Tuesday, October 28, 2014

- #ootd

Salam alaik readers. Im gonna wear green for the whole week! Well, this is my last week. Bye Terengganu! Nervous. *dupdap!

Btw, i have shared about the progression of my strict diet on my instagram. Alhamdulillah. It shows positive progression. And, i am happy.

Well, a couple of months (or, i shall say years!) to go. No force but tight discipline. I just ask myself - tak penat ke carry overweight? *haih!

Jzkk.

Monday, October 27, 2014

- because i am happy!

Out to fetch up my cousin and, i had a chance to drive a Kelisa.

Assalamualaikum. Hello and hye there. I was so comfortable with him. Small and easy. To compare with Viva, Kelisa is very comfortable. Maybe because it is small and lowered. I am expecting more or less the same for Perodua Axia - lowered and easy. I have a feeling that Axia and I will be a good couple. *aameen!

I hope now you could understand why i love the Beetle so much! Well, the perfect match ever. *haha!

Jzkk.

Saturday, October 25, 2014

- simple plain

Pernah tanya diri mcm mana bahagia diukur?

Assalamualaikum. Hello and hye readers. Hello #MH. *ehe!


I love to see people around me. I love to see how they define happiness. Obviously it is very subjective. Some might be enuf with RM50. Some might need RM500. to the other some, they might need more than RM5000.


Since i was small, i never wanted to live in a huge house, big car or to wear/to carry branded items. It is what it is. Cantik, elok dan sedap mata memandang dah okay sangat. Thank God I am not so obsess to wear branded shoes, shirts or other stuff.


At the age of Thirty (soon!), I have a dream to have a very simple and easy life. Sederhana tapi sempurna -  Small and sweet family. Small and sweet house. I guess, that's how i define my happiness.


May 1436H be a better year for all of us. *aameen!


Jzkk.

- countless bless

Instead of me get a job, my babah is being promoted to a new post. *wohoo! Congratulations babah. I love you. *mwah!

October will be ended. I have so much fun in this month. Alhamdulillah. Well, it is not easy to move from my comfort zone but i think i must do it Lillahita'ala. I know i have to sacrifice a lot of things - but - if it is worth to move, then i choose to move.

I had a confession session with #MH just now. A thing that i must do before he sums up to a conclusion. Alhamdulillah. It went well.

1436H, you will see a new me. A better version of me. InsyaAllah. *aameen!

Good night. Jzkk.

Friday, October 24, 2014

- break up

Unfortunately my proposal was rejected by him. *haih!

Salam Maal Hijrah. Another new year for Muslim all around the world. Due to that reason, i asked from him to break up but, he definitely said NO.

Instead, he said he will fix up the mistakes he made. *hadeh! So now, the situation is under control. I dont know why i was so determined to ask for break up. Lillahita'ala i have a feeling that this relationship will go no where.

Paranoid. Or, too early. Maybe.

Jzkk.

Tuesday, October 21, 2014

- 10 days left

I have a very mixed feelings.

Suka. Sayang. Selesa. Sedih.

Assalamualaikum. The two-months is almost over. Makin nak habis, rasa makin dekat. How? Allahu Rabb.

The teacher-students' bonding is getting closer. Mcm tu perasaan cikgu rupanye. I pray to Allah that my kids will have good teachers too.

Dear all of my students, both SMKPN and SMKSS

You will always be in my prays. My thought and my love will never ended. Our friendship might be a short while but every of you are unique in you own. Take care kids. Teacher loves you!

Muah! Jzkk.

Sunday, October 19, 2014

- my Sunday

Assalamualaikum. Hello and hye. Happy sunday!

Woke up early today since i have to attend a rehearsal session with SMK Padang Negara at Stadium Tertutup Gong Badak. Unfortunately, when i reached at the said place, there was no one. *confused!

But, it is okay. At least i can do something else. Enjoy your sunday readers.

Jzkk.

Monday, October 13, 2014

- untitled [Pt.8]

"No, not now dear. Not yet..."

"No, you just on the wrong direction..."

"No, it does not suit you well honey..."

"No, you are not strong enough for in coming problems..."

"I have a better plan for you..."


Those are just the other way of how Ya Rabb Ya Razzaq anwers our questions or shall i say our request or do'a? Well, He never ignored us.



Tanya sama hati - mampu pulak nak redha? Mampu?

- my morning!

Assalamualaikum. Good morning kesayangans.

Finally i am back to my crib (by force!). Due to financial constraint and other issues. InsyaAllah, everything will be fine. *aameen!

Back to my daily routine - sweat and salty drink are my daily dosages which compulsory for me to have it. I love to start my morning in such way. It boost my confidence and happiness. U better try!

Dear readers, i am going to attend for an interview on this Wednesday. My very first interview. A walk-in interview with *ehem! Segan pulak nak sebut. But, anyway please pray for me because actually i am not qualified for the interview. But, who knows, aite?

Normally, we will be tested with our choice. Yes, indeed. But, always remember that it is a sign of love from Him. It means He is giving His attention on us. So, dont forget to istighfar whenever we can. Okayh?

Take care. Jzkk.

- kesayangan!

More than just a baby sister.
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More than just a friend.
.
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Thank you for our three years together.

Thank you for listening to me whenever i have no one.

Thank you for our ukhuwah.

One day day soon, we might stay apart -- far from each other. But i hope you know that I will always love you so much.

Always take care my baby sister. Always be good my love.

InsyaAllah, kita jumpa kt syurga nanti.


We born just next to next! #scorpion

Monday, October 6, 2014

- the wake up calls

Assalamualaikum. Hello and hye readers. Good morningggg!!

Its kinda annoyed when people keep buzzing you in the morning - but - i find it less annoy especially when the buzz was from him. Just right after my solat, he called me. Whatlah! =..=

Happy eid-adha loves! We heard a lot of bad news lately. My deepest condolences to family of Allahyarhamah Siti Yuslianis - ISM Pengurusan Risiko dan Takaful. Verily, Allah loves you and your mom more dear. Be good over there, ok?

Our turn will be anytime. Just sooner or later.

5 days passed the October. And, I cant stop figuring out my future. Ya Rabb Ya Razzaq, please make it easy for me.

Jzkk.

Friday, October 3, 2014

- the pain

Kalau kelmarin, saat sedang melawat my junior yg accident, saat itulah rasa nak pitam, nak muntah. Dan semalam, i kept feel hungry even though i already had my meal and today i am suffering from dizziness and nausea.

Assalamualaikum. Macam ong pregnant! Hamik. This is not my first time having this period pain symptom but definitely this is not an enjoyable thing. Mana larat nak layan rasa mual dan mabuk all the time. *sobs!

Dear abang,

Dont get any wrong idea about this symptom. Remember Izzah in Ombak Rindu? Yes. That's it. Jangan nanti abang nak tiru Harith nak hantuk2 kepala kt dinding pulak. Ok? Love you. Take care abang.


Abang sangat. *ngeh! Jzkk readers.

Thursday, October 2, 2014

- popcorn and gamelan class

Unlike other subjects, i believe my subject is quite tough.

Assalamualaikum. Hello and hye readers. Today i am with SMKPN and yes, for the class of gamelan. I have two types of students - 1 smart students and 2 less smart students. It is obvious to see how these two types of students learn how to play the instruments.

The smart students have their own initiative to learn, to play the instruments. While the less smart students, they are easily get bored, distracted and etc. After a weeks of classes they show me different progression and i have to say the less smart students fail to adapt and adopt anything.

Ya Razzaq, i totally know the feeling as a teacher now. Yes. If I be a parent soon, i should not blame the teachers if my kids are less smart. InsyaAllah.

I am munching my popcorn. Yummeh.

Jzkk.

- hello Oct!

Month of love -- its finally here. Yeay!!!

Assalamualaikum. Oyeah. After i have to wait for 9 months, and now its here. Be nice to me dear Oct.

I have another 2 days to teach my gamelan's class before my very last break. After this, no more long break for me. *haih! But, its ok. InsyaAllah everything will be fine. *aameen!

Hey, happy eid-adha loves. Take care.

Jzkk.