- 1st anniversary!!!

la haiiii..~! setahun dah?!! yeay. poppp!! popppp!!! chiungggg. chiungggggg. kebabommmmm! (mercun bunga api la konon. HAHA). *meriah!

hakikatnye - sendu berlagu pilu. *gitu! :P

x. x. memang xde ape2 pun. birthday pun x hengat. bajet nak hengat anniversary la kan? huu..~ jauh panggang api dr balai bomba. no. nothing at all. to be frank, L pun x hengat sebenarnye. hakkkk.  *serious!

xpe. pasangan yg sweet adalah pasangan yg saling menduakan (macam salah ejaan tu. urk?!) mendOakan antara satu sama lain. pandaikan pujuk hati sendiri? *ngeh!

sentap. xla. harus diingat. kalau nak merajuk dengan suami tu hukumnya 'wajib'. kehhh. kalau setakat dengan bf ni.. tak payah la nak menggedik sgt. x memasal nak mengada. bukan yg sah. *wink!

perlu ke tidak anniversary? majority kata perlu! tp.. mcm.. err. xde kepentingan pun tarikh2 tu. L rase gitu lah. ke L je yg pelik. sebab anniversary tu tarikh yg istimewa. lain dr lain ekh? maka, hari-hari lain x istimewa? *xpaham.konsep.ni!

konklusinya, nampak sgt BERKIRA! hahahahaha. kalau x berkira buat je la setiap hari tu hari istimewa. xpayah nak tunggu ulangtahun baru nak jadikan haritu hari istimewa. setuju?  *standby.rabak.poket!

memang bukan style L la nak memorize tarikh-tarikh ni semua. tp memang dah dididik dr kecil sampai la besar (size!) utk menghargai tarikh-tarikh yg dianggap istimewa tu. x banyak, sikit je. sepotong doa pun dah ok. nak lagi ok, stand by la ape2 benda yg boleh nampak bernilai di pandangan mata. utk ahli keluarga, ok. tp utk yg belum apatah lg bukan, sila cuba lain kali. *fakta!

nak-nak pulak jenis yg menggemari barang-barang yg berlabel 'EKSKLUSIF' 'LIMITED EDITION' 'RARE' or 'UNIQUE' - bertambah rabak la poket ye. *heh!

selamat... err. selamat setahun utk kita!!!!!!!! utk yg terbaik, L serahkan pada urusan  yg Esa. usaha dah. tawakal dah. skrg masa utk redha dan pasrah. nampak? *lalala!

dah la. nak sambung study. saje je buat lintas langsung dr hati. daaa..~!

- diberi pujian

ALHAMDULILLAH. syukur ke hadrat Illahi dengan 'bakat' yg diberikan. sekema kan?! *HAHA!

my kazen's friend memberi kritikan yg positif utk gambar ni..~ mekasih la encik semut ekh!

: : Masjid Kristal, Kuala Terengganu - Model, atienpalingngengade : :

 x pakai camera yg gempak pun. x usung pun DSLR yg berat x hengat tu. just used my baby canon je. n atien a.k.a modelpalinggedik dalam photo ni x edit pun gambar. except, the watermark. the rest, kekal asli. *gitu!

I used to ask myself - what actually helps a photo looks good? the gadget or the photographer? personally, great pictures produced from thousands years ago. (exaggerate sgt x perkataan "thousand years" tu? :P) we know that the technology evolving from day after day. so, the ancient time photographer clearly has no other better or sophisticated technology like what we have today.  yg hari ni, siap boleh buat live editing lg kau! but, the quality of the end products still mesmerized. back to the question, the gadget or the person?

i love photography. i dont know if i have the talent. yg tu memang bakat yg sgt terpencil la kalau ade pun. but, yes. i love photography. but i dont know why i haven't fall in love with those sophisticated gadgets in the market yet. i don't know. some people simply call themselves as a 'photographer' (some of them even add on the word 'pro' before the noun. urk?) only because they carry a DSLR. *homaigad!

a small reminder to myself. talent is clearly a gift by ALLAH. please, do not abuse it. do not violating the talent that u've been given. dengan yg bernama 'bakat' ini kadang-kadang buat kita rasa sombong. riak. takbur. hanya kerana bakat.  dah nama pun 'pemberian', mestilah boleh diambil semula. setuju? riak + sombong + bongkak + takbur tu kan penyakit hati. *nauzubillahiminzalik!

ok. habis iklan. hehe. L prefer talent to compare with the sophisticated gadget. why? your talent will maximize ur creativity. ur talent will help you to explore about yourself. ur talent will help you to learn better. remember, the hardest will remain long-last. pernah dengar iklan radio about this one camera. it was presented by two kids. the boy was impressive with photos taken by the girl. and the girl told the boy that she actually used that advertised camera. see!!!! now everyone can produce a good photo. not only u who have the DSLR. *hello! *annoyed!

 hehe. abaikan message emo tu ye. L tengah tunggu mood tuk study yg x sampai-sampai pun lg neg. hadeh. selagi x last minute selagi tu la xnak masuk. *sedihlah!

selamat 2013. to be frank, L x kisah pun new year yg ikut kalendar tah sape tah ni. kalau kalendar Islam, teruja la nak pasang azam baru. hehe. bye. love, love.
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- English Semantics

ALHAMDULILLAH. done with one paper. 5 papers to go. after the paper i met one of my lecturer - Mdm Jiji. i had a great time with her. 5 hours. huuu..~!

with her, we talked about life, before and future. we both agreed about one thing. every single thing that we get, or we ask we have to bear with the price. it is either you have to pay it now, or later. nothing comes for free darling. even if u seek for Allah's help also u need to 'pay'. i'm talking about doa, our prayers.

while praying, please bring our heart. pray with full of our heart. insyaAllah, ALLAH will help. just remember, His help will only come at the perfect time. not going to be so late. or not going to be so fast. if it isnot now, perhaps, we are not working hard enough to ask for it OR actually whatever that we ask for is not good for us. remember, ALLAH knows better than us.

keep praying. if He will not grant it, at least He is listening. praying seriously. it will indicate how determine we are. put some efforts. work for it.

when two women met, talking about men cannot be avoided. normal. aite? HAHA. we talked about them. i told my lecturer that men are actually complicated. serious. it is difficult to meet their expectation anyway. what makes me cannot understand is, when the wife willing to tolerate with EVERYTHING that u cannot have/achieve, why it is necessary for you to high-light your TERMS & CONDITIONS? i want a woman, who can cook, who has her well-established career, but in the same time must focus on the family, take care about my security and needs.. blaa... blaa.. blaa.. and list goes long! not enough with that, some of you... even being unfaithful. *homaigad!

Mr. Husband, come on. after the wife need to perform in her career now she has to perform with her task as a wife and mother at home? baby, u just...  being SELFISH. *smelly!

DO NOT TREAT your wife like a puppet. 

DO NOT TREAT your wife like you have to marry her by force. 

DO NOT TREAT your wife like she has no other choice.

what is wrong with the word of RESPECT and APPRECIATE? *emo!

ok. it just representing some of the husbands. only some. but recently, i heard this kind of story again and again and again from different people. oh man! they are not talking about the same man, right? as to repair your image and reputation, please do something honey. please!

hehe. penat membebel. L ada paper lagi esok. English for Young Professional. walaupun, yg menjawabnye xde la nak berapa 'young' sgt eh. HAHA. and tomorrow, the lose-weight challenge will start. kak G already has a partner to accompany her for fitness exercise. *ngek! it's ok. i'll do it alone. *heh!

the target is -1kg/month. that's it. usaha + istiqamah + mujahadah = ~______~

wokayh. nothing more to bebel about. i'm waiting for my VD4EP2. ngeh3. take care. calins et baisers. je'taime!

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- wohoooo. i'm coming home. urk?!

i'm coming home. i'm coming home! x. dah balik kampus pun. cuti xmas + study week. saje je amik kesempatan dengan harga tix airasia yg rm0.11 tu. hehe. selamat sampai di kampus dgn segugus demam. gitu gayanye. sah2 penjodoh bilangan tu salah. HAHA. besar harapan demam ni cepat sembuh sebelum paper esok. err... mcm x mampu kan?

ENACTUS meeting. opening the booth for ENACTUS. tempat praktikal. etc. etc. haish. senggugut rase. ngeh3.    melambak jugak keje. awal sem ke, tengah sem ke, hujung sem ke. gitu jugak lambakan tugasnya. nama pun khalifah kan?! maka dengan itu perlulah ditanggung segalanya. life with no challenge just a bored life. isn't?!!!! *biggrin!

esok. first paper will start with Semantics. *dizzy! dengar name makcik sorg ni mula la serabut perut. haishhh. al-maklumlah... not my bloodline. Dr. Rosemala Ismail tu pulak sgt la tegas dengan tanggungjawabnyehhhh. memang xde chance la nak lebih kurang. nervous + cuak + risau + etc + etc semua ade dalam perut neh. wohooo..~!!! Manjadda wajadda L. setelah lebih 3 bulan berusaha. now I'm in the final stage of semester 5. jappp. nak bebel pasla usaha. hadir ke kelas + memberi perhatian + bertanya di dalam kelas tu masih lagi dianggap usaha ok. kalau nak lebih, buat la revision and apa2 lagi bacaan tambahan. jgn la kata bila x buat revision tu maknenye xde usaha. lain org lain cara. cuma, bukan semua org yg boleh nak hormat cara kita. why I said so? some of the classmates refused to respect others while in the class. yeah, i know that they are smart or etc. but, don't u think that u should respect others? it is ok if u dont want to listen to the lecturers but please! not to disturb others. can u? *iamserious!

baru kejap td bakal room mate datang memperkenalkan diri. ok. dia kenal L. L x kenal die. terpinga2 L bila die perkenalkan diri. my brain starts working "syikin? syikin yg mane ekh? budak masa MMS tu ke... budak yg kenal kt mane ni..?" while i had my conversation with her! ok... just make a random guess. perhaps, syikin from MMS. o.yeah. spotted! rupenye syikin room mate baru!!!!!!!!! Ya Rabb. hahaha. susah kan jadi org famous ni? i cant remember ALL of you darlings. so sorry. *bigsmile!

time out. sila la buka nota sekarang and study! be good. love, love!

- just another... err, doodle!

nah! heheheh. sebab esok ade presentation tuk Language and Persuasion. so i just use my so-called talent to create some varieties for the video. it is related to the awareness of AIDS and HiV. x gempak pun. yg penting, originality. cewah..~!! sila komen :)

last week of semester 5 before final exam. wohooo..~! sangat sekejap la sem 5 ni. x lama lagi masuk sem 6. just another 2 sems before i can complete my bachelor. ngeh3.

gonna fly to KL this Saturday. yeay!

- jangan melatah

especially bila datangnya masalah. masalah tu kan ujian. what to do then? inhale. exhale. relax! lay back... and start to do ur own revision. perhaps, i have done the same before to other people. that is why it happen to you.

datangnya ujian Allah kerana sebab. salah satunya untuk diampunkan dosa. bersyukurlah. merungut bukan cara yg terbaik utk menghadapi masalah... kan? jangan bersyukur tika suka je. time duka pun kena syukur.

baru-baru ni L ade pementasan teater utk projek akhir ko-ku yg L amik. memang rase pe..........nat sgt2! tapi ada something yg L belajar dr coach teater tu. beliau ni sentiasa positif. L dah marah2... ngamuk2 die tetap cool down. tetap positive. ouh, man! cepat sejuk L. kita dah serabut bagai nak rak dah ni... die tetap ok. walaupun terasa mcm kena buli oleh pihak yg lain, die tetap bersangka baik. MasyaAllah. hebatnya beliau dlm menghadapi dugaan.

x selesai dgn yg tu... esoknye mengadu pulak budak ko-ku yg lain pasal ade yg curi tulang bila buat kerja. sekali lagi beliau tetap tenang. x pulak menambah garam di luka. dengan tenang membalas bidasan tu. Allahuakbar. terasa singkat sgt ilmu yg ada ni. terasa hikmah bila beliau bersuara, meluahkan pendapat.  kagum!

mampu pulak diri ni nak jadi sehebat beliau? sesabar beliau? Allahurabbi.

bukan mudah utk bersangka baik ok. nak2 pulak, kalau tgh penat, kt bawah matahari terik. cepat je nak melatah. nipis sgt iman. kdg2 terasa iman tu hangus mcm tu je. hilang rasa malu. hilang rasa hormat pada diri sendiri. MasyaAllah.

'jangan peduli org kata... just move on...'

familiar? actually x boleh jugak nak buat x tahu dgn apa yg org ckap. baik atau pun apa yg org cakap kena amik berat jugak. ada sebab berlakunya setiap sesuatu itu. ambil - nilai - kalau x perlu, buang. jgn terus2 buang. ok?

minggu yg sgt serabut bg L sebenarnye. hee.