well, hello 2015. gosh. such a terrified year for me. only now i feel a bit insecure with myself. jobless. single. as if - teruknya nasib kau? am i going to be single for the rest of my life? am i going to live like this everyday? but, why now?
kusut. tergerak hati nak skrol ig. terpandang a post by one of my favourite girls - NSMF. she talked about ad-dhuha. which, all this while i have a wrong perception about dhuha prayer. she reminds me in her post that ad-dhuha sebenarnya lebih kepada utk mendidik hati supaya merasa serba cukup. biar pun kurang, tetap cukup. biar pun tak sempurna, tetap cukup. biar pun tak hebat, tetap cukup. obviously, kalau kita rasa cukup, kita akan sentiasa rasa mudah dan murah rezeki. hebat kan solat dhuha?
kecukupan itulah yg mengajar hati ini utk bersyukur dan bersedia dgn rezeki Dia. cakap pasal rezeki pulak -
tipu sangat kalau kata tak penat berusaha. but some how, i know He is there for me. He is ready to give what i need when i need it. He knows when i am ready for it. MAKA - tak payah la awak yg tak perlu ni nak berpantun tentang rezeki dan jodoh kita. your concerns are much appreciated. deal? easy. bahagian yg kusut td pun takde la kusut sgt bila hati dah redha. kan?
insyaAllah, tomorrow will be my 6th interview. Alhamdulillah. i know that i am not so qualified for the position but i will try my best.
take care readers. jzkk.
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