- perempuan sejati

Katenyehhh! Ehe! Finally, dan utk pertama kali me merasa apa itu cinta. Eh? Bukan! Apa itu cemburu. *haha!

Assalamualaikum, hello and hye readers. Alhamdulillah. Hari ni 4 ramadhan. Moga sempat sampai ke waktu berbuka. *amin!

I used to ask myself and to my girlfriends - why it is necessary for you to stay if ur bf or ur husband does not love you anymore or if ur husband has another girl? Pack brg and angkat kaki. Dah la. Kan? Buat ape nak sakit hati nak tanggung rasa marah, cemburu and etc? Keep calm and moving on.

Cakap memang senang jahhhhh. Memang senang. Sbb yg merasa tu bukan awak. Maka, hari ni bila dah dapat rasa. Nak cakap ape? *haha! Sakit. Sumpah! Belum kira dengan sesak napas. Blank. Nak pitam. Nak pengsan. Nak itu. Nak ini. *kihh! Inhale. Exhale. Inhale. Exhale. Sumpah! Memang me merasa mcm mane sesak napas tadi. Ishh.

Well, entah. Me tak jelas dgn rasa jiwa sendiri. Boleh gitu? Macam, apa keperluan utk me rasa jealous? Apa keperluan utk me rasa terkilan ekh? We both takde akad. All this while pun --

Tak boleh nak explainnnnn. Cemane? *hehe! Ok. Lepas ni kalau ada sape2 cerita pasal masalah bf curang or husband curang, insyaAllah me akan lebih memahami. "Keep calm and moving on. kau angkat kaki je sudah..." bukanlah nasihat yg terbaik. *tett!

Masalahnye, die curang ke? Haihh! Entah. Serabut perut! Apa mungkin --

"Eh! Seorg perempuan yg sejati wajib ada rasa cemburu..." -DMFK

Maka, kesimpulannya me adalah perempuan sejati. *kahh!

All right. Have a good day readers. Be good? Take care. Jzkk.

- officer, executive and etc

Masing-masing dah sibuk dengan tugas masing-masing. Alhamdulillah.

Including me! *heee! Assalamualaikum. Hello and hey readers. In couple of days umat Islam akan menjalani ibadah puasa. Tahun ni me akan berpuasa sepenuhnya di rumah.

Sibuk jahhh. But, i am happy. Everyone needs me more here. Cewah! *haha! At least i have three months to accompany my mum. She needs me more.

Well, kita merancang. Allah yg menentukan. Memang me tak akan pernah nak bertanya "kenapa", "mengapa" or utk "apa". All i said, redha. Because i know that this is the best for everyone.

Who knows that i finally find my true love.

Jzkk.

- our LDF

Nope. And never. Because for me, the outsiders need not to know what is happening between me and him -- or other personal points of me.

Assalamualaikum. How are you doing peeps? Alhamdulillah, masih lg dlm rahmat Dia. Good! I had a great day with my mum today. Brunch and shopping. Awesome! Alhamdulillah.

And, not to forget that i have a small miscommunication with #MH. And yes, i look at the issue as a very small. Tp, entah. Timing tak betul agaknya -- #MH suddenly pisses off. Well, i tried to explai n but he is still sulking. *hehe!

Nampak susahnya komunikasi teks? Yes. The communication occured via FB which I was not in my intention to mean it. Because i am a type of person, if i mean it i will talk to that person one to one and not to the public. That is me. But, entah. Perhaps, it was me who fail to understand him. So next time, akan lebih berhati-hati. *kihh!

However, after my personal analysis, banyak je faktor yg menyumbang kepada masalah komunikasi antara kami. Nampak? Tak memasal guna perkataan "kami". *haha! Long-distance-friendship (LDF). And, less than two years. And, the way me and him look at an issue -- maka WAJIB utk berlakunya salah faham. Kan? Sooner or later, it will sayang. It will. Alhamdulillah, it happens today. *hee!

Siapa nak masalah? Tp, kalau takde masalah maka kita takde peluang utk belajar. Kan? At least, belajar utk kuat.

But, it's ok. InsyaAllah everything will be fine. Soon. Take it easy babe.

All right. Jzkk readers. Mwah!

- gemok dan handsome

Just him. Eh? *haha!

Assalamualaikum. Hello and hye readers. Post ni sebab terpaksa yeh. Sebab ade yg perasan die makin handsome. *kehh!

#MH #MH #MH

we are so comfortable with our open communication style. Easy for me. Easy for him. Easy for us.

Bertahanlah hati. Sesungguhnya jiwa ini sedang diuji. *hurm! Pergilah rasa. Moga tidak dibalikkan hati. Untuk sekali lagi.

I hate myself.

Jzkk readers.

- a little guardian angel

Assalamualaikum. Bersawang tak blog?

Hello and hye readers. Secara rasminya me dah bergelar tuan tanah kebun anggur yg terhormat. Seronok sangat wak! *haha! Well, terikat dengan kontrak as a coach tu yg membuatkan me tak boleh nak buat apa-apa sehingga kontrak habis.  InsyaAllah, akan ada yg lebih baik.

Well, i am now having a little guardian angel with me. My #MH. Surprise! Kan? Apa maksudnya? Entah. I cant help myself to figure out the answer. But, we have a lot of things to repair. *hurm!

Tercepit? Haruslah. *hee! It is complicated now. Really complicated.

Take care readers. Mwah! Jzkk.

- couple - nikah - cerai

OMG! OMG! eh? MasyaAllah. Astaghfirullahal'azim. Silap - heh! Assalamualaikum. hello and hye readers. me bebajet sibuk sangat la neh. sampai bersawang blog. *hehh!

Ya Rabb. sana- sini cerita rumahtangga. me? nervous! nauzubillahiminzalik. mintak jauh Ya Rabb. eh? nikah dah ke? *hehe! tak la. mengelak la jugak ni. cuak!

when i was with my my ex were just friends, me selalu terfikir awat we broken off ekh? oho! yes! yes! me teringat. we all memang tak gaduh. and, bukan sebab org ketiga pun. in fact he officially had another gf after two months we broken off.

btw, we broken off because his attitude towards the relationship. oyeah! matilah nak. setiap kali die call jek nak kena marah. kan?  it seems me jadi tempat die nak lepas marah. tak puas hati ngn org lain - me call je kena marah. tanye "boo, ok tak ni?" haaa! kau siap sedia la nak tadah telinga. kalau ok pun kena marah. tak ok pun laggilah kena marah. adil sgt kan? ouh. ye lah. me kan "the very perfect queen" utk die kan? me kan org yg "paling paham" die. kan? plus, lelaki panas baran -- kan normal? normal kau kata jahh?! kau gila! sendu sangat. me pulak bukan jenis nak melawan. gf yg to'at kate. *ciss!

next -- eh? ape? hurm. ouh! he does not like what i love. so, very the cannot. at least cuba la tolerate kan?ini tak. dgn senang hati called what i do as "bodoh". very the oi! *duhh! tapi me tak cari gaduh jugak. relax. relax. mungkin bukan jiwa dia. tapi -- kesukaan dia me cuba jugak utk jadikan kesukaan me. nampak permainan di situ? biar pun me tak berapa nak berkenan dgn benda alah tu. *cett!

maka -- malas lah nak kisah mende tu semua dah. free and easy now. *yeah! him with his life. me with my life. #single #happy :P

tak pasal-pasal update blog dgn kisah mcm ni. tp, tajuk mcm tak kena? takpayah la cite pasal org jahhh. y tu rezeki org. rezeki kita belum tahu lagi mcm mane. *hehh! tak la. tak la. because i was asking Allah all this while. its kinda difficult for me to forget him. macam tetap lekat-lekat gitu. mcm terkesan-kesan sgt dalam hati. biar pun! tetap rasa berdosa dgn diri sendiri. *ishk! perlulah la membuat perhitungan untung dan rugi akan sesuatu pelaburan itu. dah kalau tak untung, utk apa disimpan? ye tak? ok. post kali ni siap pakej dgn tips "berehem". tp kan, kalau boleh la kan, takpayah la nak couple a.k.a berehem sgt ni. tak digalakkan pun dalam Islam. tak elok. allrite?

mana yg diambil jadikan tauladan. yg tak baik jadikan sempadan. boleh? all rite. okeh. okeh. tu jek. nak sambung buat thesis yg ada lagi 3 chapters. nak hantar next week ni. *gichew! aurevoir. buhbye! jzkk.  

  

- jealous girl

Assalamualaikum. hello and hye readers. happy labour day! but i am not a labour. so no public holiday for me. *hehe!

i just realize that actually i am a jealous type of girl. cuma me bukan jenis nak tunjuk-tunjuk tak tentu pasal. stay smart and classy. gittew. *haha! cemburu tanda sayang. kan? inilah first time yg me rasa cemburu pun. Ya Rabb. apa nak jadiklah ni. *heee!

sabar yeh. doa yg baik-baik. insyAllah semua ok. *amin!

ouh. btw, my ten years long lost ex bf called me. what a surprise! i hv to hear all the disgusting mourning of "baby, u know that you are the best? i loved you babe and i still do. please!" poor him! tp, mujur jugak #MH the ex-bf ada utk membantu. eh? *haha! bantuan awak sgt dihargai ye awak. thankyouuuuu!

what a sadistic story anyway. *heee!

April ended well. hello to May. everything will be ended just in another few days. previously i hv to count everything in months and now i only hv to count it in days. hello mean world! jzkk.