- SIFE UniSZA

hari kedua L bertemu tangga kt McD. pg td Moja from SIFE Malaysia dah confirmkan and they all akan dtg ke UniSZA. and, he asked me to make a confirmation with Kak Sara also from SIFE Malaysia. ouh! berbunga2 hati ni bila dapat confirmation dr kak Sara. then, dapat pulak confirmation dr Mr. Hafiz tuk jd F.A. ouh! lebih2 la berbunga riang hati ni. :D

insyaAllah malam esok L akan ke Terengganu. Jumaat malam akan balik ke KL. ke terengganu dengan seribu satu perancangan. may ALLAH make it easier for me. Amin. :)

malam td, L mintak belas ehsan dr my bff - Babe tuk hubby die buat design batch SIFE UniSZA. dapat mlm tu jugak!!!!! ouch. it really awesome!!! :)

taraaaaa..~! here is the badge. mlm ni nak plan strategy organisasi plak. hurmmm. letihnye! =_='. ni pun dah mengantuk sgt! sabo jek la. da la try nak beli tix flight x dpt2. bengongnye maybank neh. *gggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr*

emergency call from mummy. kena beli tiket bus sendiri pulak. adoiii. nasib baik x shopping lg. dont like!!!! :( :P

ok. dah penat! Ya Allah, kurniakanlah aku team-player yg terbaik untuk aku bekerjasama ya Allah. bantulah aku. bimbinglah aku. mudahkanlah segala kesulitan aku. amin!

all right. be safe darlings. je'taime. calins et baisers. Mwaahhhhhh!
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- all about SIFE

SIFE. L dah buat beberapa recruitment to few potentials team players. hopefully ade positive feedback. amin!

hari ni L bersiaran dr Mc D Terminal One. Mummy and babah maybe dah sampai rumah. nothing much to update. on9 ni pun sebab nak buat keje2 SIFE. committed x? hehehe. ade jugak buat keje lain. pergi ke kedai buku contohnya. tp hati rase x puas mcm shopping kt bookxcess. hadehhh.

kalau xde aral yg melintang insyaALLAH L akan ke terengganu on this coming thursday and friday. May ALLAH make it easier for me.  itu pun sebab SIFE jugak. perghhhh. memang la. makan SIFE. tidur SIFE. jalan2 SIFE. bhahahahha. well, im proud to be SIFEr. :)

sedang merangka beberapa plan untuk SIFE. about the team especially. Ya Rabb, please make it easier for us. I really hope I can do something. :(

ok. thats all for this time darling. iloveyou.

heaven!

ouhhh! finally dpt jejakkan kaki kt bookxcess.. ya Rabb! superlicious ok. i grabbed 4 novels with only cost me rm65. 60. nice!!!! RM50 L pakai voucher another balnce L pakai cash. :)

: : the books : :

nak share about entry blog yg buat L terharu. post ni sgt2 sweet : http://mylittleprincess-arieza.blogspot.com/2012/01/aku-rindu-kau.html :)

all right- 27-29 L ade program kt Quality Hotel Shah Alam - SIFE program. so, hari ni dpt berjalan2 sebelum check in. on9 from amcorp mall. sebab.. nak sgt la ke bookxcess. n! yeahhhhhh..~ puas hati. insyaALLAH mlm ni akn keluar dinner dgn kak G. lame da x jumpe die. bercerita pasal jumpe2.. dating2 ni kan.. last week babe dah jumpe sha. l jek yg x dpt nak keluar. busy tolong mummy kt kedai. so, x dpt la jumpe. sorry korg! :(

seberapa pantas nak update semua cerita selama x on9 neh. hehehe. kak ngah dah selamat melahirkan baby yg ketiga arif danial :)

: : arif danial : :

taraaa..~!!! ok. first time L tgk baby yg belum pun 24hours. .tecikkk! very soft.

all right darlings. be safe ok. iloveyousomuch.
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- sebelum dan selepas

salam alaik..~! bonjour! ca va? sayang korang ketat2. less than 24hours to touch down at bumi LCCT. x sabar? of course. hehehe. pg ni terjaga awal. seawal jam 4. lepas tu, 7.30, lelap balik. hahaha. bilik bersepah lg neh. pukul 4 yg L terjaga tu kan.. sempat la melaram2 gaya shawl yg baru. ek eh, menjadi! hahahah. kali ni buat shawl ala turban. sayangnye, hasilnya pendek. so kt dalam bilik jek la bergaya mcm ni. hehehe. ouh. cakap pasal lilit-melilit ni kan, L teringat baru ni ade la member L ni post kt dinding peribadi beliau - 'dulu sebelum kawin, sempat lg nak belit tudung, skrg ni, memang xla. dulu sebelum kawin, sempat jugak nak pakai make up, skrg ni memang x la..'

: : hahahaha. tengah berusaha nak mengemas! : :

chooopppp..~!!! nak tanye, memang syndrome org kawin mcm tu ekh? sebelum kawin comel, lepas kawin comot? ekh? mane satu diri beliau yg sebenar ekh? si comot yg selepas kawin tu ke? hahahaha. biasenye, org akan jd diri sendiri lepas kawin la kan. uishhkkk! nauzubillah hi minzalik. L nak korg yg L sayang ni pun cantik sebelum dan selepas kawin. boleh? lelaki ni akalnye 9 korang. don't ever forget that!!

pastu, neh. lagi satu. FYI, beliau yg bercerita about sebelum dan selepas ni x pnah la pulak nampak bergaya dgn pakai shawl ke hape ke. selalu tudung sarung makcik2 tu la. kekadang ape jek kaler yg die pakai. make up? jauh la sekali. mmg style pucat gitu je la kan.  so, in what credibility she's saying that opinion? ntah. L pun x paham. saje nak sedapkan hati sendiri kot. sebab dengan x sengaja jari dah terlepas kata kan? kan? or, trying to be fake? someone else? ahahahaha. readers, beliau ni molot memang boleh tahan melepas gak la kan. so, L harap la sgt.. sebab dah ade family kan.. jage2 la molot tu. x baik main melepas sesuke hati ni uol. satg, org yg sakit hati ni berdoa a.k.a menyumpah. x kena kt awak, kena kt ahli keluarga awk..kan? itu jam xde la awk nk ingat ape yg awk pernah buat. memang xkan ingat punye la.

all right darlings!!! yang baik dijadikan tauladan, yg buruk di jadikan SEMPADAN. jari yg mengetuk keyboard jgn sampai menyebarkan fitnah. amin!be safe. etre fabuleux. calins et baisers. Je'taime. mwaahhh~

- 1 day left!!!!

i can't wait! ahahaha. huishhh. don't get too excited. be calm! woke up early today - somebody knocked the door more than three times. when i opened the door, her face did not familiar to me and suddenly she asked  'shida ade?!' rasa mcm nak tertidur depan pintu itu jam jugak!!! perlu ke u ganggu tdo i? can u just double confirm about the room number first before u knock the door? haila~!

: : the new me. doakan L kuat semangat yek! : :

taraaaaa..~! ni bukan tema untuk mane2 dinner. x! hehehe. this is me. rase mcm x percaya pun ade bile ade kekuatan yg mcm ni. fyi, ni gambar kt dalam bilik jek. kt kampus ni x digalakkan sangat berpurdah. tapi xpe. make it as a starter kick. L berpurdah bukan sebab mengikut sape2 ye. bukan jugak terlalu taksub pada agama. bukan jugak sbb L ni student UniSZA. hahahah. tidak. all i want is to balance my world and my hereafter. purdah ni sebab nak rendahkan rasa ego L. nak rendahkan rasa sombong L. selain ade la lg 1 sebab tertentu. fyi, L rase lebih tenang dgn penampilan ini. menjadi perbahasan jugak sebenarnye untuk yg berpurdah on-off ni. bak kate teman L 'promise me u takkan pernah tinggalkan purdah tu..?' I could promise him but I have to follow the situation too. bukan semua tempat mengizinkan untuk berpurdah. negara seperti Perancis, contohnya. di airport juga. so, L akan berpurdah mengikut kesesuaian tempat. selagi tempat tu mengizinkan so L akan pakai. lg pun semua org taw berpurdah ni bukan sesuatu yg wajib. cuma nak jage kemanisan si pemakai tu la kan.  doakan L kuat semangat ye uols!  well, org yg berpurdah ini akan bawa charisma dia yg tersendiri. we will see how! hehehehe.

baru selesai mengemas bilik. mcm tak percaya bilik bersawang mcm rumah tinggal lame. haha. for 1 whole semester cume pandang ke lantai jek. x pernah pun terasa nak mendongak ke langit. L dan room mate tersayang kan sgt merendah diri. :P hehehe. xde pun nak tengok2 ke siling kan? haa...hamik!!!! banyak pulak sawangnye. hurmm. tp, da siap bersihkan pun. well, LCCT - i'm coming!!!! :D

all right! its weekend for everywhere. ade yg di Indonesia pulak tu. urmmm. May ALLAH bless him. :( be safe my darlings. calins et baisers. Mwahhhhh!!~

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- 4.15am. terkebil2 mengadap lappy

yeahhh!!!..~ baru jek abes menonton cerita korea yek. hahaha. 100 days with Mr. Arrogant. finally, mcm biasela... dibalikkannya hati dia kan. jatuh sayang. jatuh cinta. hehehe. cewahhh!!! cerite cinte sokmo. :P

counting the days..~!! 3 days to go. org lain tgh berseronok kt umah kan. xpe la. nak buat mcm mane. kejap je 3 hari tu pun. 3 bulan boleh tunggu xkan la 3 hari x boleh, ye x? :)

end of semester 3! in another 2 weeks, ketawa sambil menangis tengok result plak ye. haihhhh. memang taw dah result x ok sem ni. tawakal je yg boleh membantu buat setakat ni. sobs. sobs. soalan : macam mane nak buat2 happy?! :P

lately, i feel like i am comfortable with somebody. yeah. we used to be closed before. but not now. i just hate the way that person bragging about her daily life. bla.. bla.. bla.. which i think its kinda annoying. so, not to say anything but just keep on eyes on that person. well, que sera sera. what ever will be, will be. the future is not our to see. may ALLAH bless her and her family. ameen. :)

allright darling. je'taime!

- hello Mr Cavity :)

urghhh!!! x sakit la. ngilu2 jek la. mcm kena geget semut la. semua tu dusta ok. semua tu hanya menanam tebu di tepi bibir. hadoiii. punya la xde rase kesian pun doktor tu gerudi gigi neh. sobs. alih2 - 'kite dop buleh nok buak permaneng filling ni hari ni dik.. sebab gusi berdaroh lg ni.. jd kite buak ke laing kali buleh ork..?'


BOLEH KE L NAK JAWAB - 'xnak, saya nak buat hari ni jugak doktor...' BOLEH? sah2 la mengangguk jek ape yg doktor u cakap kan? hai la doktor!

my first time berurusan dgn Doktor Gigi. memang sebelum ni x pnah jumpe dentist. x penah sepanjang hayat 27 tahun ni. cabut gigi susu pun main cabut sendiri jek. ni la first time. azab! moral of the story : selalulah berkunjung ke klinik gigi setiap 6 bulan k. :)


bebalik ke kisah td - bleeding!!! sobs. sobs. temporary fill in. so, next appointment will be on 21/02/12. hurmmm. doctor, please b kind to me ;(

- 2012 resolutions :)

# 1 - to wear purdah. i think i am ready now.

# 2 - to lose my weight. more.

# 3 - regular check up for my precious teeth.

# 4 - being moderate to everyone.

# 5 - err... blackberry playbook. <--------- rational x? hahahaha.

- feel like i want to write again..~!

verangan..~! mcm la bagus sgt production yg last time tu kan. hahaha. well, fyi, i got 12/15 for my The Beauty with The Beast. nyum3. unexpected number for such masterpiece. more than enough to inspired me. ade hati jugak si hati batu ni nak mengarang kisah. cewah. :D

my heart is taken. :P. but i am not in my honeymoon mood. just biasa2 jek. may ALLAH make me stronger day after day.  kind of excited to have someone who could understand me well.  but, yeah.. talking about the realistic. mana ade relationship yg perfect sgt kan? mesti ade jugak masalah. bukan paranoid, just be prepared. asking myself - am I ready for that situation? the situation of misunderstanding. the situation of... anything. it could be anything in a nowadays relationship. my friend told me to let it goes with the flow. she's right.

6 days to go before the date! ouh. last night Mr Saiful called me and asked me to attend a course for SIFE. me and another 2 boys. i really hope Asma will attend this course too. i miss her so much. i miss her big eyes. hehehe. her eyes is bigger than mine. i am jealous!!! :P

today is kak ngah's birthday..~!!! happy birthday kak ngah. sorry for not wish it earlier. budget constraint! hahahaha. its ok. i know you could understand my situation yg berada di kejauhan ni kan kak ngah? ahahha. may Allah make it easier for you. may the 3rd baby will be as good as Noorin Qistina and Ariff Danish.

somebody in love! not me. it's the other person. well, i knew from somebody else. woww. May Allah bless them both. what else to say. x kan la L nak kate - well, i nak tengok. panjang mana sgt la jodoh dey ol tu.. ;P awal2 lg L dah perasan yg this girl memang ade feeling kt that boy. come on. it can be seen clearly ok. ouh. sape jek yg x teruja dgn pencapaian mamat tu. any girl will definitely fall in love with him. dgn gaya poyo2 slumber die tu. haishhh. jealous ke L? hahahha. he is far younger than me. so what? :P

well, today i had an appointment with my Mr. Cavity a.k.a malaikat pencabut nyawa tuh. May Allah make it easier for me. it is a gloomy day in Terengganu. but i hope the rain will not pour for today. i really hope. i have to wait for more than a month for this appointment ok. Mr. Dentist, please be kind to me. please.

ok darlings. be safe. nakal biar bertempat ok. calins et baisers. je'taime. mwahhhhhh!

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- he is!

he is simple. humble. down to earth. bla..bla..bla.. everything about him now. we are now sharing the same frequency of thinking. the mutual understanding. i am happy. the gap is only the age. which makes me think that is not an issue. supposedly not an issue.

come across a question in my mind - how should i discuss about this issue to my parents? other points just nice. i think, for this time I really need the helps from ALLAH.

Ya ALLAH, please make it easier for me. I am tired of trying. I am tired of looking for what is the most suitable for me. I think I have found my man. but, if he is not meant for me, please put us a part. Amin.

 

un·der·stand·ing  [uhn-der-stan-ding] Show IPA noun 1. mental process of a person who comprehends; comprehension; personal interpretation: My understanding of the word does not agree with yours. 2. intellectual faculties; intelligence; mind: a quick understanding. 3. superior power of discernment; enlightened intelligence: With her keen understanding she should have become a leader. 4. knowledge of or familiarity with a particular thing; skill in dealing with or handling something: an understanding of accounting practice. 5. a state of cooperative or mutually tolerant relations between people: To him, understanding and goodwill were the supreme virtues.

 

Faithful (Faith"ful) (?), a.

1. Full of faith, or having faith; disposed to (know or learn the truth mz), especially (confidence in one's own capacity to seek and find the truth mz). "You are not faithful, sir." B. Jonson.
 
2. Firm in adherence to (a truth when discovered mz) promises, oaths, contracts, treaties, or other engagements. "The faithful God, which keepeth covenant and mercy with them that love him." Deut. vii. 9.

3. True and constant in affection or allegiance to a person to whom one is bound by a vow, be ties of love, gratitude, or honor, as to a husband, a prince, a friend; firm in the observance of duty; loyal; of true fidelity; as, a faithful husband or servant. "So spake the seraph Abdiel, faithful found, Among the faithless, faithful only he." Milton.

4. Worthy of confidence and belief; conformable to truth or fact; exact; accurate; as, a faithful narrative or representation. "It is a faithful saying." 2 Tim. ii. 11.

Adj.

1.

accepting - tolerating without protest; "always more accepting of coaching suggestion than her teammates"; "the atmosphere was judged to be more supporting and accepting"