- cerita sadis

Assalamualaikum. fewittt!hello and hye readers. Public knows that you are now eheming with someone. btw, congratulations - selangkah ke arah zina! kalau dia jantan yg sebetulnya jantan, dia dah masuk meminang kau. sekian.

tapi kisah kau sadis - teruja. nak bg tahu satu dunia kisah cinta cumbu rayu kau siap tag nama org tu tapi respond yg kau dapat [SEPI] *krikkrik! - sumpah nampak terhegeh-hegeh. syok sendiri. bertepuk sebelah tangan. entah ape lagi. dan ini bukan kisah sadis yang pertama kali kau kisahkan.

cemburu? funny! cinta kau bukan cinta agung. hanya cinta yang kau angkat untuk diagungkan. itu sahaja. maka, me takde sebab utk cemburu. but the fact is - me kesian tengok kau dilanyak dihenyak tanpa rasa belas kasihan. tapi kau jugak yg rela. kan? *hurm!

sesuatu utk kau fikir - kalau dia boleh post gambar dia dgn bekas-bekas yg lain, kenapa tidak dengan kau? moga ada nanti yg akan meletakkan kau di tempat yg selayaknya untuk kau diam. *amin!

kalau hari ni dia boleh buat mcm tu, kenapa tidak pulak utk esok? analogy yg mudah utk semua cerita esok.

jzkk readers!

- i am happy to be single

Assalamualaikum. hello and hye readers. read the title? no, not me. it is about this someone yg dalam setiap post dia and kt mana-mana pun akaln buat hashtag iamsingle

motif? inhale. exhale. husnuzon! btw, such phrase is actually reflecting how lonely you are. yes! the respective person tries to convey the public that he effing happy with no one. sedangkan Adam pun perlukan Hawa - paham? awal-awal post dia tu, me mcm tak paham jugak. plus, me fikir setakat post je kot. tp kalau dah sana-sini nak mention benda yg sama je dah jd kelakar pulak. macam... nampak desperate pun ade. urk? all the best with ur life babe. take care ye!

nasihat - jd yg terbaik utk dapat yg (ter)baik. jzkk readers.  

- position and responsibilities

a position comes with responsibilities. the greater the position, the worst the responsibilities. i just dont understand to some who keep barking about their privileges rather than the responsibilities. shame on you babe.

pedas? sebab kau makan cili. Lillahita'ala.

- keliru

Salam alaik. hello and hye readers. to be frank, me and #MH is now in a complicated stage of relationship.

keliru. dah pasti. we are not a couple but we close to each other like we do. see! sebabkan me perempuan maka wajiblah utk me fikir beriya sgt ni kan? kan? *haha! ong lelaki senang la. no hard feeling. no string attached. #tahahpelalagidiepunyeno

nak mohon clash - boleh tak awak ekh? me tak pandai la nak mendua ni. aha! nampak permainan di situ? iye. me sedang bicara tentang jiwa. me sedang menahan rasa rasukan ablasa dlm hati yg menggoda utk terus rapat dgn #MH. dekat. selesa. in fact, previously me and #MH were a couple. maka wajiblah kalau nak fix the broken part. kan? but, me taknak sebenarnye. taknak to be part of him. sakit dah sekali. cukuplah sekali. kan? bukan sekali. tp berkali-kali. belum kira lagi dengan perangai dia and his ex-girlfie yg rasa perlu sangat menunjukkan rasa bahagia tu. *palmface! in the end, he comes back to me. not to say that i am proud with myself, but i won.

btw, post ni bukan bicara pasal lelaki. bukan. tentang monolog rasa jiwa.

so, apa status komitmen? entah. *urgh! i need to set a boundary. yes. i must.

allright. thank you for reading readers. take care ye. buhbye. jzkk.

- separuh jiwa

Assalamualaikum. Prof.Dr. Muhaya pesan - to let go the negative vibes, slowly inhale and exhale for 9 times. yup. yup. i did, after i typed the title. ok? *hehh! moral of the story - teknik pernafasan yg betul mampu membantu utk mengawal kemarahan. hopefully sempat nak ingat benda ni time marah kt anak nanti. plus, bukan kena bayar pun tuk bernafas. *sobs!

Hello and hye readers. susah nak lupakan but i am trying my best to respect our situation now. Tabah menghadap rasa berjauhan dengan org yg kat shanghai. *haih! nothing much i can do except scrolling down our conversation for the past 5 years. and, only now i understand. betapa lambatnya sel-sel otak berhubung. sedih! *haha!

i still remember what my friend used to remind me - jodoh ni hak Allah utk tentukan siapa yg terbaik utk kita. usaha kita adalah doa dan jaga hak Allah. kalau kita jaga hak Allah, Allah jaga hak kita. mudah bukan?

a combination of heart and head are important when talking about this little soul. kuatlah hati utk terus kuat. amin.

tipulah kalau dalam keadaan mcm ni me tak perlukan dia. cuma, masa dia cerita pasal masalah dia kt shanghai sana me tak tahu nak react mcm mana. me cuma pesan - try to share ur problem with ur friends or your boss. baca Al-Insyirah banyak-banyak. May Allah helps you to ease ur burden. [end] well,it was a mistake where actually he just need a person who can comfort him. listen to him. betapa lambatnye me nak paham benda tu. *haih! sekarang, me dah paham. i know that he cannot help me to solve my problem except me. but i need someone to listen to me. just listen. betapa beratnya tugas seorang pendengar. kan? lg berat, bila sang pendengar tu tak paham apa yg kita luahkan. *grrr!

teringat cerita Kartini, a TV personality. she used to be in this LDR - long distance relationship. All the things that i need to do, a simple adjustment as to adopt and adapt the situation. masalah skrg ni, this is not the first year yg we all jauh pun! dah masuk tahun ke lima dah. *adoyay! me ke yg tak betul ni? mungkin dah sampai utk tuning jiwa agaknya.

ouhhh! ouhh! babah dah pandai hantar voice note thru whatsapp. cool! then it makes us closer to each other. and tomorrow, im gonna be the first to send a fajr message to babah. *heee!

Allright. i m gonna have a very looooooong day tomorrow. so, i need to have a very good rest tonight. buhbye readers. je'taime. bonne nuit. jzkk.