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Assalamualaikum. hello and hye readers. L rasa Pantai Timur sedang mengalami fenomena musim panas. fuhhh! kemain berasap. ahah. exaggerate!

he is who he is. sape lagi. MH la kannnn. ahak. my second hero after my dad. sederhana. serba sederhana. he puts his efforts to learn from mistakes that he did. he learns to improve himself. he learns to be perfect as much as he can. while i never asked anything from him. thanks for ur efforts boo! the power of love. *gittew!.

sumpah gedik. ahahaha. x. actually L nak nangis. *sebak! sobs. sobs. sabar ye hati. bear with the distance. ya Rabb. permudahkan urusan kami untuk membina masjid kasih dan sayang kami. Amin. (really?!)

sesi bergayut tu memang antara subject yg ada dalam jadual harian. sampai pukul 3 pagi! *pheww! ni kalau x jadi gak x tahu la nak ckap. *hakhak! last night were different. MH tried to speak in English with me! aww. sexy. yes. he is nobody to you but still somebody to me. *enuf!

something that I noticed lately about myself. I feel I'm kinda different. at somehow I feel I have nothing to afraid with. I can simply say anything that I wanna say with nothing to regards. Pelik. there were few moments when I suddenly said bout something then I realized that I actually hurt someone with my words. Astaghfirullahal'azim! what is wrong with me?!

sudah la bilangan kawan boleh dikira dengan jari. itu pun masih nak dibuat musuh?! hurm.

dear friends,
deep down in my heart i dont have any intention to hurt you. no matter who you are. you are still my friends like we were before. say, if I change please. please. please. slap my face and ask why this is happen? u need to say that or otherwise i won't realize that i commit a mistake.

L xnak.. only because now I have a bf so... people start to see that I have change. or.. because I kinda comfortable about myself. it is kind of '...i don't care what are you going to talk about me. and i don'tmcare whatever that i'm going to say...'

to be frank! it is not me.

adeh. seriousnye topik petang neh. *haha! just a reminder to myself. whoever your bf is, do not ignore ur friends. they were with you whenever you were nobody. [up-to-date you are still nobody!] love and friendship need to go hand-to-hand.

in conjunction with that note [mampu?! x memasal nak pakai lexical 'in-conjunction' kau! ahaha] actually L nak pesan pada teman yg sorg ni. I know you are now with somebody which i don't even give a damn about your personal life. tapi, kalau sampai ke tahap kau sanggup nak fitnah dan buang kawan baik kau sendiri... x mustahil kau buat kt org lain perkara yg sama gak. especially, kalau mcm i yg setakat suam2 kuku je dgn kau. kan? u choose to strip off her aib + to fitnah her with no sense at all. let me tell you something - actually the fact is you are jealous at her. that's the only reason why you hate her so much and become very determine to throw her away from you life. kan?

dear you,
i hope you won't regret with your decision. Allah maha adil. remember that. jangan kufur nikmat dunia ekh?

no matter what. i believe in akhirat. jom! towards 4 flat for our judgement day. amin!

ok. dah. another 3 days to go sebelum flight off. weehooo! gonna have a short-long break at my home. *biggrin! buhbye readers.