- hati yang melompat riang! ;)

ahahaha. gembira! *happy mood* cewah! x pasal2 kan. cumenya, bila lidah bertingkah dengan hati dan akal fikiran. haila..~! cemane ekh?

2 days without him make my life miserable! and, mcm biaselah L dah mula fikir yg bukan2. and of course i lost my confidence. alih2 jek dapat call! yeayy. rupanya ade email dr si dia. alahai. kalau x mlm td confirm dah lena. hehe.

well, si dia dah pun bg greenlight nak buat story telling kat mummy and babah. masalah problem skang ni..hati kata jangan! akal fikiran ni pulak kate..logik ke nak cerita? ouh. Allah. I really need your guidance. Please Allah. tp kan, rase2 sesuai x kalau nak buat surprise tuk mummy and babah? or..should i refer to my beloved kak G and Mr. Sarbini? should i? should not i? should i? should not i? adeh. papan litar otak ni dah penat nak berfungsi. hurmm.

so now, menunggu saat dan detik untuk dia terbang ke Malaysia. oh lalala!! i am counting the days~ happy..~! mmg la happy, yet nervous in the same time. hrftt!

- semester break!

2nd days at home. bergaduh dgn kuqis and arif. and..of course dgn my garfield - Oneng. haha. assignment x sentuh lg. ouh. hari kedua juga L demam selsema. x syiok!

hati sgt senang. hakk!~ walaupun demam tetap jugak happy. hari ni baru nak sentuh buku2 yg menimbun. sentuh jek baru. nengok x lg. hehe. 1st of all assignment TITAS. then, cari cket mende2 yg perlu tuk subjek Critical Reading..pastu French! ouh. 2 subjects tu ade test next week. n, phonetics and phonology getting tougher. aiyo0!!~ 7.1 tuk 1st test. agak membanggakan memandangkan subject tu susah. kate org yg penah blajar la. O_0

end of next week, on 10th-12th ade kursus kepimpinan & ketrampilan kebolehpasaran siswazah. hope sume ok. sem yg sgt bz! assignment berlambak. classworks. activities and programs. haila. ade gak rase nak terbakar circuit board dlm otak ni.

hal umah sewa yg x setel2 lg. nyampah. penat nak handle.

smlm, abg mie selamat dah jd laki org. unfortunately, x dpt nk menghadirkan diri. sorry ye abg mie. coming soon, cik khaty pulak.. selamatlah untuk kalian semua. sorry sgt x dapat nak menghadirkan diri. banyak sgt mende yg tertangguh. ;(

babe and sha. ouh. another story neh. babe baru jek kena tipu.. sian babe! ade jugak la org buat bisnes kt internet yg tipu2 ni kan. pelik la. tp kan uol, sejauh mane la ko boleh menipu pun. nti2 ko gak kena tipu balik. kan?! sha baru jek dapat duit bantuan dr baitulmal. hope bertambah2 rezeki die kan. Amin. to babe, i am so sorry to hear that. hopefully rezeki ko bertambah2 lepas ni ekh. Amin.

BILE LA MUMMY NAK BLANJE MAKAN JHONNY'S NI?!! KEEP WAITING. GRRR! ahahah

- and the nominees are... ;)

berkempen. mengajar mereka lebih terdedah dengan peringkat atasan. menzahirkan kepimpinan yg sedia ada dalam diri masing-masing. mengajar untuk menyuarakan pendapat yg relevan dgn cara yg relevan dan of course medium untuk mereka memerhati gelagat dan lagak mereka-mereka yg dipanggil 'ketua'. well, that is my mission. err..apekah?! hahaha. this is the time for them to stand out. hopefully, xde la masalah dengan seniors ekh. n_n

the nominees for BES High Council

Secretary
chika [its me!] - 10 votes

Treasurer
jaa - 4 votes

The Excos
Sports & Recreational Exco
Park Lee - 6 votes

Protocol Exco
Kaneson - 7 votes

Arts & Culture Exco
Azri - Majority

Public Relation & Corporate Communication Exco
Seha - Majority

Welfare Exco
Shima - 5 votes

Academic Exco
Syuhada - 15 votes

ha!!~ waiting for the day of Ekspedisi Mendaki Gunung Berembun. pancit!! huf. huf. huf. adoii. and i am holding the position of treasurer. ahahaha.

again! korg x bosan ke setiap kali meeting muka L jek? pelik la. cube pelbagai kan...baru lah menarik. kena bg jugak peluang dkat yg lain2 tuk belajar bertanggungjawab ekh. baru lah boleh nampak sape yg boleh buat keje dan sape yg x boleh.

tp kan, anda yg tahu x mampu tu sedar2 la bahawasanya anda mmg x mampu nak menjalankan tanggungjawab yg diamanahkan dengan sebaik mungkin. bukan hanya menjaja nama jek ekh. ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS. xtaw, belajar. belajar menerima teguran. belajar tuk memperbaiki diri ekh. jgn nak buat kepala taw! satg org heboh kata hang tu bodoh sombong hang nak terasa. tp, kalau hang boleh buktikan yg hang tu x bodoh dan x sombong, silakanlah. ouh! in order for you to gain the respect, you have to respect them first. x semestinya suara anda paling lantang bermakna anda di pihak yg benar ekh. hello. anda tu bukanlah siapa-siapa pun tanpa sokongan kawan-kawan anda. oleh yang demikian, tak salah kiranya anda-anda ini belajar merendah diri. sekali lagi ingin saya tegaskan, jgn kerana mulut badan binasa. people are now not only watching, but they do observing. not to spoil the chance ;)

well, people...L tgh berdebar menunggu tarikh 14 Februari 2011. ewah. dup. dap. dup. dap. ahahaha. Ya ALLAH, i need Your guidance.

- bila hati bersenandung ;)

entahkan duka. entahkan lara. entahkan nestapa. hanya luahan 'tergamam' jek yg boleh diungkapkan tat kala mata di jamu dengan berita yang...ok. patutnya L happy sbb my beloved x bf Mr. Nadzrullah will get marry soon. informed by Shana, this coming May. so, i think when the time of his wife to be texting me last December..the main purpose is to tell me about the important date. cume, mungkin tak kesampaian kot nak btaw. kesian agaknye. ahahaha. sape x happy uol dpt naik pelamin. eh, happy ke? hehehe. happy kot. nak2 pulak yg tu kejayaan beliau selepas berjaya mencuri hati my x bf. hehehe. well, if i am in her shoes, i'll definitely feel the same. *evil grin*

zahid has engaged. most probably will get marry this year. ntah2 dah kawin kot. ingat lg babak air mata bercucuran bile taw yg die dah bertunang. damn u zahid. hehe. well, joey will coming soon. hopefully all of them will happily ever after. Ameen! kalian adalah pasangan yg terbaik untuk pasangan kalian. ALLAH Maha Mengetahui.

to Shana, selamat mendirikan rumahtangga juga. 2 months before joey. so sorry. mmg time tu pack gile darling. akak doakan dr jauh ekh.. Happily ever after k ;)

well, to me! let it go L. just let them go. u are holding them for nothing. learn!! jari-jari berlari di keyboard Aspire 4551 tanpa rase. ahahaha. adoii. entah mane letaknya perencah2 hati tu. hrmm. esok ade test phonetics and phonology ok. jawapan2 tu xde dlm kad jemputan diorg ekh. so tayah la nak sedih sgt. xde maknenye! [another side of me spoken..hrfftt..~!]

- pesan Una ;)

she's the first person that i know once registered in UniSZA. Nur Husna Masturah Binti Mokhetar. i used to call her Una. mula2 ala2 x selesa jugak la kan. beliau ni mengikuti kursus Antropologi dan Dakwah (Sains Sosial). bile dah duk asing2 ni rindu pulak. beliau sgt slumber. Una. memang susah sgt nak bertembung dengan beliau ni. last pun time final Akhlak dan Akidah aritu. lepas tu xde. memandangkan my line 012 tu dah tukar happy so dapat la texting2 beliau. rindu!!~ pesan Una :

" yang penting usaha n doa. solat hajat banyak2. niat belajar kerana ALLAH. bukan semata2 nak pekse je. takut nti x berkat n x ke mana ilmu kite. sy doakan kak chika tersayang, ckin, sy and our family and all lah berjaya dunia dan akhirat and dapat pegang ijazah dgn cemerlang dan terbilang. ameen! "

terima kasih ALLAH sebab mempertemukan kami! ;')

- I AM NOT SINGLE

yeayy Me! happy saturday all! 1 tujuan. 1 matlamat. ewah. haha. L ade habit baru skang ni. mensekodeng ape2 jek info pasal UK. ouh. call charges. standard time. my bffs now wondering why i have to do that. haha. *happy mode*

as for him, thank you so much darling. i am feel so accepted. you are my spirit. another side of me. another half of me. ape2 je la ayat2 chenta yg lain. its all for you.

and, to him..[another him!]. awk..., [speechless].ok. nti la L settlekan yg ni. cumenye yg kite nak info kt awk, kite lebih2 sgt2 selesa dgn keadaan sekarang ni. terima kasih sbb menepati janji. walaupun byk lagi janji2 lain yg awk wat dekk je kan. tp xpe la. mmg style awk suke berjanji kot kan..?

nak pesan kt jejariruncing [anda tahu siapa anda..], i pun dapat call dr Manchester jugak uol. From Manchester - Gong Badakster. 3 kali sehari...and setiap hari. yg penting..kau ade?!! relax jek. hakkkk!!

- kuqis!

no one can kill your smile and laugh darling. my promise. i love you. :'(

be a good daughter to your mum and dad ok darling. i love you!

- quote of the day!~

beautiful pictures are developed from negatives in a dark room. so, if you see darkness in your life be reassured that a beautiful picture is being prepared ;)

- m e l o d i h a t i : What If - Jason DeRulo

what if?
what if I am the one for you?
and you are the one for me?
what if?

if you are the one
then us meeting here is fate
future with a dog named Ben
buy a house with a fireplace
this is the first I've seen your face
but there a chance we are soulmate
I know this sound might crazy
Coz you dont know my name

but we cant
we cant tell
the future, no
but that's just, the beauty of the world we know
so I am say dudduu dudduu dudduuu
baby, what if
we all can say dudduu dudduu dudduu
baby what if

picture me on one knee
with the perfect diamond ring
we just met, but if u say "yes"
we'd have our wedding on the beach
it could happen, raise three kids
and we grow old so happily
I know this may sound crazy
Coz I dont know your name

dont know what tomorrow brings
but i am still hoping
that you are the one for me
oh and what if i had you and
what if you had me and
baby, what's the reason we cant fall in love?

- its 12 o'clock. dong..dong!

maka berlari2 la si cinderella ke kereta kuda berlabunya itu. sebelum sumpahan die berakhir kan...[!]. yg tu cinderella uol. tp L ni bukan cinderella. so tayah la bekejar2 nak ke mana2. masalah problem skrg mata yg tuk terkedip2 mengadap monitor Aspire 4551 ni ha..hadoii. ape jek la yg tgh ade kt dlm kepala ni. serabut!

UNDEFINED!

ouh. terkenang zaman kt UiTM Arau dulu. only the memories from semester 3 and above. oyeah. i have my own reason my i only choose that period to stay remain in my mind. so what [?]. ade masalah [?]

Aimi...Ila..Pooh. hope korang happy skang. ila and pooh sah2 la dah selamat jd bini org kan. ila in future mummy. Ngek..ko dah kurus ekh[?] mst ko happy skang kan. sorry la xleh nak call. aku dah xde subsidi free call la. haha. nti ade rezeki.ade ketentuanNya kita wt gathering ekh. ouh. korg tayah la gaduh2 pasal si zahid tu lagi. dah selamat jadi laki org kot. yg pastinya bukan laki aku la. haha. those memories [!] ;)

ekslusif [!] [!] [~] year 2.00.2

Puan Pooh ;)

Resakian [back from left : Puan Pooh, Cik Puan Ila , front left : Cik Aimi, Me] credit to Ms. Photographer - Ilya.









Cik Puan Ila and Me

- 2 hari yg sgt x produktif!

plan mcm2..tp..alahai. xde ape pun. hurm. loser me. should i more focus. ini x..lg leka ade la. ni sume salah ym! cewah. dan2 salahkan ym. hahaha. banyak2 benda yg dirancang. L cume buat o.o1% jek..which is..jom masuk u carnival! haa..~ ade jugak benda yg x berapa dirancang berlaku. i change my celcom line to digi. puas hati! nyampah tol la ngn celcom customer service. bajet cam bagus. yg tinggal celcom skang ni cume broadband jek. well..nasib baik la yg tu pakej bulan jatuh ke riba..kalo x ase nak terminate jugak. xnak ade kaitan langsung dgn celcom dah.

customer service experience with celcom xde la best sgt. jujur ckap, cs celcom yg kt terengganu mmg sume bajet cam bagus. huh!!! so, au re voir celcom. guess what, i will definitely let others know about this matter. x kire la sape pun jd duta. Fahrin Ahmad ke..Maya Karin ke..selagi korg x upgrade mentaliti cs korg..mmg x ke mane la.

ouh. terima kasih bulan kerana sudi 'baling' broadband tu tuk L ;D

well, today..i am introducing my new boutique. cewah. butik konon. saje jek try market. yg penting L dah cuba..kan?! www.facebook.com/matachantique. i am selling brand new range of funky lenses at only RM40. ;)

semalam, chat ngn abg izan jap. hurmm. bukan topik yg sgt menerujakan untuk dicerita. berat mata membaca..berat lagi otak L ni nk berfikir. well, both of us come out with 1 result. to terminate kak fifie. sorry la kak fifie. i have no option. if you are in my shoes, i believe you will do the same. i am doing my business, bukan welfare. sorry sgt ekh.

ouh. bercerita pasal mata chantique tu kan...ade cite di sebalik nye. hehe. lain yg L cari lain pulak yg dtg. jodoh ke? hahaha. naa..~ hopefully x la. ade ke doa gitu? patutnye amin la kan bile dah ade peluang dan ruang yg mcm tu. hehe. senget. L cume doa yg terbaik. terselit jugak rase gundah gulana kt dlm hati ni. haila..~! semestinye perkara itu di luar jangkaan.

td..Mr. Bard ade say hi kt ym..n come out with the question..'dah ade bf ke skang ni..?'. BOSAN!

well, it is o3.00am now in Malaysia. and Manchester City, England now is 20.00pm. motif kire waktu di Manchester City..? adelah!! hahaha.

ok la. time to say goodnight sweethearts! i love u. Mwahhh!!~

p/s - tidur ketat2 k *wink*

- LET IT GO L!!!!!

the problem is, i cannot. dah cuba. dah try. dah test. xnak jugak perasaan tu pergi! :(
even i hate her more. well, people..it took 2 years ++ for me to forgive my lovely xbf - Nadzrullah. n her..? L xtaw brape lame masa yg L perlukan tuk maafkan die. emosi dah ni.

L...tah la. sakit. entah kenapa rase sakit. pesan Jehan, my unofficial twin. hak!!!!! xleh blah statement tu.

" kegelapan hati ditambah dgn ransangan syaitan selalu menyebabkan diri kita menyebut kesalahan dan kekurangan org lain. kita terdorong melihat keaiban org sehinggakan terlupa melihat keaiban dan kekurangan diri sendiri... " - jehan

thanks Jehan. so, masa untuk mencari nur. bantulah hambaMu ya Tuhan. hambaMu x kuat. :(

- perubahan hormon!!! maybe. huh!

whoa. lately L jadi sangat2 cerewet. super duper cerewet. pantang tgk bilik bersepah sikit, L kemas. sapu. entah sawan ape tah. dulu x mcm ni pun. selalu tunggu weekend baru nak terhegeh2 pegang penyapu. sekarang ni, asal ade jek rambut bersepah kt lantai mula la rase rimas. aiyo0! what happen? perubahan hormon. mungkin. i am turning 27 this year. hahahaha. hurmm. 3 4 hari dah tahan tgk bilik bersepah. hari ni kuatkan jugak badan nak mengemas.

hari ke 4 selepas mengalami kecederaan yg x berapa nak parah tp masih dalam kategori mengerikan. hehehe. hari rabu nanti ade appointment lg dgn doctor. btw, doc tu sgt la pelupa. last appointment die ade bg taw yg tempat yg cedera biar kena air..sbb nanti cepat elok. la..dah hari ni duk pesan jaga luka tu elok2 kalau boleh jgn kena air. haila..~! kebingungan jap dgn nasihat doc tu. anyway, L dah x ikut pun nasihat doc tu. hehehe.

p e r i o d! lewat sebulan. kenapa tah. so hari ni g la beli pad. disebabkan x begitu serasi dgn libresse. i think it is because my butt does not full fill the requirement. so, my period and libresse mmg xleh nak ngam. td kt hock kee seng, L luangkan masa hampir 1 jam semata2 nak cari brand yg L pakai sebelum ni. ouh. lately mmg sangat pelupa la. rasenye berkenalan dgn libresse baru sebulan. adoi.

well, this January is not a good kick start for 2011. kenapa manusia suka berjanji tapi x tunaikan? pelik la. janji tu. janji ni. tp sampai masa x buat ape2 pun. i hate those idiot people. they are sucks! huhh!!!

- a bad thing...always comes with a good thing

i am trying my best to digest the information of..hurmm. well, i have no option. plus, i do not know what it is actually. kate ecah '...mungkin dah takdir akak kot...' well, people...selalunya benda yang kita x suka tu la yang akan datang dekat dengan kite. patutnye L dah buat mental preparation dah. maybe ade something yg Allah nak bg tahu kot. so, by right sedang cuba memujuk hati yang sedikit lara dan kecewa dengan berita itu. bayangkanlah...hundreds of people ask for it but only those person got it. x ke sengal tu namenye??! urghh..~!

i will not have much problem with that 2 person..except that 1. haiyoo..~! rase sgt s e n g a l. ALLAH. only for You i give my everything. because, no one knows what is the best for me...but You. :'(