, what is wrong with sharing?
back to my obsession - once i get a brief about the offer i was really in between by that time. whether i accept or refuse the offer to teach the music i have to bear with some drawbacks from my decision. i need someone to enlighten my difficulty. for this issue, i can only trust two person in my life - my non-judgmental adviser. Lillahita'ala. i trust them since i know they wont get any advantage from my decision. by right both of them were pro onto Gamelan. but still i was so worried about the consequences. the very last thing that i can do was - my doa which only "Ya Rabb, mudahkanlah apa yg susah utk hambaMu. bahawa sesungguhnya aku akan redha dengan apa pun rezeki yg telah Kau tentukan utk aku."
with a little doubt in me i went to JKKN Terengganu to meet Puan Ayu. the meeting went smoothly and I enjoy my conversation with her. finally, i make up my decision to accept the offer. she even offered me to continue Module 2 and above. I had a second thought then - and I will settle down in Terengganu. is it? really chika? like for real you will stay in Terengganu? *haha! i told Puan Ayu i will think about the offer but by right I accept the offer to teach Module 1. *lega! tapi separuh je tu. ada separuh lagi - mum and dad. by hook or by crook i have to inform them since i have to extend my stay in here. Alhamdulillah. they both agreed. so, let's rock the world. *yeay!
call me Teacher Ika. eh? *haha! allright. have a good day readers. i am struggling with my RP - rambut sama hitam. tp hari lain-lain.btw, this post is actually answering the previous post. by now I believe you know about my preference. take care. je'taime. jzkk.
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