Sunday, August 31, 2014

- #nyx #softmatte #lipcream #smlc08 #milan to let go!

Assalamualaikum. Hello NYX lovers. i have this colour to let go. I used it once unfortunately i dont like the texture and the colour as well. It is too striking on my lips. I bought it at rm38 + rm6 for postage = rm44 but i want to let go at rm30 only including postage. NO COD will be entertained.

Please respond to this post or u may wechat me at my id lareinechika.

Thank you in advance.

Jzkk.

- and, again!

I start to get used with unknown numbers. And now, bored!

Assalamualaikum. Hello loves! Happy Hari Merdeka to Malaysia. A day which everyone has their own style of celebrating it. Me? Safely landed to Sultan Mahmud Airport yesterday, and now i am in unisza. That's how i celebrate my merdeka. Btw, how you and me celebrate the day isn't that important but what does it mean to you instead.

Last night, i received a call from an unknown and i just let the call be a misscall. I dont know the caller and the call was at 2.30am! I mean, hello! At 2.30am. Really?

As i mentioned, i start to get used with calls from unknown number at very late night.

This is one of the risks when u never changed ur number. I've been using this number for 10 years now. And, it might be those in my past try to catch me up which obviously i am not interested to know. *haha!

I am a person who will keep good friends with me. So i will try my best at least to have ur number, FB, Instagram or email. If i dont any of the options for you,  it means i am not interested. Get it?

Happy holiday. Happy merdeka day.

Jzkk.

Saturday, August 30, 2014

- i miss u a lot!

Assalamualaikum. Hello and hye readers. Gonna leave KL by 1555hrs today. And now i am waiting for my flight to TGG. Gonna miss my mum the most.

"Mintak dihalalkan semuanya ma - daripada setitik susu hingga ke sepinggan nasi. InsyaAllah, jumpa November nanti. Amin"

Guess what. She gives all of her effort to fulfill my wish to tapau some foods for my journey to terengganu. Which, i actually dont understand bout myself because for previous flights i never requested anything. Plus, to know that she has to run the business alone for today, Ya Rabb. I am so worried. Take care of her Ya Rahman. Please. That's a ll i beg from You now. She's all i have.

Really. I hate this feeling. May Allah helps to ease everything.

Jzkk.

Thursday, August 28, 2014

- hugs and kisses

Verily, i want to hug and kiss every of them. Every. But, i just cant.

Assalamualaikum. Hye readers. The August will be ending soon. Nope. Thats not the point. How u ever felt like you miss someone but you cant do anything with that --

Except,

A good pray. Hoping that everything is fine.

Ya Rabb, i dont know what to do. I really want to be next to them badly. To have good laughs, tears, happiness and sadness. Now. I want it now. But i dont know how to start. *haih!

Half of me wants that. And the other half says, NO. Not just yet. U need your "me time".

Loves, we may stay apart. Far from each other. But, trust me. You are in mind like in every breath of mine. I am not standing by my ego, stubborn or etc. I am giving us the space, the time.

Believe me. I love you. Take care loves.

Jzkk.

Monday, August 25, 2014

- madness vs obsession

Dont ask me why. I just cant stop!

Assalamualaikum. How are doing? I have a few days left before i fly to terengganu on this 30th. InsyaAllah, everything will be ok.

Since i have just a few days left, so i spend a lot of my times in mum's kitchen. Experimenting the mutton? Of course. He drives me crazy.

Whenever be in the kitchen with mum, she cant help herself from mentioning #MH's name --

"Susah la apiz mcm ni kalau hari-hari nak makan kambing..."

"Teruk la apiz kalsu nak layan tekak kau kak long. Pokai nti..."

"Apiz tak keje ke hari ni? Sihat?"

How i pray i could tell her --

We have end our relationship, mum. Almost a month now. He is with another gf now. *hurm! How to tell mum ekh?

How? Jzkk.

- unknown caller (s) day!

Kinda annoying when all of ur past call you back. *homai! And today, i had 2. One was from whatsapp and another was from a call. Why?

Assalamualaikum. Hello and hye readers. Is that a sign that my prays being answer by Allah? The one whom connect with me thru call was worse - he prayed if my relationship with my bf fails, he is open to replace.

Lahaulawalaquwwataillabillahila'liula'zim!

Yes. Without hesitation i have to put the number in the list of numbers that i have to block and it becomes longer now. Why are mad people existed in this world?

The one who called me just now was another long-lost bf of mine. In the mid of our relationship, he suddenly disappeared just like that. I dont asked or even looked for it. And, now he suddenly appears for no reason. *haih!

I am tired --

Really tired. Respect him, i believe he will respect me. That's all. Maybe.

Jzkk.

Saturday, August 23, 2014

- am i?

Mum asked me : kenapa td marah bila on call?
Me : marah? Mane ade ma. Yg mane?
Mum : td yg baru cakap dgn mr.phang td tu.
Me : tak la. Along cakap mcm biase. Clarify dgn die a few things. Tp tak marah pun.
Mum : pastu ape? Tegas?
Me : mana ade. Hahahah. Biase je la.
Mum : patut la org lelaki takut nak kawan. Tegas naw!
Me : laaaa.... mane ade!!!!!

Assalamualaikum. It was me and my mum's conversation. And now i am like -- garang ke? Am i? [While eating laksa penang on my bed!]

[-..-]

Jzkk.

- i read action, not words

You may say that you love me for million times, but if no action taken so words just words.

Assalamualaikum. Hye readers. I am not that well to update any post. Kinda having very bad sore throat and flu - signs of bad fever! So, yup! This is amogst the shortest post ever.

Jzkk.

Thursday, August 21, 2014

- untitled [Pt. 5]

verily,

it has been set by Him
every beginning has its end



to accept with full heart



is the real challenge.

Wednesday, August 20, 2014

- simple make up for oily skin

Kemain sangat kan?! Very the taw! *kahh!

Assalamualaikum. Hye readers, lovers and haters. Today, i would love to share some tips on simple make up for oily skin. When i mention the word of simple, i mean a very simple make upwhich consist with 1. Moisturizer & toner 2. Compact powder 3. Lipbalm/lipstick 4. Blusher.

I believe this is suitable for all of us especially for a very-on-the-go people, muslim women - because we really have no point to wear on thick make up since we have to perform our wudhu' and for those who have oily skin issue.

Note - this is not for those whom suffer from sensitive skin. Because, i didnt refer to any dermatologist. These tips are solely based on my experience.

Easy! The picture shows the result. Btw, this is just to make sure our skin looks glowing and healthy. That's all. I know that it is not easy for me [oily skin] to make the make up stays. Some of us even ignore the make up products or some of us were overdo just to ensure the make up stays. Tips:  choose your moisturizer carefully. Please avoid cream or any oily-based moisturizer. For me, i choose to wear aloe vera gel as my moisturizer. It makes my skin glowing.

Allright. Our prophet, Muhammad (s.a.w) loves beauty and Islam also emphasizes the same condition. Malay says "dari mata turun ke hati". Just maintain our natural beauty. That's all.

Jzkk.

Tuesday, August 19, 2014

- (proud) daddy with children went outing

He is sexy. That's all i can describe about a man whom went hang out with his children. Definitely, i will keep on eyes on him. *ngeh!

Assalamualaikum. Hello and hye readers, lovers and haters. I am watching "Papa Hero Saya" a program on Astro Ria while waiting for my fav program - My Kitchen Rules on Diva. This is the first time i watch this program and this time around, the celebrity is Datuk Fazley with his 3 boys. He such a proud dad when he could handle all of his kids w/out his wife around. Of cojrse he knows how to win all of them since he is a motivator but, still there are some tips that i manage to catch along the program especially about how to control ur kids' food intake.

First thing first - please ensure that the foods are home-made foods! Despite we can preserve the vitamins, also we can ensure the cleanliness and safety. Yes, i mentioned the word of "safety" as in reference to colouring, seasoning and etc.

Okay. Unfortunately, that's the only tips which i manage to catch. *kahh! Nevertheless, it still important. Because once you were out with the kids they definitely want to eat. So, healthy foods are very important, aite?

Towards my journey to be a hot and sexy mommy, i start to mix and match any strategies, tips or discipline to raise  my kids.

The babies cant choose their daddy, but the mommy can. Wish me luck! *amin! #parentingtips #foodserves

Jzkk.

Monday, August 18, 2014

- tutu skirt

I am so in love with my skirts - and this tutu is just one of my collection. But, i had nasi lemat for diner tonight. *haih!

Assalamualaikum. Hye loves and hates. Thank you for blogwalking/stalking here. 11 days to go before the date. I cant stop from counting the date. *sobs! Well i am leaving for good. Ouh! I have not yet find a place to stay. *duhh!

Okay. 11 days to strictly watchout the food intake. Very strict! *haha! What have i ate today? Nasi lemak. Wadei. Ouhh! Instant nestum. And 3 liters of water. Yeah! I ate nasi lemak for breakfast and diner. *homai! I feel guilt now.

Btw, wearing skirt makes me look taller. *nyeh!

Jzkk.

Sunday, August 17, 2014

- he is a strong husband

A sentence that i could describe about Adam AF1 - matured. Smart. Very responsible in what he's doing.

Assalamualaikum. Btw, i am not a fan of Adam AF1. Man, seriously, i should say that i hate him. He just like a spoilt brat. but, i kinda impress with his changes now - as a husband, and a father to his stepkids. Ya Rabb, i pray that You will grant me such a sweet and strong husband to me and my kids. *amin!

He? He such a good company to me. Very fun, very responsible and i know that he loved me. I even know if we are married, he could be a good father to my kids or perhaps, a good househusband. But, i have to obey with what Allah has planned to me - "he is not the person, dear."

Well, what i thought is good for me, might not be the best. Aiye?

Missing him?

Yes. And he knows about it.

Jzkk.

Saturday, August 16, 2014

- untitled [Pt. 4]

Missing him - at this phase it is so normal.



But, he already said good bye.

Innalillahawainnalillahirrajiun. It painful.




Swear me - everything will be ok. Just, soon.

- untitled (Pt. 3)

I never gave up.

Never.

It is you who never fight.

Sometimes,




Silent is the loudest scream that you could hear.

- my bad habit

Can you see my jari kelingking yg terjojol keluar tu?  *haha! My bad habit which i cant control. It will automatically in that condition for no reason. *nyeh!

Just another great time with my mum. We went out for our steamboat. *nyum! Annndddddd, i have a chance to drive long distance for the first time. For the very first time by driving crv. *yeayme!

Alhamdulillah. Thank you for another great day Ya Rabb.

Jzkk.

- my saturday

I have a chance to drive long distance. Happy saturday loves and hates. Mwah!

Jzkk.

- untitled (Pt. 2)

Wake up late.
Cold and wet Saturday morning.

I read someone throws away all the poisons.
- Decide to make a new start.

From an old friendship.
The power of love.

Well done, dear.

- untitled [Pt.1]

i am not asking you to forgive me.



but,
i just want you to understand.


i choose to be the best of myself.


take care,

- rindu

i miss all the places of the olden days. perlis - perak, taiping especially and KL. it does not mean that i attach to my memories but every bad thing comes with good things. aite?

Assalamualaikum. hello and hye readers. i was spending my great time with arif danial today. yes, only two of us since his sister and brother went to schools. i cant cheat myself - whenever i am with a good kid, i feel like so motherly. *haha! i pray one day i will have my own children. *amin!

i am checking for the perfect time to go to perlis and perak which i hope i can make it before i start my job. i miss the moment when me and my ex-friend spent our time together for food-hunting in perlis. it was an awesome trip because we were traveling by train and bus.

i dont know to others. but for me, travelling together is a good point for you to learn bout yourself as well as ur partner. along the trip, you will face difficulties like financial, self-discipline to time, dining etiquette and etc. and, yes. i would love to have a very best and sexy travel buddy and hubby.

do you think i am a complicated person?

yes i am.

thanks for reading, loves and hates.

Jzkk.           

Thursday, August 14, 2014

- lazy nite

yeah! i kinda lazy to update my blog. wait! why it is so necessary for me to update my blog daily? *duhh! extra time? nothing to do? what else? what a life! *haha!

ouh. it seems like i dont have an opportunity to meet Ms. S by this August. kinda stuck with our clash-schedules. plus, i am so excited to spend my quality time with mom. so, insyaAllah i am gonna meet her by November. *amin!

anyway, congratulations JDT. good night loves.

Jzkk.

Wednesday, August 13, 2014

- when the night falls

... while waiting for my laundry to be done and i choose to update my blog. Yes, its all about choice.

Assalamualaikum. Hello and hye readers. It is 15 minutes pass the 2 o'clock. Not to say that i still awake but actually i just wake up from my sleep. I was suffering with migraine this evening so after i ate my diner i straight away went to sleep. My bad! *haha!

Life, is about choice. Your choice on how you want to live your life. #MH used to teach me once. He said, things could be discussed. And, you may choose your decision. If u want it good, so do good. If u want it bad, its up to you. And, just a little reminder every decision comes with consequences, neither good nor bad.

Every single morning, i wake up and i will remind myself to throw away all the bad things of yesterday. "Today is another new day, so make it perfect!" - this is the key to live in happiness. Simple, and it wont cost me anything.

Some people say it is easy to say but not to act. But it still worth to try, isn't? Hey, no one wants bad things to happen. Again, it is you to choose the choices. Bye loves.

Jzkk.

Tuesday, August 12, 2014

- raikan cinta

Not mine! Not yet. *haha! I just watched that program on astro. I dont know, but the way they end their love story was just -- over. Urk?

Assalamualaikum. Hello and hye readers. I am too tired to edit and upload a pic of today. Despite all the less fortunate issues happened last week, i managed to spend my time and money for shopping. Alhamdulillah. Happy me, yeay!

Of, btw. Pertaining the "raikan cinta" program. I dont understand why they have to spend the money in such way. I mean, why is it so wrong to hv a very simple wedding? Even though u have money. Where are the modesty and simple go?

I would love to have a very simple and sweet wedding function - as i used to imagine that my wedding function will be only at a mosque with a very simple function. Or, by a beach with only closest friends and family members to attend. Aint it sweet? When i say simple, i mean very simple. No beriani, no nasi minyak or other cliche menu. Just a wedding-hi tea function. Cool! *haha!

Of course you can. *hehe!

Oh my! 18 days left -- all is well. InsyaAllah. *amin!

Jzkk.

Monday, August 11, 2014

- it comes earlier!

I have nothing but to welcome my period pain. Innalillahawainnalillahirrajiun. I cant remember when was the last time i suffered from period pain. The bad news is, i dont have any pain killer with me. *sobs!

I am not good in handling my period pain. T_T

Jzkk.

Sunday, August 10, 2014

- latest progression

I am aiming to wear M for my convocation. #prayforme

All i need to do now is to adjust my back. *haha! I dont know but somehow i feel bless to have this figure. Even though its kinda difficult for me to find a good size for pants. Good for waist but not for hips. Or, good for hips but loose at waist. Slowly! Because i am trying my best to firm up other parts such as my thighs and my arms. But, why not to have Fergie's or JLo's cutting, isn't?

I love to see the new me. Alhamdulillah.

Jzkk.

- -ve vibes!

MasyaAllah. Provoking a person, extending and bragging an issue is not a smart strategy to fight in a battle. I'm sorry - but it shows how stupid you are.

If you wish to figth with me, let me share with you some tips.

1st - understand the chronology of the case. From the very beginning. If possible, analyse the "how/when/why/who" points. Because, normally a misunderstanding occurs when we mislook at a point.

2nd - analyse carefully my words. What have i said. It is important for you to stay in track. So, we will only focus on one issue. And, yes. I am talking bout one issue.

3rd - please. Please. Please. Please discuss with me, instead of arguing and fighting because fighting and arguing will cause me to rebel. Besides, it will consume more energy.

4th - no one side win. I will always make sure you have your chance to win too. But, please make sure that u hv very good and credible points to "kill" my words.

5th - stay sound mind and logic. If you are wrong, please admit that you are wrong rather than to blame me. Because i will make sure that you will bite your tongue.

6th - think and throw. Not vice versa. Please dont ruin your chance.

It is that easy, isnt? Easy for us.

So, stop bragging. Sinis, hina atau perli melalui laman sosial adalah sgt tidak digalakkan. Nampak tak indah pd mata org lain. And also, dapat membuka pintu fitnah dan umpatan drpd org. Plus, that's not my style.

Problem? Please direct to me.

Be good loves. Jzkk.

Saturday, August 9, 2014

- i ate a lot!

Urgh! I ate a lot.

Btw, ma gives me a chance - "please list out your preference for ur first car. We will look at the price and the long term value of the car."

One and only - volkswagon *hahahahahaha!

Eh. Wait. A house or a car? *hurm! By right, i need a car. But, why not a house? Or, maybe i can wait for a house, isn't?

Back to the topic - i ate a lot. I am happy but i am sad. How am i suppose to explain? I am happy because i can eat a lot but i am sad because i am thinking of my weighttt. *haha! Aduz's wed and my convocation will be on december. But, first thing first, i am going back to terengganu by end of this month! *hala!

I hate myself when the hormone changes. N now i blame the hormone? *adoi!

Jzkk.

Friday, August 8, 2014

- sadistic people

Assalamualaikum. Hye there! Thank you for blokwalking. May all of us have a bless day today. No matter how tough the day was - but still we need to feel thankful.

I hate people who love to create drama. *ahak! But, yes. I hate them. I feel like these kind of people are not sincere with themselves. How are they going to be true to others then?

But, whether i like it or not. Those people are existed everywhere in this entire world. So, watch out! *hehe!

Eh. I dont know why. But i feel a bit nervous when i am thinking about terengganu. Some sort of excited + nervous. *haih! May Allah helps to ease every difficulty. *amin!

And, tomorrow! I am going to cut my hair short. *yeay!

Jzkk.

Thursday, August 7, 2014

- craving for a very good nasi lemak or lamb chop

Mana nak dapat?! Alalalala. I cant wait to lepak pavilion. I really want to eat all the good foods.*haih!

This is the very clear symptom of my stress. *ahak! Ya Rabb, please. I dont know why i am stress. But all i know i am hungry. Or should i say, i am very hungry! *hehe!

Dear Saturday, please come early! Thanks.

Jzkk.

- personal mechanic bapak me!

Katenyeh! Yg penting abg tu ade kucing yg gebu dan gomok. *haih!

Assalamualaikum. Alhamdulillah. Everything goes well. The scratch on the door will be repaired with RM250 as the cost. Such a good price for a lesson on how to park a car. Even though i have to bear with thousand of curses and hatred from the owner. Alhamdulillah. I learn more from that scratch.

Ya Rabb, thank you for your bless. For the next time, if it happens again, i know where should i go or at least whom i should contact. Kinda cool to have my very own mechanic, aite! *kahh!

Btw, i cant stop thinking bout the cute cat! *hehe!

Jzkk.

- ujian tanda sayang

Assalammualaikum. good morning readers. hye!

such an early update on thur's early morning - cause normally i will make my update on late nights. have a bless thurs everyone. btw, i start my thur's morning  by a few sentences from Al-Kahfi. may Allah hears my reading. *amin!

hurmm. besides a few dramas happened this week, i am now comfortable with my new figure. from XXL to XL. *cewah! i am targeting to wear L size by end of this year. so i can attend my convocation with a very new of me. *yeay! #pray4me!

after a few months of completing our study, i can see that my classmates are everywhere now. couples of them will be pursuing their masters. Alhamdulillah. may Allah eases their difficulty. InsyaAlla, i will pursue my masters but not too soon. *amin!

there is something left in my memory - the dark side of every story in every chapter in my life.  *hurm! everyone commits mistakes. and me too. my mistake is i get too attach to my memory. it creates a sorrow feeling then. it makes me to stand in this position. Ya Rabb, verily, i am asking you to give me some strengths to be a person who could simply forgive and forget. *amin!

all right. i would love to dedicate every breathe of mine for Allah. every step and every action of mine only for Islam and Allah. let's be a better muslim peeps! Jzkk.  

- nanges puas

Nanges la hati. Nanges puas-puas. Biar esok jgn nanges lagi. Biarlah apa org nak fikir. Biarlah apa org nak kutuk. Biarlah mcm mane org layan kau pun. Takpe. Allah kan ada.

Hasbunallahwani'malwakil. Ya Rabb, i am hopeless now!

:,(

Jzkk.

Wednesday, August 6, 2014

- i'm looking for a reason why i have to cry

I cant find the best reason. There is something that i --

Speechless. I never made a confession about relationship except once. To him. I dont even know why i made such confession. I have to admit that i am suffering with my decision i make.

Nanges lagi! *sobs! I cant take it anymore. Tp tanak berhenti menangis jugak. Cemane?

Ya rabb!

Tuesday, August 5, 2014

- because i'm happy

sangatttttt!! *haha! Ogos yg akan berakhir. i cant stop from thinking about Terengganu. semua nak kena jimat. malam ni akan settlekan resume. akhirnya! me check jugak my result. Alhamdullillah. seadanya. sesuai dgn usaha.bak kata Ikhwan, "akak ni baguslah. semua jawapan "seadanya". senang nak jaga..." *kahh! entah. me bukan jenis yg nak serabut otak. yg penting usaha + ikhtiar and tawakal. selebihnya Qada" dan Qadr dariNya. boleh gitu?

Assalamualaikum readers. thanks sebab sentiasa menunggu my update. memang suka intai dr jauh kan? ouh! terima kasih jugak sbb doakan yg baik-baik utk me. mudahan makbul doa tu. amin.

nothing much to update - because me taknak ada yg salah paham dgn apa yg me post. lain org lain cara kan. ada yg jenis - baca, tanya and bincang. ada pulak yg jenis - baca dan buat kesimpulan. so, okay. takpelah. terpulang pd cara masing-masing. tp kt sini me memang harap sgt yg membaca dapat la bertanya dan berbincang. what i've said might be not like what you are thinking of. just share with me bout your thought because i  am very open for any discussion. tp biar kena cara dan medium ye?

btw, i would like to share about my research which titled "THE APPLICATION OF EMOTICONS IN TEXTING: GENDERS VS CLOSENESS" - Alhamdulillah. i got a solid A for the paper. from this research, i found that different gender apply emoticons differently. men apply emoticons as a leisure in communication but women apply emoticons as to emphasize the words. and, style of communications were different too. Men tend to be more straight to the point while women were not.

from that point - when #MH said "okey. sy xnak cakap pape. klu sye salah sye mintak maaf. selamat hari raya. jaga diri. bye."

and he meant it.    

dan, itu sebabnya me taknak jawab apa-apa. taip... padam. taip... padam. me memang tak kuat nak berbalah dgn die. biarlah. to those who know me well, me bukan perangai yg nak panjang-panjangkan kes. me tak buat kesimpulan pun. memang ada banyak benda nak tanya, nak kan penjelasan. but, what happened is happened. he chose to close the case and i choose to move on. salah me jugak yg terlebih prihatin dan ambil berat. so, yes, i am not going to say yes or no. he knows my prays. i ask Allah to take away everything which is not good for me. perhaps, Allah dah makbulkan my doa.

usaha dah. ikhtiar dah. tawakal yg ada. and, i leave everything to Allah. because He knows me better than others. Jzkk readers.

Saturday, August 2, 2014

- lebam!

Sehari acik sibuk hari ni jahhhh! Pepagi dh keluar g mandi + hantar kereta kak ngah. Then shopping sampai ke nilai 3. Sampai kt rumah nak kena g mantin plak. Perghhh! Memang tak rase nak tercabut pinggang acik.*ades!

Assalamualaikum. Acik memang dh kepenatan. Nak plak drive manual. Yesss! *kihh! Esok nak meronda seround lagi. Kali nak pergi nilai and ampangan. Fewiittt! Beraya katenye. Cewahh! Asalnya nak berjimba ke pavilion tp takde kawan la pulak. Tp takpe. Kita buat plan b. Itu je. *hikk!

Raya awak ok? Biar serba seadanya tp semua ada. Kan lebih afdhal. Take care sayangs. Jzkk.

Friday, August 1, 2014

- jemu dan jelak

Salam alaik. Taqaballahu minna waminkum. Minal aidil wal faizin.

Berlalu bulan penuh kasih sayang Allah. Terima kasih Ya Rabb! Hello and hye readers. Syawal ok? Tak pun... fitri meriah? Seadanya la yeh. Takde baju baru tak semestinya tak boleh nak raya. Pesan Rasullah pakai yg cantik-cantik. Kalau yg lama tu masih cantik, apa salahnya. Kan?

Since before, masyarakat kita dah disemaikan dgn persepsi "biskut raya", "baju raya", "duit raya" dan mcm2 benda lagi yg beradjektifkan "raya". Then, bila takde benda-benda yg beradjektifkan perkataan "raya" ni as if mcm tak boleh pulak nak sambut raya. *hurm!

Me, sejujurnya nak bg tahu persepsi ni sangat tak betul dan tak patut dianuti. Menjurus kepada pembaziran dan berlebih-lebihan. Tapi, tu lah. Puas ditegur pun tetap segitu jugak. Tetap semacam jugak buat perangai. *mencik!

Jauh ke laut bersembang! *kahh! Ape ke tajuk tadi? Jemu dan jelak yeh? *hoho! Meh nak bg tahu. My sabar and my kepercayaan ada limit yeh. Mintak mahap, buat. Mintak mahap, buat. Ulang dan ulang benda yg sama -- menyampah kot! Sekali, mungkin tak sengaja. Tapi kali kedua dan seterusnya itu memang pilihan si pelaku.

Awak ada masalah? Ouh! Saya jugak ada masalah. Jiran saya pun ada masalah. Saya yakin jiran awak pun ada masalah. SEMUA org ada masalah. Tp, bila masalah yg awak ada tu awak tempiaskan pada saya, awak lepaskan marah dan rajuk awak pada saya, saya rasa awak dah melampau sangat tu. Sedangkan saya takde kaitan langsung dgn masalah tu.

Pernah hati ni disiat sekali. Dan ini, kali yg kedua. Ask for forgiveness? You may. But, its up to me to forgive you. Because i wont forget.

Everyone being tested. But, the keywords here is how to control. THAT'S ALL.

Somehow, me selalu terfikir -- apesal org nak susahkan benda yg senang? *haih!

Jzkk.