- pale and sexy

Tajuk memang taknak kalah. *haha! Assalamualaikum. Hye all. Yg perasan akan perasan. Yang tak perasan lantak la kau. *hehe!

Me memang suka kaler merah makngah sgt utk apply kt bibir. But this time around rasa red hot lips dah ramai sgt yg pakai. Maka dah tak santek. Me kan pelik. Tak suka apa yg org suka.

Maka, sajo la nak ubah selera. Dgn selera yg ala2 exotic ni maka me pun try pink pucat. Uu. Rasa mcm  kim kardashian pun ada jahhh. Dua tiga kli org menoleh. Last ayat akan keluar - akak, akak tak sihat ke? Kenapa nampak pucat? *headdesk!

Btw, i love the pale look on my lips. Pale calour ni tgh in-style. Pandai kau alter, insyaAllah menjadi style yg kau nak tu. So, pepandai la yeh. *kahh!

Tak banyak nak update. Yg pasti - rindu. Rindu org jauh. Cewahh. Ma fi qalbi ghairullah ya rahim. Tomorrow will gonna be a loooooooong day for me. Meeting with schools at jkknt then terus shoot utk kursus terjemahan dgn itbm di permai inn for 3 days and 2 nights. *wuwu! Inhale. Exhale. Pushhhh!

Good night readers. Jetaime. Jzkk.

- blocking me?

Assalamualaikum.

i am more than happy to know that you are blocking me from tracing you. Babe, kau takut dengan bayang2 kau sendiri sebenarnye kan? kau tak boleh terima hakikat yg kau kalah kan? Kesian. btw, thanks for blocking me ya. u may talk anything bad about me but i am sorry to say that all the things u know about me was just my sweet name. and, you think you are in a very perfect post to talk something about me? think!

someone feels unsecured when she knows i am still in a relationship with his ex-bf.*haha! pun kesian. your ex was my ex babe. we were together for a year. and you - for two months? then, tapayah nak menggelabah claim "hakcipta terpelihara" sangat. tak perlu. *loser!

terhegeh-hegeh kau dibuatnya. *ishh!

entah. you remind me to someone. i used to be in this circumstances before and finally i chose to back-off. not because i was weak but i deserve someone far better than him. bertepuk sebelah tangan mana nak berbunyi. kalau die tak melayan mana nak jadi pun kan? but, one thing yg kau kena tahu - yg tgh melayan dan dilayan ni single and available. dahtu, yg kau susah hati sgt tu kenapa?

jujur. i really have no intention to talk something bad about you because i dont really know you. u follow me on my ig to stalk ur ex-bf. kau memang sakit otak kan? *hehe! malas nak cite kisah sedih hidup kau sebenarnya. sbb kau nampak mcm bahaya tp hakikatnya kau takde apa2 pun except ur cheap bitchy look. kesiankan diri sendiri dulu. boleh?

well, all the best for your fight babe. kalau kau hebat, die akan tunduk juga pd kau. itu je. and, kalau kau berjaya tundukkan dia pun, i have nothing to lose. selamat menghadap ya.

ikhlas,
silent observer

- rambut sama hitam, hati lain-lain

Assalamualaikum. hello and hye readers. tajuk kt atas tu tajuk utk my research paper. *biggrin!

lama dah tak update blog. entah setan pemalas mana yg merasuk. but, seriously mmg takde rasa. kalau takde masa tu mmg pelik sgt bunyinye.for the very last semester kelas cuma ada 2 hari je - ahad dan isnin. maka, baki tiga hari tu sepatutnya utk research paper. taaapi. as usual la. selagi tak nama "saat akhir" selagi tu la melagha. padahal kerja kursus dah makin melambak ni. *adeh!

i would like to share yg me dapat offer utk jadi cikgu muzik. Alhamdulillah. tak percaya sebenarnya sebab pd awal pengglibatan dgn gamelan ni atas dorongan dendam dan kecewa. entah. kita merancang kisah. yg Maha Adil merancang plot cerita. which up to this date, i prefer to leave it to Allah. mcm rezeki mengajar gamelan ni mmg rezeki yg tak dirancang. satu - alasan yg dh dibagitahu sebelum ni. dua - it is now overlapping with my plan utk bekerja lepas habis belajar yg insyaAllah akan berakhir by June 2014. sedangkan offer mengajar gamelan tu berakhir by November 2014. it forces me to think critically. *hurm!

betapa Allah tu Maha Mendengar. everyone knows about how obsess i am with gamelan. and i dont know why I am so in love with them. mungkin sbb banyak lagi nak tahu kot. at first was because it has something to do with Istana and bangsawan thingy. bajet nak rasa mcm mana la jd bangsawan neh. *haha! then, melihat "perebutan hak eksklusif" tentang siapa pemilik gamelan yg sebenar - Indonesia vs Malaysia. *gosh! rasa mcm tak perlu kot! tapi, entahlah. org sekarang ni pandang kiri kanan pun nampak duit je. susah. but, if u happen to trail the argument from everywhere you will understand the story. but, what is wrong with sharing?

back to my obsession - once i get a brief about the offer i was really in between by that time. whether i accept or refuse the offer to teach  the music i have to bear with some drawbacks from my decision. i need someone to enlighten my difficulty. for this issue, i can only trust two person in my life - my non-judgmental adviser. Lillahita'ala. i trust them since i know they wont get any advantage from my decision. by right both of them were pro onto Gamelan. but still i was so worried about the consequences. the very last thing that i can do was - my doa which only "Ya Rabb, mudahkanlah apa yg susah utk hambaMu. bahawa sesungguhnya aku akan redha dengan apa pun rezeki yg telah Kau tentukan utk aku."

with a little doubt in me i went to JKKN Terengganu to meet Puan Ayu. the meeting went smoothly and I enjoy my conversation with her. finally, i make up my decision to accept the offer. she even offered me to continue Module 2 and above. I had a second thought then - and I will settle down in Terengganu. is it? really chika? like for real you will stay in Terengganu? *haha! i told Puan Ayu i will think about the offer but by right I accept the offer to teach Module 1. *lega! tapi separuh je tu. ada separuh lagi - mum and dad. by hook or by crook i have to inform them since i have to extend my stay in here. Alhamdulillah. they both agreed. so, let's rock the world. *yeay!

call me Teacher Ika. eh? *haha! allright. have a good day readers. i am struggling with my RP - rambut sama hitam. tp hari lain-lain.btw, this post is actually answering the previous post. by now I believe you know about my preference. take care. je'taime. jzkk.

- menganggur

Assalamualaikum. Two weeks of break. 1st week kt sabah. 2nd week kt rumah. Memang x bosan. Memang. *hehh!

Next week dh balik kampus. Alhamdulillah flight malam. InsyaAllah tak tertinggal lg. *ngeh! Gonna start my part viii in another few days. *woho! And, just another few months im gonna start my new life.

Sebelum nak bebel yg lain, meh nak cite thrill nya duk kt umah. Especially when it comes tu bab masak memasak. Me kan kurang cekap kt dapur kan. Selalu jd assistant terhormat je. But, these few days ma x sihat. Tp lebih ngade2 pun ye gak ma ni. *haha! Maka hari ini -- k.long. ma suh masak. Kata abah. Huh? Mane la me tahuuuuuuu. Me ade perangai - kalau me yg kena masak maka me la yg sediakan semua bahan. Drpd a sammmmpai z. N, time masak, xyah la org lain nak tolong. Jadi x pandai pulak bila ade org kt sebelah. Nampak?

So, bila dapat arahan tu - i was confused. Nak masak ape ekh? Ape ade dlm fridge? Belek punya belek - jumpa ikan kerapu. *deng! Nak masak ape ni?! Bukan pandai pun nak masak lauk berikan! *aduh! As usual me terus la buka kitab google. *haha! Sila taip - resepi ikan kerapu. Mudah. Melambak org share resepi kerapu stim. Bahan nak masak tu ade x? Lg 1 masalah tu. Xpe. Bismillahirrahmanirrahim. Kita yg buat dia. InsyaAllah, boleh jadi.

Capai jek ape yg ade dlm fridge. Capai je. Ni first time me masak main tabur je yeh. Taraaaaaa. Siap dah ikan kerapu stim thai. Butttttt! Termasin sbb over seasoning. Tp dpt la cover dgn air limau nipis. Selesai. Ayat ma yg power "x susah pun nak masak kan kak long?" *hurm!

Dapat kenyangkan ma and babah pun dah cukup buat me happy. *hee!

Mlm td dapat whatsapp drpd no yg me x kenal. Me mmg jenis yg x berpantun2 sgt ni. So, i just straight to the point - who is this? Kak nadya rupenye. The iron lady from enactus malaysia. She always produces  positive vibes to people around her. She asked about the latest info related to me and enactus unisza. Erm, we divorced. *haha! But i will make sure to make a come back.

Btw, i start to browse for job vacancy. Tertanya jugak - Nak keje ni, actually apa yg me nak sebenarnye? A good pay? A good environment? A good self-development? Then, what? Stay with customer service and admin? Or... move on to marketing or public relation? Or... to be a translator? Anyone would love to help me? No matter what, i hv to thank Allah for all of these plans. Kalau me ada bf skrg ni. Dh tentu2 i will take him into account upon my decision. Kan? Kau kan gedik chika. Lupe ekh? *demm!

Kat mana pun rezeki tu nanti, jgn kau hirau. Ada usaha, ada la rezeki. Nanti-nanti terjawab la semua soalan tu. Sabar.

Nahhhhh. Mata dah ngantuk sebenarnye. Ehhhhhhhh! Lupa nak cerita bout this one - guy. What?!!! Bukan hari tu dah janji xnak sebut pasal kaum adam ke? Ok. Fine. Fine. X cerita. Be good readers. Je m'apelle chika. Je t'aime. Jzkk.

- postgram

Post + instagram. Konon. *haha!

Berhabuk sudah. Assalamualaikum. Result? Xnak cite. Baru je me start cuti, result dh kelam-kabut nak keluar. Tolonglah! Hakikatnya, masih belum nak redha dgn result yg dh keluar tu. *haha! As expected, berbaloi la dgn usaha. Kan? Alhamdulillah.

Tahun yg sangat sibuk. Baru 25 hari utk tahun 2014 berlalu. Hanya mampu nak hapdet utk kali kedua. Busy sgt la ni. *yeay!

Well, i would like to share my experience when i went to sabah. 4 days 3 nights via MAS. 1st night at tuaran. 2nd night at ranau. 3rd night at kota kinabalu. Berjalan dr sandakan sampai kk. Fuh! Memang x muntah. *haha! Penat, tp berbaloi. Boleh plan utk 2nd time. *hikk! Perhaps, honeymoon. *amin!

Yg teruja adalah pengalaman bergurau dgn ikan kelah. Wohoooo! Priceless. Xla sakit. X geli. Tp yg terperanjat bila alih2 ada ikan keli afrika kt dlm grup ikan kelah tu. Terus melompat naik. *haha! Ntah takut. Ntah geli. Tapi, masuk jugak lagi.

My instagram ada banyak selfie. *hehe! Well, if i have a chance to travel around the world, i know what i want. Me, camera and nice spots. That's all. Food hunting is necessary but not any stuff. Just imagine, berlambak pun mutiara kt sabah, wooden bangle jugak yg me cari. *hehe! So anyone, if you travel anywhere u may buy for me any wooden bangle as the souvenir. Enuf. *hehe!

The progression for research is now stuck at nowhere. *hurm! Xpe. Rehat. Cuti hanya tinggal beberapa hari sahaja lg. Wohooo! Kuatkanlah hati utk meneruskan perjuangan ye? Apa yg dimintak semua dh dapat. Almost everything including the supervisor, what else? Time to push now. Inhale. Exhale. Lillahita'ala.

Allright. I guess, that's all for this post. See yiu guys later. Thank you for visit my blog. Jazakallah khairan katsiran. Buhbay. Mwah!

- short hair makes me crazy

Jyeahhh! Oops. *haha! Bestlah rambut pendek ni. This is the first post for 2014. Wohoo. Started in 2009. Sekarang dah 5 tahun berblogging.

Assalamualaikum. Hello and hye. Actually potong rambut dah lama. After deepavali rasenye. So, rambut pendek ni belum sempat sampai rumah lagi. InsyaAllah by 18th ni. Confirmla ma org pertama yg akan surprise. Kenapa potong? Yg tu soalan pertama yg keluar bila me bukak tudung. *hehe!

Btw, me not the only one yg berwajah baru utk sem ni. *gitew! Ramai gak classmates yg berambut pendek sem ni. Tp jaa hashim punye style mmg stylo abis. Nak tiru! Nak tiru! *heee!

Ouh. Lupa. Xnak pun wish happy new year. And, azam yg disetkan bukan 1/1 - 31/12 jek. My goal is a long term goal and i am the opportunist. Nampak jek, rembat. *hikk! So, i nvr give a damn with new year and resolutions. I become a better person everyday.

Berakhirnya sem 7 yg sgt clueless. *haha! Sibuk sgt dgn gamelan kan. Hamikk! InsyaAllah semua will be ok. Meanwhile, im going to start my 2014 with travel to sabah. *yeay! X sabar. X sabar. *haha! Selepas berpenat lelah utk sem 7, then pergi vacation. Suka la life mcm tu. Kerja kuat-kuat pastu rehat. Pastu keje kuat-kuat lagi. Pastu rehat lagi. Syurga dunia! *haha!

I started my 2013 with a bf and i end up my 2013 with being single. And, and! Me janji, xnak lagi cakap pasal lelaki. Cewahhh. *haha! Mampu pulak kan? Ini pun dah ada yg intai. *haih! Be good mr.engineer. boleh gitu? *haha!

Eh. Xlama lagi dah nak abis belajar. Honooo. Akan merindui zaman bangun lambat. Akan merindui zaman nak buat assignment berkumpulan. Akan merindui semua! *hurm! Kejap jek dah 4 tahun kan? Bak kata org tu, belajar rajin-rajin. Cerah masa depan. *melt! Awww. Sumpah gedik. *haha! Hakikatnye, x merancang langsung nak buat ape lepas ni. I mean, nak keje ape. Nak start life kt mane etc. All i know, nak join kelas kick boxing, then next year nak beli condo. Pasal kete, nak mintak babah sponsor. Teruk sangat! Xpe. Xpe. Kete tu mintak laki sponsor la. Boleh? *haha!

Has anyone of you ever heard the que sera2's song? I learnt it during my secondary school at Convent Klang. I cant remember the teacher's name. If i am not mistaken mrs. Aida. If and only if i am not mistaken. My favourite lines are "que sera sera. Whatever will be, will be. The future is not ours to see. Que sera sera." Sampai sekarang ingat.

Ha. Faham kan? *hee! Allright. Sangat panjang. Penat dah menaip. Semoga hari ini awak semua lebih baik drpd semalam. Kalau x semua pun, mesti ada something yg buat korg happy. Kan? Pastu, xyah kelam-kabut nak cite pasal untung kalau untung tu dtg drpd menganiaya org lain. Ok? Allah tahu. Tu jek. Jzkk.

- mak dan pak mertua perlu tahu mcm mana nak surf internet!

Sebab? Sekarang kan zaman googleism *haha!

Assalamualaikum. Good afternoon! Hari ni puasa lagi. Hari yg ke4. #alhamdulillah diberi kesihatan yg baik utk berpuasa. Smlm extreme cket. Puasa dan jogging. *huff! Yg best, dapat jogging sambil dengar zikir by hafiz hamidun. *best!

Final exam yg akan bermula next week. *nervous! Mcm biasa, ade je pending job. *haih! Puas memerah otak utk siapkan. Tp xnak jugak. Ya Rabb. X study lg ni. *hukk!

Baru hari tu peminat industri seni Malaysia bergegar sekejap dgn kisah sepasang retis ni. Kejap couple. Kejap tunang. Pastu clash pulak. *haik? Me start google siapa diorg. Maybe pernah tgk tp x tahu nama. Goole search in 23secs! Perghh! Memang ah. Google image je pun dah rase nak nanges. Klu la dia tu my abg or my adik, mmg sah2 la me akan suruh fikir betul2 bab yg bakal nak dijadikan suri tu. Me x kata siapa2 pun yg jahat ekh. Tp, perempuan yg ada harga x tayang murah2. Itu je nak cakap.

Ibarat makanan jugak. Kalau biar terdedah mcm tu je, lalat dan kuman cepat hinggap. Cepat basi. Cepat busuk.

Jangan senang sangat jadi hidangan utk mata2 yg bukan halal buat kita adik2.

Balik pd point, sebab tu me kata mak dan pak mertua kena tahu mcm mane nak surf internet. Mana ada org yg x kenal internet sekarang ni. X banyak, sikit pun mesti ade cerita kt mana2 akaun sosial. Baik friendster, blog, tagged, facebook, twitter or instagram. Kan? Maka;

Mak mertua: siapa bakal bini kau?
Bakal laki : siti, mak.
Mak mertua: siapa siti? Nama penuh? Ada fb? -- GOOGLE!
[Ready x?]

memang. X semua cite kt internet tu betul. Tp x semua jugak yg x betul. Kalau cite busuk tu x betul, kenapa nak takut. Kan?

Yg bakal menantu pun, xpayah la galok sgt nak post yg bukan2. Esok, jd saksi kt akhirat. Sanggup ke kerana sekeping gambar tu nti kita dihalang masuk syurga. Sanggup?

Moral of the story, keperibadian kita melambangkan siapa kita dan nama baik keluarga kita. Anak yg baik akan jaga nama baik keluarga dia. Tu saje. *hee!

Jzkk.