- separuh jiwa

Assalamualaikum. Prof.Dr. Muhaya pesan - to let go the negative vibes, slowly inhale and exhale for 9 times. yup. yup. i did, after i typed the title. ok? *hehh! moral of the story - teknik pernafasan yg betul mampu membantu utk mengawal kemarahan. hopefully sempat nak ingat benda ni time marah kt anak nanti. plus, bukan kena bayar pun tuk bernafas. *sobs!

Hello and hye readers. susah nak lupakan but i am trying my best to respect our situation now. Tabah menghadap rasa berjauhan dengan org yg kat shanghai. *haih! nothing much i can do except scrolling down our conversation for the past 5 years. and, only now i understand. betapa lambatnya sel-sel otak berhubung. sedih! *haha!

i still remember what my friend used to remind me - jodoh ni hak Allah utk tentukan siapa yg terbaik utk kita. usaha kita adalah doa dan jaga hak Allah. kalau kita jaga hak Allah, Allah jaga hak kita. mudah bukan?

a combination of heart and head are important when talking about this little soul. kuatlah hati utk terus kuat. amin.

tipulah kalau dalam keadaan mcm ni me tak perlukan dia. cuma, masa dia cerita pasal masalah dia kt shanghai sana me tak tahu nak react mcm mana. me cuma pesan - try to share ur problem with ur friends or your boss. baca Al-Insyirah banyak-banyak. May Allah helps you to ease ur burden. [end] well,it was a mistake where actually he just need a person who can comfort him. listen to him. betapa lambatnye me nak paham benda tu. *haih! sekarang, me dah paham. i know that he cannot help me to solve my problem except me. but i need someone to listen to me. just listen. betapa beratnya tugas seorang pendengar. kan? lg berat, bila sang pendengar tu tak paham apa yg kita luahkan. *grrr!

teringat cerita Kartini, a TV personality. she used to be in this LDR - long distance relationship. All the things that i need to do, a simple adjustment as to adopt and adapt the situation. masalah skrg ni, this is not the first year yg we all jauh pun! dah masuk tahun ke lima dah. *adoyay! me ke yg tak betul ni? mungkin dah sampai utk tuning jiwa agaknya.

ouhhh! ouhh! babah dah pandai hantar voice note thru whatsapp. cool! then it makes us closer to each other. and tomorrow, im gonna be the first to send a fajr message to babah. *heee!

Allright. i m gonna have a very looooooong day tomorrow. so, i need to have a very good rest tonight. buhbye readers. je'taime. bonne nuit. jzkk.