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'L... u tahu x yg ramai org sayang kt u?' 

that question enough to make air di mata ini bertakung. hahahah. serious. I dont really realize that ramai org sayang kan L. kawan yg ada boleh dikira. sebab L bukan jenis yg terlalu membuka pintu seluas2 untuk org lain masuk. bimbang terkena lagi? mungkin. yg sebenarnya L belajar dr pengalaman. and for me, biar tak ramai but we still keep in touch to each other. and I can trust them as well.

ok. actually, apa yg buat air mata kt mata ni bertakung ialah... dalam masa yg sama L bimbang jugak kalau2 L x sedar sebenarnya ada org yg sayangkan L dan tiba2 org itu hilang. hilang disebabkan dia rase tidak dihargai. inilah alasan yg paling logik pun kalau org tu nak menghilangkan diri... kan?

L memang x ramai kawan yg rapat. since I small. After primary school at SK Sg. Pelek L moved to AYSK for my secondary school at SMK Convent, Klang. then form 4 and form 5 at SMK Sg Pelek. and, the only closest friend that I have is Nana. susah senang L dgn dia lah. she never stop in supporting me. die jugak yg akan tolong2 carikan L kerja baru! die jugak yg dgr luahan hati L. semua die.

sampai L kenal babe and sha. thanks to boyer anyway. we know each other from INTERNET! and, yeahhhh. surprisingly, after 3 years we still BFF until now. i really can trust them. especially babe. ade jugak kawan! cumanya x ramai. heheh. memang susah nak buka pintu tu. most of the time L memilih untuk abaikan je. that's why la. memilih kan? tp L terpaksa. xde pilihan. andai ade yg sayangkan L tapi L sedar so L minta maaf sgt2 k.  could u please tell me that you worry about me? that u care about me...? boleh? :P
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