People change.
But,
He changes a lot - positive.
No more marah-marah. Nada lebih cool and sexy. *hurm! He is a better man now. Alhamdulillah. Melihat dia membesar dgn lebih baik sepanjang dua tahun berkawan ni, makes me wonder apa yg buat dia berubah?
Moga terus-terus dimakbulkan doa mak dan ayah. *amin!
Good night: #MH a.k.a Mr. Hersheys nan sekeping!
Bahagia. Nampak?
Assalamualaikum. Allahurabb! Check the cheeks please! *phew! Yg ni hasil chicken pop corn setiap hari. *ehe!
Day 17th at home. I start to feel uneasy. Well, not to say that i am not doing anything at home. In fact, i am assisting my mum. Tapi, bila dah biasa dgn jadual yg padat and suddenly u dont have anything like that -- nah! Obviously will find a job to do. At least, by reading a book!
I always keep reminding myself - be ready! Nak jd penganggur pun kena buat mental preparation. Kan?
Jzkk.
Well, i am perfectly imperfect. It just recently there is something wrong my heart.
I believe I didnt hold revenge. But, I tend to be so "berhati kering". Entah. Akibat daripada hati dah selalu sangat hancur agaknye. I lost my empathy. *hurm! Well, it is not a good sign.
Kadang-kadang, rasa perlu utk berhati kering. Tapi, rasa mcm kejam pulak.
Jzkk.
*dupdap! *dupdap!
Assalamualaikum. Gonna have a very pack weekend.
- Thursday; to attend the interviews.
- Friday; Johor, i am coming!
- Saturday; the wedding day of my cousin.
Hmm. Hmm. Maka, sibuklah fitting baju. Check make up. Check resume. Check questions for the interviews. More and more. Nervous! Ya Rabb, hopefully I wont get panic attack on that day. *aameen! Kalau tak mmg habislah I muntah-muntah. *hurm!
All right. Tomorrow. That day will be the day after tomorrow.
Jzkk.
Haaa! I secured three interviews to attend by next week. *phew!
Assalamualaikum. Hye readers. Such a busy week but not too busy to compare with the next week -
PTPTN. [To be confirmed]
Interview 1. [To be confirmed]
Interview 2 and 3 and meet the girls [Confirmed. all in one Thursday!]
Eh. Btw, this is the very first outing to KL after i came back from Terengganu. Kalau tak sebab kena attend interview, I tak lalu jugak nak hadap KL. *wekk!
Be as an adult is not an easy thing. Mcm lambat je tumbesaran I kan? *haha! Only now i understand why money is so important. Why you have to be selfish. Why you have to look at your priority. Why this. Why not that. *hurm!
But, it never too late. Aite? I will always remember apa yg Nana pesan:
"Dalam hidup ni, jgn fikir susah-susah. Nak lagi kalau kau belum lalui benda tu. Lain org, lain cara walaupun masalah tu sama. Yg penting, kena belajar apa yg ada dlm setiap masalah tu. So next time, lebih senang. Mcm tu la cara nak survive!"
Me and her definitely contra to each other. She is very simple about life. Unlike me, I am a bit particular and paranoid. Jrg jumpa. Always disconnected. But once dah dapat jumpa, I wil, make sure that it will be a high quality meeting between us. The best is, die yg tak sabar tgk I naik pelamin. Btw, die mmg suka berangan. *haha!
All right. Half an hour passes 1 o'clock now. Good night.
Jzkk.
I notice that i easily attracted with not-so-fair guys! I.e Mr.Pharrel William and Mr. Will.I.Am. Well, obviously i didnt so into their music career but their in person personality instead. They look so yummy. *haih!
Assalamualaikum. Hello and hye! Oh boy. I was so busy today but Alhamdulillah I have done all of them. HasbiyAllah.
Gonna have very busy days ahead -
> dress for convocation.
> preparation for job interview.
> dress for aduz's wed.
> be ready for terengganu and jb!
It seems i have to hold my wishlist for a moment.*sobs! First thing first.
Jzkk.
Err... i am not that certain now. But obviously, his call made me feel good!
Assalamualaikum. Hye! I got the signs after one and another. Alhamdulillah. How could you get a clear picture without asking the main source? Hell, no. Aite? So now, both of us are good! I faham apa yg die nak and die paham ape yg i nak (kot!). Anyway, thank you for the clarification you! Thank you sebab maafkan I. Promise! Takkan buat lg. *ngeh!
Lega. Selesai. Boleh tidur dgn double nyenyak -- and of course, wake up with good feelings inside. *yeay!
Well, he loves challenges. And, yes. Its all about to begin.
Jzkk.
Two days before: I asked Allah to give me a hint. Just a hint.
Yesterday: i met my long lost BFF. We talked about marriage. Kids. Future plan to further study. Family. Husband. A lottttt!! SubhanAllah. Rase nak kawinnnn!!! *haha! I adore her. (Ya Rabb, rase mcm dpt sign yg i dah ready nak kawinnn!!)
Last night: i felt like something was missing somewhere. (Confused!!!)
This morning: i woke up with uneasy feeling inside me. *nanges!
Now: i fully understand - org lelaki ni die tahu kalau perempuan tu suka kt dia. Guess what? That will be the tool for them to make a special request for what they want. How i got the sign? While watching my fav series on Diva.
Lambat dapat signal! Lambat nak paham! Makanye, all this while hati ni cuma perasan sendiri la kan? Kan? Sedihhhhhh. HAHA. A slow learner rupenye. Lg la sedihhh! Sekarang, sila hantukkan kepala ke lantai!
*jzkk!
There was a moment when Remy Ishak said he wont marry that actress because she did not move on from her past. Well, the actress was a divorcee and she keeps on talking about her previous marriage everywhere. My reaction by that time was "yeah right!!! Move on je la."
Bukan senang nak move on actually. I swear! I woke up this morning with an incomplete feeling inside me. I feel like something wrong goes somewhere. But i cant explain what is it. Well, it suffocates me.
The first step is always the hardest. But, entah.
Jzkk.
Assalamualaikum. Hye readers. Hye #MH. Happy anniversary my dear ex-boy! Eh? *haha! Pejam-celik, kelap-kelip we are friends for two years now. Still. All of the good prayers go for you #MH.
Missing him? Hmm. Maybe. Whenever the sweet memory comes, i cant help myself from thinking about him. What a sad life. *hurm!
Dear #MH,
Andai suatu hari I hilang, missing in action, missing from you sights - I hope you understand my good intention. I want nothing but all of the good things for you. Get it boo?
Jzkk.
Salam alaik readers. Im gonna wear green for the whole week! Well, this is my last week. Bye Terengganu! Nervous. *dupdap!
Btw, i have shared about the progression of my strict diet on my instagram. Alhamdulillah. It shows positive progression. And, i am happy.
Well, a couple of months (or, i shall say years!) to go. No force but tight discipline. I just ask myself - tak penat ke carry overweight? *haih!
Jzkk.
Out to fetch up my cousin and, i had a chance to drive a Kelisa.
Assalamualaikum. Hello and hye there. I was so comfortable with him. Small and easy. To compare with Viva, Kelisa is very comfortable. Maybe because it is small and lowered. I am expecting more or less the same for Perodua Axia - lowered and easy. I have a feeling that Axia and I will be a good couple. *aameen!
I hope now you could understand why i love the Beetle so much! Well, the perfect match ever. *haha!
Jzkk.
Pernah tanya diri mcm mana bahagia diukur?
Assalamualaikum. Hello and hye readers. Hello #MH. *ehe!
I love to see people around me. I love to see how they define happiness. Obviously it is very subjective. Some might be enuf with RM50. Some might need RM500. to the other some, they might need more than RM5000.
Since i was small, i never wanted to live in a huge house, big car or to wear/to carry branded items. It is what it is. Cantik, elok dan sedap mata memandang dah okay sangat. Thank God I am not so obsess to wear branded shoes, shirts or other stuff.
At the age of Thirty (soon!), I have a dream to have a very simple and easy life. Sederhana tapi sempurna - Small and sweet family. Small and sweet house. I guess, that's how i define my happiness.
May 1436H be a better year for all of us. *aameen!
Jzkk.
Instead of me get a job, my babah is being promoted to a new post. *wohoo! Congratulations babah. I love you. *mwah!
October will be ended. I have so much fun in this month. Alhamdulillah. Well, it is not easy to move from my comfort zone but i think i must do it Lillahita'ala. I know i have to sacrifice a lot of things - but - if it is worth to move, then i choose to move.
I had a confession session with #MH just now. A thing that i must do before he sums up to a conclusion. Alhamdulillah. It went well.
1436H, you will see a new me. A better version of me. InsyaAllah. *aameen!
Good night. Jzkk.
Unfortunately my proposal was rejected by him. *haih!
Salam Maal Hijrah. Another new year for Muslim all around the world. Due to that reason, i asked from him to break up but, he definitely said NO.
Instead, he said he will fix up the mistakes he made. *hadeh! So now, the situation is under control. I dont know why i was so determined to ask for break up. Lillahita'ala i have a feeling that this relationship will go no where.
Paranoid. Or, too early. Maybe.
Jzkk.
I have a very mixed feelings.
Suka. Sayang. Selesa. Sedih.
Assalamualaikum. The two-months is almost over. Makin nak habis, rasa makin dekat. How? Allahu Rabb.
The teacher-students' bonding is getting closer. Mcm tu perasaan cikgu rupanye. I pray to Allah that my kids will have good teachers too.
Dear all of my students, both SMKPN and SMKSS
You will always be in my prays. My thought and my love will never ended. Our friendship might be a short while but every of you are unique in you own. Take care kids. Teacher loves you!
Muah! Jzkk.
Assalamualaikum. Hello and hye. Happy sunday!
Woke up early today since i have to attend a rehearsal session with SMK Padang Negara at Stadium Tertutup Gong Badak. Unfortunately, when i reached at the said place, there was no one. *confused!
But, it is okay. At least i can do something else. Enjoy your sunday readers.
Jzkk.
"No, not now dear. Not yet..."
"No, you just on the wrong direction..."
"No, it does not suit you well honey..."
"No, you are not strong enough for in coming problems..."
"I have a better plan for you..."
Those are just the other way of how Ya Rabb Ya Razzaq anwers our questions or shall i say our request or do'a? Well, He never ignored us.
Tanya sama hati - mampu pulak nak redha? Mampu?
Assalamualaikum. Good morning kesayangans.
Finally i am back to my crib (by force!). Due to financial constraint and other issues. InsyaAllah, everything will be fine. *aameen!
Back to my daily routine - sweat and salty drink are my daily dosages which compulsory for me to have it. I love to start my morning in such way. It boost my confidence and happiness. U better try!
Dear readers, i am going to attend for an interview on this Wednesday. My very first interview. A walk-in interview with *ehem! Segan pulak nak sebut. But, anyway please pray for me because actually i am not qualified for the interview. But, who knows, aite?
Normally, we will be tested with our choice. Yes, indeed. But, always remember that it is a sign of love from Him. It means He is giving His attention on us. So, dont forget to istighfar whenever we can. Okayh?
Take care. Jzkk.
More than just a baby sister.
.
.
More than just a friend.
.
.
Thank you for our three years together.
Thank you for listening to me whenever i have no one.
Thank you for our ukhuwah.
One day day soon, we might stay apart -- far from each other. But i hope you know that I will always love you so much.
Always take care my baby sister. Always be good my love.
InsyaAllah, kita jumpa kt syurga nanti.
We born just next to next! #scorpion
Assalamualaikum. Hello and hye readers. Good morningggg!!
Its kinda annoyed when people keep buzzing you in the morning - but - i find it less annoy especially when the buzz was from him. Just right after my solat, he called me. Whatlah! =..=
Happy eid-adha loves! We heard a lot of bad news lately. My deepest condolences to family of Allahyarhamah Siti Yuslianis - ISM Pengurusan Risiko dan Takaful. Verily, Allah loves you and your mom more dear. Be good over there, ok?
Our turn will be anytime. Just sooner or later.
5 days passed the October. And, I cant stop figuring out my future. Ya Rabb Ya Razzaq, please make it easy for me.
Jzkk.
Kalau kelmarin, saat sedang melawat my junior yg accident, saat itulah rasa nak pitam, nak muntah. Dan semalam, i kept feel hungry even though i already had my meal and today i am suffering from dizziness and nausea.
Assalamualaikum. Macam ong pregnant! Hamik. This is not my first time having this period pain symptom but definitely this is not an enjoyable thing. Mana larat nak layan rasa mual dan mabuk all the time. *sobs!
Dear abang,
Dont get any wrong idea about this symptom. Remember Izzah in Ombak Rindu? Yes. That's it. Jangan nanti abang nak tiru Harith nak hantuk2 kepala kt dinding pulak. Ok? Love you. Take care abang.
Abang sangat. *ngeh! Jzkk readers.
Unlike other subjects, i believe my subject is quite tough.
Assalamualaikum. Hello and hye readers. Today i am with SMKPN and yes, for the class of gamelan. I have two types of students - 1 smart students and 2 less smart students. It is obvious to see how these two types of students learn how to play the instruments.
The smart students have their own initiative to learn, to play the instruments. While the less smart students, they are easily get bored, distracted and etc. After a weeks of classes they show me different progression and i have to say the less smart students fail to adapt and adopt anything.
Ya Razzaq, i totally know the feeling as a teacher now. Yes. If I be a parent soon, i should not blame the teachers if my kids are less smart. InsyaAllah.
I am munching my popcorn. Yummeh.
Jzkk.
Month of love -- its finally here. Yeay!!!
Assalamualaikum. Oyeah. After i have to wait for 9 months, and now its here. Be nice to me dear Oct.
I have another 2 days to teach my gamelan's class before my very last break. After this, no more long break for me. *haih! But, its ok. InsyaAllah everything will be fine. *aameen!
Hey, happy eid-adha loves. Take care.
Jzkk.
Tipu sangat kalau kata hilang
Tipu sangat kalau kata lupa
Tipu sangat kalau kata cicir
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But, when i said i am done. Its done.
At least,
I dont have to cheat.
I dont have to keep.
I dont have to feel.
Koyak rabak jiwa beta dek kerana dihina.
Not obese. Please!
I kinda obsess with my lips. Sorry! Aha! So, perfect colour is very important me. Nah. Belanja molot seciput. *ngeh! #MH used to call that scarf as "alas meja". Cis.
Assalamualaikum. Finally, its raining in Kuala Terengganu. Btw, just a little reminder - be beautiful inside out loves. Your words, represent yourself. Yes, people will definitely fall in love with your first 10 secs. But, your attitude, your words will help to be long-last.
Gonna enjoy the rain. Yeay!
Take care loves. Jzkk.
Assalamualaikum. Hello and hye loves. Thank you for blogwalking.
This week is the last week of September 14. So, next week will be a new month - OCTOBER. Hello October babies. *eheh!
Well, despite my sad story about the sad ending of my relationship with #MH, i should say i have had great fun for this month. With mommy. With my bff. With my cousins. With my little sisters. With my new friends. With my students. And, a lot! Gonna celebrate my 30th soon, so for me to be older and wiser is very expected. But, am i? *haha! Allahu. Countless blesses.
Back to the topic. My real life begins at 30. As i mentioned before, yes. My journey is kinda late but better than never. Isn't? So, yes. I start to plan about my financial. First thing first, my loan for study. I didnt surprise when she told that i've been blacklisted by PTPTN. It is in my expectation. *haha! But, PTPTN had given me a solution on how to clear my name from being blacklisted. Alhamdulillah. Kalau tak, muda-muda lg dah declare bankcruptcy. *haih! I might have to spend around RM400.
Next, insurance. There you go. Like, wowwe! At least, an insurance for myself. Well, the future is not ours to see. Why not to have a protection? Say, i have to spend about RM250.
Then, saving! Wohoo. See! If i stick with the rules of 10% of my salary so i have to save about RM200 per month.
So, more or less i have to "spend" about RM900 for these three items. *phew!
Transportation? Accommodation? Umar and Khadeeja? Bills? Master? Emergency? My entertainment, my other loan (personal loan, vehicle loan and etc) will be among the least of my priority. Ya Allahurabb Ya Razzaq. I am totally speechless.*haha! How could i survive with RM2000.00 salary?
Allright. Have you plan your financial dears? Say if u have not yet, u better to start now. Its never too late.
Jzkk.
I feel bless with teeth!
Assalamualaikum. Today is 1st Zulhijjah - yeay! Let's fasting. Happy fasting dears. But, unfortunately i didnt fast for today since i have to accompany my cousin to go here and there. It was a very tiring day but still awesome.
Gosh! I think this is my first time to share this kind of reaction with the public. Yes. I do not pouting all the time. So, here it is. Say whatever u want to say about this photo.
Ouh. Btw, i think i am ready to come out with my very own skirts and shawls. Yes. To start a business. Yes. I bought the material. Pray for me, cant you? *thankyou! *aameen!
I cant wait to sew my very first skirt and shawl. Just wait! *heee!
Allright. Enjoy the first ten days of Zulhijjah. It is among the important days in Islam. It fulls of blesses.
Take care. Jzkk.
Yang hilang separuh nyawa
Yang kekosongan separuh jiwa
Yang mencari separuh gila
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I am ready to close our chapter - if i can slowly loved you before, i can slowly hate you now.
Missing you will be part of my happiness.
.
.
Thinking of you will be part of my strengths.
Thank you Ya Razzaq for taking him away from me. Thank you for granting my do'a. Of course, for best reasons - I am ready to let him go. Lillahitaala.
Almost 2. Take care #MH
Jzkk.
Revenge?
Better not.
I will prefer to use the word of Kifarah. What goes around comes around. Fair play.
Take care love.
Jzkk.
She might not special to you, but to me she is everything. It is good to have the best listener whom could understand you like no one else could do.
Assalamualaikum. Finally. Finally. After i spilled out everything to her, only now i feel relieve.
Fariza Pak Aziz,
Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. We are 5 years now and still counting for more best moment together. Aku sayang kau ketat-ketat. Jumpa kt syurga, okayh? Mwah ciked!
Sleep tight loves. Jzkk.
Have a happy Wednesday everyone.
Assalamualaikum. Hye and hello readers. I am glad to know that now i feel better than yesterday. *alhamdulillah!
This morning, i took a few minutes to revise about the 30 chapters in my life. From the first day i was born, till now i am still breathing.
To compare with the standard of our society, my ultimate achievements were quite late or slow. While others have had their masters by 25, i get my degree when i am 30. When others have 2 or 3 children, i am still looking for the best zauj for me. Still and still. Nevertheless, i never regret my journey. Everything has been written from the first day i was created, remember? It might be late for the society but not for Him.
The last question which always comes across my mind, in fact for every day - ARE YOU READY FOR YOUR LAST BREATH?
Jzkk.
Assalamualaikum. I just bought a metal belt from an instaseller - RM35. btw, this is not my first time to shop from ig. In fact most of my daily care products i bought from instasellers. I even have a loooooooong waited list of things to buy from instagram. *kahh! Anyway, Thank you @FNSHOPHOLIC for ur best service so far. InsyaAllah, i will shop more from you.
What i would like to emphasize here is about customer service. Some instasellers fail this point. Maybe because of the transaction does not occur front to front so they can simply ignore this part.
Masa mintak duit, bukan main manis mulut awak. Bila awak buat silap, kita juga yg awak marah. Peliknya, kita minta elok-elok. Awak pulak nak maki-maki kita. Mungkin, bisnes awak kencang sgt agaknya sbb tu awak dgn senang hati nak maki kita. Kalau ngn retis, kemain meliuk-lentok awak punya puji. Mentanglah kita bukan retis. Yg tak boleh blah, siap bg tracking number yg salah. *hurm!
Pity those instasellers. Yet, u claim others try to ruin ur business. Babe, its all because of ur attitude ya. No matter how small their contributions to you, you have to appreciate it. Adat bila berjual beli, memang akan ada yg byk songeh.
Trust me. Because i am a seller too - for over twenty years!
Have a bless Tuesday loves. Jzkk.
Cukup gila. Cukup gedik. Cukup poyo.
When i actually feel so comfortable to be the real me when i am with him.
Assalamualaikum. Hello and hye readers. Ya Rabb. Such a hectic week. And, only today we both had a chance to have a long chat. Yes, just a chat since he was busy with his cousin's wed. Congratulation future cousin. *aameen!
Tomorrow will be my first hero's birthday - BABAH. i love you babah. No matter how many times i create troubles, you will never disowned me. Kak long anak yg degil kan bah? But, i promise you. I will find the best son in law for you. *aameen!
And him! Yes, him. Just him. Nope, i am not gonna talk bout him. Just yet.
Take care loves. Jzkk.
I really have no idea why i am having a difficulty to update my post on ig. *huwaa!
Assalamualaikum. Everyone will notice that i am exhausted. I am having a very pack-long journey since Sept, 15th until today. *sobs!
The picture and this post - disconnected. *haha! The caption should be "acik co-pilot yg penat melayan pakcik pilot yg mengarut". I cant wait to reach home. Nak peluk cium my cats, of course.
Hey! A few weeks away. *dupdap! *dupdap! InsyaAllah everything will be fine. *aameen!
Jzkk.
Assalamualaikum. Hye! After quite a long time i didnt touch him, anddddd! Finally i can touch him. I miss the blackberry so much.
Nah! I belanja 1 posing. Take care loves. Jzkk.
Assalamualaikum. Hello and hye readers. Hye stalker a.k.a #MH.
Live broadcast from B81, Felda Ulu Tebrau - rumah my nanny to be specific. InsyaAllah, i will accompany Kak Tin to register to UMT today. I have a very pack schedule for this break. 2 days before I travelled from Kuala Terengganu - Seremban. Yesterday, i travelled from Seremban to JB. Today, insyaAllah JB - Kuala Terengganu. While tomorrow, Kuala Terengganu - Sepang. Wohoo! And! Last but not least, by 21st Sept, insyaAllah Sepang - KL. I dont know, i just love it so much. Busy day. Pack schedule. It is me.
Well, my contract will be ended in another few weeks. Part of me feel sad. Part of me feel worried now. I really have to double up my job hunting's efforts. InsyaAllah, i will meet my very first bf soon. #prayforme ya?
I hate to call myself as a choosy but a particular, instead. Because, there are a few things that i dont really particular and vice versa. For a job, yes i have to be a little bit particular. Why? And what kind of particular that i am looking for.
When I am talking about a job, it means i am talking about Halal and Haram of the rezeki. Of course i have to be a little bit particular since i will eat and use the money. The number is just a number. I mean, there will be no point if u have a big salary but u lost the barakah. Aite? So, halal and barakah are two things that i am looking for in a job. I hope all of us are looking at the same direction too. Believe me or not, it will reflect to our daily life or i could say yes, it will a create a positive impact to us.
Such a long story for this post. *haih! All rite. Sobahulkhair loves! Have a god day.
Jzkk.
Have you ever experienced on how to be molested? N, now i feel it.
Assalamualaikum. Hello and good morning loves. Well, the picture is obviously contradicting my title. How could you smile after u've be molested? *haih!
I am not talking about physical touch of molest. But enough with a man purposely get into my room without my permission while i was not wearing my scarf. *hurm! I dont know bout you but i was totally pissed off with that situation. When i try to cover my hair he suddenly said "tak payah tutup2 la kak long. Tak de ape2 pun". I tell you, that was the moment that i about to cry - murahnya rasa. That's how people think about you, L. To that extend. Yes. It is nothing to you but it is something to me. I know i am staying in his house (by force!), but it does not mean he could access my room anytime that he wants. Like, hello? Dont u think i deserve ur respect?
Zina starts with you free your hair. Once you get comfortable, you will freely wear short. Then, sleeveless. Simple, isn't? MasyaAllah.
Senyum salah. Tak senyum salah. Baik salah. Tak baik pun salah. Serba tak kena. Why people tend to misunderstand my kindness? *haih!
Well, today i have a meeting with PKW. Of course it is about gamelan. Hopefully it will get something from the meeting. *aameen!
Take care readers. Jzkk.
Oh bulan,
Sampaikan rinduku
Oh bintang
Kirimkan cintaku
Yang hilang pastikah bersatu
Oh sayang
Di mana dirimu
Demi Allah, 2 months are like 2 years now. Ma and babah, i am counting days.
:'(
I am using redOne now or i am a redOne user now.
Assalamualaikum. I know, its kinda hurt me when Mr.C starts to charge my internet. *hukhuk! Fyi, previously i used my internet for free. *sobs! I have to say that "Allah has taken something from you only to replace with something good". So, bertabahlah hati. *nyeh!
And, of course you wont see me online 24/7. *huwa! It is a sign that i have to work extra hard from now on.
Spending my time in Terengganu, i cant avoid myself to think bout ma and babah. It just a sign that i cant stay far away from them. Allahurabb. InsyaAllah, may Allah gives me the best for me and my family and insyaAllah my future family - me and my kids.
I used to think to be a second wife. For the sake to get a baby. Once i get pregnant so my hubby could divorce me. But, i have a second thought that i will only cause him to go straight to the hell if i fail to teach my kids. So, okay. I decide to adopt babies. Perhaps, one boy and one girl. That's why i mention about me and my kids. Pray for me. *aameen!
Being ungrateful is always not a choice. We might think that rm25 is nothing but to others the rm25 meant everything. Tonight, i learnt about to be thankful. If i think that i am poor, there are others who are poorer than i am - so, let's start saving!
How will you react when people has a connotation of "dia org senang. Takpelah. Takde je mintak, time tu jugak dapat..." on YOU?
Jzkk.
The only thing about love is selfless. So, if you are not in that stage yet it means you are not insanely in love.
LOVE.
A ticket to be crazy. A ticket to be the other side of me. A ticket to love what i hate eventhough i hate it the most. A ticket to make my world upside down.
Just a ticket - LOVE.
Where i saw my heart was broken into pieces just like a shattered glass. Where i saw it drove my insane with my reality.
Does it means LOVE is harmful?
Wrong timing. Wrong participant. Wrong attendance. Wrong lesson. But it was a life-worth experience.
Wake up dear heart. Wake up dear imaan. There's nothing wrong with LOVE but how the participants play the role to understand the subject.
InsyaAllah, for a better journey. *aameen!
Jzkk.
My first selfie, my first update from my little heaven. *alhamdulillah!
Assalamualaikum. Finally, officially i am moving to my uncle's crib. All i need is just a little spark to push me "just go". N, yes. Here i am now. Frankly speaking, i feel so welcome to be part of this small family. *alhamdulilah! I have my own castle - master bedroom with attached bathroom. 3+2+1 sofa set in my room. A special swing so i can berangan anytime that i want and the location is a bit isolated from other areas. I have to say that the room is just perfect.
Now, i have another 7 weeks to survive in terengganu. Suddenly i feel like it will be a very short period for me. *kahh! Despite all the bad news happened, i still had my best moment today with my little sisters - Asma' and Najwa. May the friendship stays forever. Allhurabb. Thank you. *alhamdulillah!
I have nothing to say and i know this is nothing to compare with what u have gave to me but Alhamdulillah. Thank you Allah.
Jzkk.
Assalamualaikum. Hello and hye readers. My very last day in UniSZA. I mean, i will no more stay overnight in here. Today, i will officially stay at my uncle's crib. *haih!
So, today - is the day where i hv to bring all of my stuff to his house. Omo! My stull are like another ton of... anything. It still a lot! N, today they are going to see me around without my makeup. Not even a layer of powder or a pump of moisturiser. Yeay! The lazy me. But at least i took my bath. *haha!
Throughout these days, i hv to say that i've being tested with patience. I hv to wait for the store to be opened. I was here since Aug 31st and it can only be opened by today Sept 6th at 2.30pm. See! I hv to wait for another hours. They really have no idea how i have to survive with 2 shirts and 2 pants and 1 skirt. Allahurabb. N, my horse is not here yet. I posted him by Aug 28th and I dont even know when will him to be arrived. I dont want to blame anyone. I believe that Allah has chosen me to be tested. Alhamdulillah. I have no argument.
I pray to have a better day, today. InsyaAllah. Take care.
Jzkk.
Allah has stripping everything that i thought it will be good for me. *MasyaAllah!
Assalamualaikum. Hye stalkers. This is me with nyx. Finally, i manage to adjust the colour so it isnt too striking on lips. To wear nyx, it has a technique which they call it as "dap..dap" technique. Not a short form of "sedap-sedap" hokayh. "Dap-dap" technique is basically a technique where you have to take small portions of the cream/liquid and put it at the area that u want to apply the cream/liquid. Then, you can apply the cream/liquid all over ur face using the portion which u applied before. Easy?
Use the same technique when u want to apply ur nyx liquid matte, "dap-dap" here and there and apply all over the lips by using ur finger. *Walah! You are now ready to hit the road. *haha!
Btw, it is good to have the best listener around. *Alhamdulillah! And, happiness is not a destiny, but a journey instead.
Jzkk.
Assalamualaikum. Hello NYX lovers. i have this colour to let go. I used it once unfortunately i dont like the texture and the colour as well. It is too striking on my lips. I bought it at rm38 + rm6 for postage = rm44 but i want to let go at rm30 only including postage. NO COD will be entertained.
Please respond to this post or u may wechat me at my id lareinechika.
Thank you in advance.
Jzkk.
I start to get used with unknown numbers. And now, bored!
Assalamualaikum. Hello loves! Happy Hari Merdeka to Malaysia. A day which everyone has their own style of celebrating it. Me? Safely landed to Sultan Mahmud Airport yesterday, and now i am in unisza. That's how i celebrate my merdeka. Btw, how you and me celebrate the day isn't that important but what does it mean to you instead.
Last night, i received a call from an unknown and i just let the call be a misscall. I dont know the caller and the call was at 2.30am! I mean, hello! At 2.30am. Really?
As i mentioned, i start to get used with calls from unknown number at very late night.
This is one of the risks when u never changed ur number. I've been using this number for 10 years now. And, it might be those in my past try to catch me up which obviously i am not interested to know. *haha!
I am a person who will keep good friends with me. So i will try my best at least to have ur number, FB, Instagram or email. If i dont any of the options for you, it means i am not interested. Get it?
Happy holiday. Happy merdeka day.
Jzkk.
Assalamualaikum. Hello and hye readers. Gonna leave KL by 1555hrs today. And now i am waiting for my flight to TGG. Gonna miss my mum the most.
"Mintak dihalalkan semuanya ma - daripada setitik susu hingga ke sepinggan nasi. InsyaAllah, jumpa November nanti. Amin"
Guess what. She gives all of her effort to fulfill my wish to tapau some foods for my journey to terengganu. Which, i actually dont understand bout myself because for previous flights i never requested anything. Plus, to know that she has to run the business alone for today, Ya Rabb. I am so worried. Take care of her Ya Rahman. Please. That's a ll i beg from You now. She's all i have.
Really. I hate this feeling. May Allah helps to ease everything.
Jzkk.
Verily, i want to hug and kiss every of them. Every. But, i just cant.
Assalamualaikum. Hye readers. The August will be ending soon. Nope. Thats not the point. How u ever felt like you miss someone but you cant do anything with that --
Except,
A good pray. Hoping that everything is fine.
Ya Rabb, i dont know what to do. I really want to be next to them badly. To have good laughs, tears, happiness and sadness. Now. I want it now. But i dont know how to start. *haih!
Half of me wants that. And the other half says, NO. Not just yet. U need your "me time".
Loves, we may stay apart. Far from each other. But, trust me. You are in mind like in every breath of mine. I am not standing by my ego, stubborn or etc. I am giving us the space, the time.
Believe me. I love you. Take care loves.
Jzkk.
Dont ask me why. I just cant stop!
Assalamualaikum. How are doing? I have a few days left before i fly to terengganu on this 30th. InsyaAllah, everything will be ok.
Since i have just a few days left, so i spend a lot of my times in mum's kitchen. Experimenting the mutton? Of course. He drives me crazy.
Whenever be in the kitchen with mum, she cant help herself from mentioning #MH's name --
"Susah la apiz mcm ni kalau hari-hari nak makan kambing..."
"Teruk la apiz kalsu nak layan tekak kau kak long. Pokai nti..."
"Apiz tak keje ke hari ni? Sihat?"
How i pray i could tell her --
We have end our relationship, mum. Almost a month now. He is with another gf now. *hurm! How to tell mum ekh?
How? Jzkk.
Kinda annoying when all of ur past call you back. *homai! And today, i had 2. One was from whatsapp and another was from a call. Why?
Assalamualaikum. Hello and hye readers. Is that a sign that my prays being answer by Allah? The one whom connect with me thru call was worse - he prayed if my relationship with my bf fails, he is open to replace.
Lahaulawalaquwwataillabillahila'liula'zim!
Yes. Without hesitation i have to put the number in the list of numbers that i have to block and it becomes longer now. Why are mad people existed in this world?
The one who called me just now was another long-lost bf of mine. In the mid of our relationship, he suddenly disappeared just like that. I dont asked or even looked for it. And, now he suddenly appears for no reason. *haih!
I am tired --
Really tired. Respect him, i believe he will respect me. That's all. Maybe.
Jzkk.
Mum asked me : kenapa td marah bila on call?
Me : marah? Mane ade ma. Yg mane?
Mum : td yg baru cakap dgn mr.phang td tu.
Me : tak la. Along cakap mcm biase. Clarify dgn die a few things. Tp tak marah pun.
Mum : pastu ape? Tegas?
Me : mana ade. Hahahah. Biase je la.
Mum : patut la org lelaki takut nak kawan. Tegas naw!
Me : laaaa.... mane ade!!!!!
Assalamualaikum. It was me and my mum's conversation. And now i am like -- garang ke? Am i? [While eating laksa penang on my bed!]
[-..-]
Jzkk.
You may say that you love me for million times, but if no action taken so words just words.
Assalamualaikum. Hye readers. I am not that well to update any post. Kinda having very bad sore throat and flu - signs of bad fever! So, yup! This is amogst the shortest post ever.
Jzkk.
Kemain sangat kan?! Very the taw! *kahh!
Assalamualaikum. Hye readers, lovers and haters. Today, i would love to share some tips on simple make up for oily skin. When i mention the word of simple, i mean a very simple make upwhich consist with 1. Moisturizer & toner 2. Compact powder 3. Lipbalm/lipstick 4. Blusher.
I believe this is suitable for all of us especially for a very-on-the-go people, muslim women - because we really have no point to wear on thick make up since we have to perform our wudhu' and for those who have oily skin issue.
Note - this is not for those whom suffer from sensitive skin. Because, i didnt refer to any dermatologist. These tips are solely based on my experience.
Easy! The picture shows the result. Btw, this is just to make sure our skin looks glowing and healthy. That's all. I know that it is not easy for me [oily skin] to make the make up stays. Some of us even ignore the make up products or some of us were overdo just to ensure the make up stays. Tips: choose your moisturizer carefully. Please avoid cream or any oily-based moisturizer. For me, i choose to wear aloe vera gel as my moisturizer. It makes my skin glowing.
Allright. Our prophet, Muhammad (s.a.w) loves beauty and Islam also emphasizes the same condition. Malay says "dari mata turun ke hati". Just maintain our natural beauty. That's all.
Jzkk.
He is sexy. That's all i can describe about a man whom went hang out with his children. Definitely, i will keep on eyes on him. *ngeh!
Assalamualaikum. Hello and hye readers, lovers and haters. I am watching "Papa Hero Saya" a program on Astro Ria while waiting for my fav program - My Kitchen Rules on Diva. This is the first time i watch this program and this time around, the celebrity is Datuk Fazley with his 3 boys. He such a proud dad when he could handle all of his kids w/out his wife around. Of cojrse he knows how to win all of them since he is a motivator but, still there are some tips that i manage to catch along the program especially about how to control ur kids' food intake.
First thing first - please ensure that the foods are home-made foods! Despite we can preserve the vitamins, also we can ensure the cleanliness and safety. Yes, i mentioned the word of "safety" as in reference to colouring, seasoning and etc.
Okay. Unfortunately, that's the only tips which i manage to catch. *kahh! Nevertheless, it still important. Because once you were out with the kids they definitely want to eat. So, healthy foods are very important, aite?
Towards my journey to be a hot and sexy mommy, i start to mix and match any strategies, tips or discipline to raise my kids.
The babies cant choose their daddy, but the mommy can. Wish me luck! *amin! #parentingtips #foodserves
Jzkk.
I am so in love with my skirts - and this tutu is just one of my collection. But, i had nasi lemat for diner tonight. *haih!
Assalamualaikum. Hye loves and hates. Thank you for blogwalking/stalking here. 11 days to go before the date. I cant stop from counting the date. *sobs! Well i am leaving for good. Ouh! I have not yet find a place to stay. *duhh!
Okay. 11 days to strictly watchout the food intake. Very strict! *haha! What have i ate today? Nasi lemak. Wadei. Ouhh! Instant nestum. And 3 liters of water. Yeah! I ate nasi lemak for breakfast and diner. *homai! I feel guilt now.
Btw, wearing skirt makes me look taller. *nyeh!
Jzkk.
A sentence that i could describe about Adam AF1 - matured. Smart. Very responsible in what he's doing.
Assalamualaikum. Btw, i am not a fan of Adam AF1. Man, seriously, i should say that i hate him. He just like a spoilt brat. but, i kinda impress with his changes now - as a husband, and a father to his stepkids. Ya Rabb, i pray that You will grant me such a sweet and strong husband to me and my kids. *amin!
He? He such a good company to me. Very fun, very responsible and i know that he loved me. I even know if we are married, he could be a good father to my kids or perhaps, a good househusband. But, i have to obey with what Allah has planned to me - "he is not the person, dear."
Well, what i thought is good for me, might not be the best. Aiye?
Missing him?
Yes. And he knows about it.
Jzkk.
Missing him - at this phase it is so normal.
But, he already said good bye.
Innalillahawainnalillahirrajiun. It painful.
Swear me - everything will be ok. Just, soon.
I never gave up.
Never.
It is you who never fight.
Sometimes,
Silent is the loudest scream that you could hear.
Can you see my jari kelingking yg terjojol keluar tu? *haha! My bad habit which i cant control. It will automatically in that condition for no reason. *nyeh!
Just another great time with my mum. We went out for our steamboat. *nyum! Annndddddd, i have a chance to drive long distance for the first time. For the very first time by driving crv. *yeayme!
Alhamdulillah. Thank you for another great day Ya Rabb.
Jzkk.
Wake up late.
Cold and wet Saturday morning.
I read someone throws away all the poisons.
- Decide to make a new start.
From an old friendship.
The power of love.
Well done, dear.
... while waiting for my laundry to be done and i choose to update my blog. Yes, its all about choice.
Assalamualaikum. Hello and hye readers. It is 15 minutes pass the 2 o'clock. Not to say that i still awake but actually i just wake up from my sleep. I was suffering with migraine this evening so after i ate my diner i straight away went to sleep. My bad! *haha!
Life, is about choice. Your choice on how you want to live your life. #MH used to teach me once. He said, things could be discussed. And, you may choose your decision. If u want it good, so do good. If u want it bad, its up to you. And, just a little reminder every decision comes with consequences, neither good nor bad.
Every single morning, i wake up and i will remind myself to throw away all the bad things of yesterday. "Today is another new day, so make it perfect!" - this is the key to live in happiness. Simple, and it wont cost me anything.
Some people say it is easy to say but not to act. But it still worth to try, isn't? Hey, no one wants bad things to happen. Again, it is you to choose the choices. Bye loves.
Jzkk.
Not mine! Not yet. *haha! I just watched that program on astro. I dont know, but the way they end their love story was just -- over. Urk?
Assalamualaikum. Hello and hye readers. I am too tired to edit and upload a pic of today. Despite all the less fortunate issues happened last week, i managed to spend my time and money for shopping. Alhamdulillah. Happy me, yeay!
Of, btw. Pertaining the "raikan cinta" program. I dont understand why they have to spend the money in such way. I mean, why is it so wrong to hv a very simple wedding? Even though u have money. Where are the modesty and simple go?
I would love to have a very simple and sweet wedding function - as i used to imagine that my wedding function will be only at a mosque with a very simple function. Or, by a beach with only closest friends and family members to attend. Aint it sweet? When i say simple, i mean very simple. No beriani, no nasi minyak or other cliche menu. Just a wedding-hi tea function. Cool! *haha!
Of course you can. *hehe!
Oh my! 18 days left -- all is well. InsyaAllah. *amin!
Jzkk.
I have nothing but to welcome my period pain. Innalillahawainnalillahirrajiun. I cant remember when was the last time i suffered from period pain. The bad news is, i dont have any pain killer with me. *sobs!
I am not good in handling my period pain. T_T
Jzkk.
I am aiming to wear M for my convocation. #prayforme
All i need to do now is to adjust my back. *haha! I dont know but somehow i feel bless to have this figure. Even though its kinda difficult for me to find a good size for pants. Good for waist but not for hips. Or, good for hips but loose at waist. Slowly! Because i am trying my best to firm up other parts such as my thighs and my arms. But, why not to have Fergie's or JLo's cutting, isn't?
I love to see the new me. Alhamdulillah.
Jzkk.
MasyaAllah. Provoking a person, extending and bragging an issue is not a smart strategy to fight in a battle. I'm sorry - but it shows how stupid you are.
If you wish to figth with me, let me share with you some tips.
1st - understand the chronology of the case. From the very beginning. If possible, analyse the "how/when/why/who" points. Because, normally a misunderstanding occurs when we mislook at a point.
2nd - analyse carefully my words. What have i said. It is important for you to stay in track. So, we will only focus on one issue. And, yes. I am talking bout one issue.
3rd - please. Please. Please. Please discuss with me, instead of arguing and fighting because fighting and arguing will cause me to rebel. Besides, it will consume more energy.
4th - no one side win. I will always make sure you have your chance to win too. But, please make sure that u hv very good and credible points to "kill" my words.
5th - stay sound mind and logic. If you are wrong, please admit that you are wrong rather than to blame me. Because i will make sure that you will bite your tongue.
6th - think and throw. Not vice versa. Please dont ruin your chance.
It is that easy, isnt? Easy for us.
So, stop bragging. Sinis, hina atau perli melalui laman sosial adalah sgt tidak digalakkan. Nampak tak indah pd mata org lain. And also, dapat membuka pintu fitnah dan umpatan drpd org. Plus, that's not my style.
Problem? Please direct to me.
Be good loves. Jzkk.
Urgh! I ate a lot.
Btw, ma gives me a chance - "please list out your preference for ur first car. We will look at the price and the long term value of the car."
One and only - volkswagon *hahahahahaha!
Eh. Wait. A house or a car? *hurm! By right, i need a car. But, why not a house? Or, maybe i can wait for a house, isn't?
Back to the topic - i ate a lot. I am happy but i am sad. How am i suppose to explain? I am happy because i can eat a lot but i am sad because i am thinking of my weighttt. *haha! Aduz's wed and my convocation will be on december. But, first thing first, i am going back to terengganu by end of this month! *hala!
I hate myself when the hormone changes. N now i blame the hormone? *adoi!
Jzkk.
Assalamualaikum. Hye there! Thank you for blokwalking. May all of us have a bless day today. No matter how tough the day was - but still we need to feel thankful.
I hate people who love to create drama. *ahak! But, yes. I hate them. I feel like these kind of people are not sincere with themselves. How are they going to be true to others then?
But, whether i like it or not. Those people are existed everywhere in this entire world. So, watch out! *hehe!
Eh. I dont know why. But i feel a bit nervous when i am thinking about terengganu. Some sort of excited + nervous. *haih! May Allah helps to ease every difficulty. *amin!
And, tomorrow! I am going to cut my hair short. *yeay!
Jzkk.
Mana nak dapat?! Alalalala. I cant wait to lepak pavilion. I really want to eat all the good foods.*haih!
This is the very clear symptom of my stress. *ahak! Ya Rabb, please. I dont know why i am stress. But all i know i am hungry. Or should i say, i am very hungry! *hehe!
Dear Saturday, please come early! Thanks.
Jzkk.
Katenyeh! Yg penting abg tu ade kucing yg gebu dan gomok. *haih!
Assalamualaikum. Alhamdulillah. Everything goes well. The scratch on the door will be repaired with RM250 as the cost. Such a good price for a lesson on how to park a car. Even though i have to bear with thousand of curses and hatred from the owner. Alhamdulillah. I learn more from that scratch.
Ya Rabb, thank you for your bless. For the next time, if it happens again, i know where should i go or at least whom i should contact. Kinda cool to have my very own mechanic, aite! *kahh!
Btw, i cant stop thinking bout the cute cat! *hehe!
Jzkk.
Nanges la hati. Nanges puas-puas. Biar esok jgn nanges lagi. Biarlah apa org nak fikir. Biarlah apa org nak kutuk. Biarlah mcm mane org layan kau pun. Takpe. Allah kan ada.
Hasbunallahwani'malwakil. Ya Rabb, i am hopeless now!
:,(
Jzkk.
I cant find the best reason. There is something that i --
Speechless. I never made a confession about relationship except once. To him. I dont even know why i made such confession. I have to admit that i am suffering with my decision i make.
Nanges lagi! *sobs! I cant take it anymore. Tp tanak berhenti menangis jugak. Cemane?
Ya rabb!
Sehari acik sibuk hari ni jahhhh! Pepagi dh keluar g mandi + hantar kereta kak ngah. Then shopping sampai ke nilai 3. Sampai kt rumah nak kena g mantin plak. Perghhh! Memang tak rase nak tercabut pinggang acik.*ades!
Assalamualaikum. Acik memang dh kepenatan. Nak plak drive manual. Yesss! *kihh! Esok nak meronda seround lagi. Kali nak pergi nilai and ampangan. Fewiittt! Beraya katenye. Cewahh! Asalnya nak berjimba ke pavilion tp takde kawan la pulak. Tp takpe. Kita buat plan b. Itu je. *hikk!
Raya awak ok? Biar serba seadanya tp semua ada. Kan lebih afdhal. Take care sayangs. Jzkk.
Salam alaik. Taqaballahu minna waminkum. Minal aidil wal faizin.
Berlalu bulan penuh kasih sayang Allah. Terima kasih Ya Rabb! Hello and hye readers. Syawal ok? Tak pun... fitri meriah? Seadanya la yeh. Takde baju baru tak semestinya tak boleh nak raya. Pesan Rasullah pakai yg cantik-cantik. Kalau yg lama tu masih cantik, apa salahnya. Kan?
Since before, masyarakat kita dah disemaikan dgn persepsi "biskut raya", "baju raya", "duit raya" dan mcm2 benda lagi yg beradjektifkan "raya". Then, bila takde benda-benda yg beradjektifkan perkataan "raya" ni as if mcm tak boleh pulak nak sambut raya. *hurm!
Me, sejujurnya nak bg tahu persepsi ni sangat tak betul dan tak patut dianuti. Menjurus kepada pembaziran dan berlebih-lebihan. Tapi, tu lah. Puas ditegur pun tetap segitu jugak. Tetap semacam jugak buat perangai. *mencik!
Jauh ke laut bersembang! *kahh! Ape ke tajuk tadi? Jemu dan jelak yeh? *hoho! Meh nak bg tahu. My sabar and my kepercayaan ada limit yeh. Mintak mahap, buat. Mintak mahap, buat. Ulang dan ulang benda yg sama -- menyampah kot! Sekali, mungkin tak sengaja. Tapi kali kedua dan seterusnya itu memang pilihan si pelaku.
Awak ada masalah? Ouh! Saya jugak ada masalah. Jiran saya pun ada masalah. Saya yakin jiran awak pun ada masalah. SEMUA org ada masalah. Tp, bila masalah yg awak ada tu awak tempiaskan pada saya, awak lepaskan marah dan rajuk awak pada saya, saya rasa awak dah melampau sangat tu. Sedangkan saya takde kaitan langsung dgn masalah tu.
Pernah hati ni disiat sekali. Dan ini, kali yg kedua. Ask for forgiveness? You may. But, its up to me to forgive you. Because i wont forget.
Everyone being tested. But, the keywords here is how to control. THAT'S ALL.
Somehow, me selalu terfikir -- apesal org nak susahkan benda yg senang? *haih!
Jzkk.
My kiki has nothing to do with #cdm25!
Assalamualaikum. It seems my jodoh dgn kiki gonna be a very short one. Kiki the hamster makin tak sihat since kena geget dgn semut hari tu. And, hari ni mata kanan kiki dah tak berfungsi.
Brokenhearted.
Everyday, me memang berdoa kiki cepat sembuh. Cepat sihat and kuat mcm selalu. But, makin hari kesihatan kiki makin teruk. Mlm ni kiki dah taknak makan. And takde langsung berdecit. Ya Rabb, hancur sgt rasa hati ni bila gagal nak jaga kiki elok-elok.
N now, hanya mengharapkan keajaiban. I know, susah utk terima hakikat. Tp mungkin perpisahan ni yg terbaik utk kiki.
Mommy loves you kiki.
Jzkk.
Me : hati, kau sayang die ekh?
Me : takkkkkkk!!!
Me : kalau kau tak sayang, then kenapa kau rasa cemburu? Kenapa kau rasa terluka?
Me : nope. Tak! Sayang memang takde. But... hmm. Entah. Kalau tak sayang, then kenapa nak cemburu lebih2 kan?
Me : siapa die pada kau?
Me : urmm... he is my ex bf.
Me : maka? Cemburu kau takde asas la ni? Kannn? Dia ex bf kau and kau tak sayangkan die. Utk apa ada rasa tu?
Me : Ya Rabb. Serabut perut!!! ENTAH.
Jzkk.
Katenyehhh! Ehe! Finally, dan utk pertama kali me merasa apa itu cinta. Eh? Bukan! Apa itu cemburu. *haha!
Assalamualaikum, hello and hye readers. Alhamdulillah. Hari ni 4 ramadhan. Moga sempat sampai ke waktu berbuka. *amin!
I used to ask myself and to my girlfriends - why it is necessary for you to stay if ur bf or ur husband does not love you anymore or if ur husband has another girl? Pack brg and angkat kaki. Dah la. Kan? Buat ape nak sakit hati nak tanggung rasa marah, cemburu and etc? Keep calm and moving on.
Cakap memang senang jahhhhh. Memang senang. Sbb yg merasa tu bukan awak. Maka, hari ni bila dah dapat rasa. Nak cakap ape? *haha! Sakit. Sumpah! Belum kira dengan sesak napas. Blank. Nak pitam. Nak pengsan. Nak itu. Nak ini. *kihh! Inhale. Exhale. Inhale. Exhale. Sumpah! Memang me merasa mcm mane sesak napas tadi. Ishh.
Well, entah. Me tak jelas dgn rasa jiwa sendiri. Boleh gitu? Macam, apa keperluan utk me rasa jealous? Apa keperluan utk me rasa terkilan ekh? We both takde akad. All this while pun --
Tak boleh nak explainnnnn. Cemane? *hehe! Ok. Lepas ni kalau ada sape2 cerita pasal masalah bf curang or husband curang, insyaAllah me akan lebih memahami. "Keep calm and moving on. kau angkat kaki je sudah..." bukanlah nasihat yg terbaik. *tett!
Masalahnye, die curang ke? Haihh! Entah. Serabut perut! Apa mungkin --
"Eh! Seorg perempuan yg sejati wajib ada rasa cemburu..." -DMFK
Maka, kesimpulannya me adalah perempuan sejati. *kahh!
All right. Have a good day readers. Be good? Take care. Jzkk.
Masing-masing dah sibuk dengan tugas masing-masing. Alhamdulillah.
Including me! *heee! Assalamualaikum. Hello and hey readers. In couple of days umat Islam akan menjalani ibadah puasa. Tahun ni me akan berpuasa sepenuhnya di rumah.
Sibuk jahhh. But, i am happy. Everyone needs me more here. Cewah! *haha! At least i have three months to accompany my mum. She needs me more.
Well, kita merancang. Allah yg menentukan. Memang me tak akan pernah nak bertanya "kenapa", "mengapa" or utk "apa". All i said, redha. Because i know that this is the best for everyone.
Who knows that i finally find my true love.
Jzkk.
Nope. And never. Because for me, the outsiders need not to know what is happening between me and him -- or other personal points of me.
Assalamualaikum. How are you doing peeps? Alhamdulillah, masih lg dlm rahmat Dia. Good! I had a great day with my mum today. Brunch and shopping. Awesome! Alhamdulillah.
And, not to forget that i have a small miscommunication with #MH. And yes, i look at the issue as a very small. Tp, entah. Timing tak betul agaknya -- #MH suddenly pisses off. Well, i tried to explai n but he is still sulking. *hehe!
Nampak susahnya komunikasi teks? Yes. The communication occured via FB which I was not in my intention to mean it. Because i am a type of person, if i mean it i will talk to that person one to one and not to the public. That is me. But, entah. Perhaps, it was me who fail to understand him. So next time, akan lebih berhati-hati. *kihh!
However, after my personal analysis, banyak je faktor yg menyumbang kepada masalah komunikasi antara kami. Nampak? Tak memasal guna perkataan "kami". *haha! Long-distance-friendship (LDF). And, less than two years. And, the way me and him look at an issue -- maka WAJIB utk berlakunya salah faham. Kan? Sooner or later, it will sayang. It will. Alhamdulillah, it happens today. *hee!
Siapa nak masalah? Tp, kalau takde masalah maka kita takde peluang utk belajar. Kan? At least, belajar utk kuat.
But, it's ok. InsyaAllah everything will be fine. Soon. Take it easy babe.
All right. Jzkk readers. Mwah!
Just him. Eh? *haha!
Assalamualaikum. Hello and hye readers. Post ni sebab terpaksa yeh. Sebab ade yg perasan die makin handsome. *kehh!
#MH #MH #MH
we are so comfortable with our open communication style. Easy for me. Easy for him. Easy for us.
Bertahanlah hati. Sesungguhnya jiwa ini sedang diuji. *hurm! Pergilah rasa. Moga tidak dibalikkan hati. Untuk sekali lagi.
I hate myself.
Jzkk readers.
Assalamualaikum. Bersawang tak blog?
Hello and hye readers. Secara rasminya me dah bergelar tuan tanah kebun anggur yg terhormat. Seronok sangat wak! *haha! Well, terikat dengan kontrak as a coach tu yg membuatkan me tak boleh nak buat apa-apa sehingga kontrak habis. InsyaAllah, akan ada yg lebih baik.
Well, i am now having a little guardian angel with me. My #MH. Surprise! Kan? Apa maksudnya? Entah. I cant help myself to figure out the answer. But, we have a lot of things to repair. *hurm!
Tercepit? Haruslah. *hee! It is complicated now. Really complicated.
Take care readers. Mwah! Jzkk.
kalau hari ni dia boleh buat mcm tu, kenapa tidak pulak utk esok? analogy yg mudah utk semua cerita esok.
i still remember what my friend used to remind me - jodoh ni hak Allah utk tentukan siapa yg terbaik utk kita. usaha kita adalah doa dan jaga hak Allah. kalau kita jaga hak Allah, Allah jaga hak kita. mudah bukan?
